A/N *okay! before you read this I would just like to point out that this is more like an introduction into the story! please tell me if you think I should continue it :) This is going to be my Criss Angel fic haha (and no he is NOT one of my characters, he is an actual person)*
Frozen in a Dream
Arabella ||POV||
"You don't love him."
"But I do...but...I am falling for you too..."
"Arabella how the hell can you say you love him? He abuses you. Mentally and Emotionally. There is no way you can love somebody like that. He controls you. Its as if you aren't even a person!"
"I know. It's just..I wouldn't want to hurt him. I'm not like that..."
"He is that way to you every day of your life. You can't tell me he isn't Bella!" "I...Criss, I love you..."
The memories of that night ran through my mind constantly as I lay in my bed with Brandon by my side, well, sometimes he was beside me. Other nights he was gone. I didn't know where he was when he would leave, or how long he would be gone for. But the feeling of abandonment didn't bother me when it came to him anymore. I knew he didn't love me. So why did I stay? That was just it. I didn't know.
Some days Brandon was a sweet guy, other days, he was such a cold distant bastard that I never knew why I bothered staying.
Criss was my best friend. I have known him since high school. He was the one that was always there, the guy that cheered me up when I was down. The one that was there when I would really fuck up. He was even here for me now...When I was REALLY messing up. I was in a relationship with a mentally and emotionally abusive guy, who would take out his frustrations on me, couldn't make up his mind about what he wanted...and hell as far as I know he may have cheated on me a few times...
Criss is saving me from all of this, And I am hoping that life stays frozen in this dream...
