Chapter 1: Blood brother

I hated hospitals. This was worse, it was a hospital for criminals. I could see multiple guards walking araound with weapons. Some stopped to smile at me. I knew they were reallythinking what a thirteen year old girl was doing in a place like this.I clung on tighter to Watari's hand. I wish Akira had been able to come, or maybe even Near or L. But either way, they said I couldn't see him alone. They said he had done horrible things to himself. He himself had also done horrible things to others. We made it too the end of the hall, I squeezed Watari's hand tighter. "Are you sure, we don't have too come here." I simply nodded, I did have too do this and we both knew it. We opened the door.
There it-he lied on the hospital bed. A mass of red charred flesh. It was horrible, so digusting, he even smelled. He turned his head to me, his shinigami eyes red. His mouth twisted in an attempt of smiling. He strained to speak " Ra-Raid.." He tried to lift a hand towards me...I ran, As fast as I could, I left Watari behind ans scrambled as fast as I could out the door. I ran through the parking lot and away from him. Rue Ryuzaki, Backup, Beyond Birthday. My brother, and that was the last time I saw him.
I am Raid Ryuzaki one of the first children to attend Wammy's house along with my late brother. The only ones I really talked to while ther were my best friend Akira, B, and Near. But I havent seen Near for years since he left Wammy's to chase Kira. Unlike Akira, I hated Kira. He took away my brother, L and Watari. "I promise Raid, I promise I'll bring Kira to justice." L had told me. But he had lost. And Near had taken over, Mello left too, together they defeated Kira. I was quite put out with Mello though, he left Akira. I knew better than anyone else how much Mello meant to Akira. And he had left without so much as a goodbye. Either way I remember that day. I was sitting at home when I recieved an email. I opened it and read the greatest words in my life.
We won
N,M
Kira had been defeated. I was so happy. All those peoples deaths were avenged. But still my hallucinations didn't stop. I saw him everywhere. My friend Akira was closer to mee then anyone. She had short red hair goth clothes and green eyes. But there was a problem, she was a Kira follower. He had killed the man that killed her parents. I didn't blame her but... We both avoided any Kira conversations. Which was good. She never really cared about being L, neither did I. But she felt Mello chose that over her. I also wanted to see Near again I missed him.
I was on fire. Flames rolling across me. Where was everyone? I can't take it anymore, just let me die, I WANT TO DIE. No, I don't B did im Raid, but I couldn't help him.." I'm sorry B, I want you back! I miss you!" I then woke up gasping for breath.