This is my first non-oneshot Doctor who story, so please be kind, and patient. Set after The Satan pit, and it shows how the Doctor struggles with knowing Rose's ultimate fate, and he tries to cope with eventually losing her. So anyway: Enjoy! And please Review :D
Disclaimer- If I owned Doctor who, surely I would not have 'killed' Rose off! Cause I mean Drose 4ever! lol
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Rose's thoughts
Doctor's thoughts
Does the devil lie?
"Doctor?" Rose asked half suspicious, half concerned at the Doctor's vacant expression.
"Hmm?" The Doctor replied, not taking his eyes of the control panel, the sombre expression remaining. Rose was confused, they had beaten the so called devil, and had been reunited, She would expect him to be his chirpy, hyper self, sprinting around the console, a cheeky smile fixed onto his face, flipping various dials, and switches, while she laughed at him, with all the love in the world. And yet here he was, standing, fixed on the spot, with no expression whatsoever.
"Somethings bothering you." Rose stated confidently, with her voice still laced with concern. The doctor looked at her, his eyebrows raised. For a second, Rose swore she saw sadness sweep his features.
"What?" He squeeked."No, theres not! Why would you think that." The Doctor was under pressure and Rose liked it. She smirked, before returning to the serious matter.
"I can always tell Doctor." Rose retorted smugly, before pointing to her head. "Women's instict."
"Well your instinct is wrong, because I'm fine." The Doctor replied his eyes returning the the console of the TARDIS. Rose rolled her eyes and slumped back into one of the chairs. Why can't he just tell me?! She thought before a thought popped into her mind, and another smirk graced her features. The doctor's eyes flicked up to Rose momentarily, to see her brown eyes pleading, and staring into his, her lips forming into a slight pout.
"Oh no no no! Your not gonna crack me with that puppy dog...thing. No no no!" The Doctor stated, before looking back down, because, although he would never admit it, it was having an effect on him. Rose was not gonna give up yet. Rose leaped from her seat to join the Doctor. She pressed up against him, while her expression remained the same. She could see the Doctor was begining to crack, as he tried to subtly scoot away from her. Rose only followed and fluttered her long lashes at him.
"So..you wanna tell me whats wrong Doctor?" Rose asked sweetly, placing her hands on his shoulder. Just when she was sure he was gonna crack, he swiftly moved away, leaving Rose to stumble.
"No! Theres nothing wrong with me! So just...just leave me alone!" The Doctor shouted, as Rose drew back, shocked at how angry she had made him, she had never seen him so mad. Rose looked at his face, which had not yet softened, and suddenly became angry herself.
"Fine!" She replied in a tone undifferent to his, and stomped off to her room. The Doctor sighed and slumped into a free chair, running a hand through his shaggy brown hair . He hadn't meant to be so mean to her, but he couldn't, under no circumstances tell her what was wrong. Seeing as she was the main problem...sort of. I mean how in hell, no don't say hell, that just makes things a whole lot worse, if thats possible. Okay so how in...heaven? Yeah that works. How in heaven am I supposed to tell Rose, wonderful, sweet Rose Tyler, that I lied. That the Devil was not wrong. That in fact everything he told her was devastatingly true. How could I ever tell her that she may not make it to her next birthday. How can I possibly tell her that. I mean even if I did tell her the truth, what Am I supposed to say: "Hey Rose, I'm sorry, but your going to die..."? And how was the Doctor going to face the arising concept of losing his one and only Rose Tyler?
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Will Rose forgive the Doctor for being so mean to her? Will the Doctor tell Rose the truth? Find out soon! Hope you liked, please review :D