Things to take note of:No 'main' pairing, as this is not a shipping fic, background Denmark/Norway, will be at least two character deaths, will have approximately 7-ish chapters. I hope I can leave you crying or at least very sad by the end of this fic.

CHAPTER ONE: LIFE BEFORE

Iceland woke with that dry feeling in his mouth.

"Nor…" He managed to cough out, calling for his elder brother. The room was dark, but upon glancing at the clock, Iceland concluded someone should have come to wake him twenty minutes ago. The boy struggled to sit up, but lost his strength each time, collapsing back into his covers.

"Nor!" He yelled, but his voice came out barely a whisper. He tried to catch his breath, but he couldn't seem to swallow right.

Suddenly, the door swung open. Norway walked in, fully dressed in his work suit, complete with his favorite midnight blue tie.

"Water." Iceland demanded, choking on his words. His brother didn't respond, but instead propped him up into a sitting position. Carefully, the older man placed a hand on Iceland's forehead.

"Danmark!" He yelled, and as if on command, the cocky Danish man appeared in the doorway, wearing nothing but red-and-white boxers.

"What's up?" He asked, lightly ruffling Iceland's hair. The silverette flinched. "Woah, he's burning up."

Norway nodded, and turned to the bathroom in order to prepare the ice bath. Meanwhile, Denmark hoisted Iceland over his shoulder.

"C'mon, little guy." The Dane teased.

"Disgusting." Iceland said, his nose pressed against Denmark's shoulder. "You smell like sex."

Denmark walked into the bathroom with Norway's younger brother in his arms. "Morning sex is great isn't it, Nor?" He sang, smiling smugly at his fiancé. Norway frowned and glared at him.

Iceland felt appalled that his brother would rather have sex with Denmark than attend to him on time.

"The bath is ready." Norway said, testing the water with his hand.

"You ready?" Denmark asked the boy he was carrying. Iceland nodded, and squeezed his eyes shut, bracing himself for the temperature change.

He'd scream if he was strong enough to.

Instead, he quivered and squirmed about.

"N-Nor." Iceland shivered. In response, his brother took the smaller boy's pale hand and squeezed it firmly.

"You staying with him today?" Denmark asked, squatting down next to Norway. The Norwegian shook his head.

"I'll get fired if I miss another day this month." He mumbled.

"I'll call Ivan." The Dane said, leaving the room. Ivan Braginski was Iceland's medical attendant, or as Denmark liked to call it, his "nanny", who watched over Iceland when nobody else was available to care for him, as often was the case.

Iceland wanted to call after him. Then you stay with me! He wanted to yell. But he was already pathetic enough, reduced to a shaking mess. The boy had pride, and he wasn't going to lower himself to that level.

After fifteen minutes in the bath, Denmark pulled him out, his pajamas clinging to his wet skin. Iceland clung to the blonde's neck. He was then once again carried to his room, where Norway helped him change in to a fresh pair of sleepwear.

"See ya, Ice." Denmark said, lightly patting the boy's head before he left the house, now dressed in a suit of his own. Norway gave his fiancé a light kiss.

"I have to go as well." Norway told his brother, before he disappeared out the door.

I'm such a hindrance. Iceland thought, shifting in bed. I'm eighteen years old and can barely walk on my own.

Fifteen minutes later, the doorbell rang and the clack of keys could be heard. was here.

Mr. Ivan Branginski was tall and a tad too scary-looking to be nurse. His hair wasn't cut short enough, and his chilling smile and piercing eyes would have suited him better if he had become a mafia boss or a politician.

The man entered Iceland's room.

"I have your breakfast, da?" He said, his heavy accent seeping through his words. The Russian placed the tray lightly on Iceland's bed. Ivan sat himself on a nearby chair. Faintly, the pale boy lifted the fork to his mouth. The food, as always, was terrible. His diet consisted mostly of mashed up vegetables, except for the many he was allergic to, and various other soft foods.

After breakfast, he was carried to the balcony, to get some fresh air and observe the passerby, to dream that he too could leave the apartment.

After that came lunch, and medication. always offered to read him a story around this time, but Iceland usually refused. Later, he was forced to do some light leg exercises, so that the muscles on his legs wouldn't deteriorate from lack of use.

A bit after dinner, Denmark would come home and the "nanny" would leave. That was the average day.

"You better, Ice?" The rowdy man asked, sitting on the side of his bed.

"Go away." Iceland spat, though he appreciated the Dane's presence.

Norway arrived later than usual.

"Hey, darling." Iceland heard Denmark say from his bedroom. "Had to work late?"

The Norwegian sighed. "I had to make up for being late this morning."

They both worked hard, to be able to afford Iceland's expensive medication and treatment procedures. Iceland sighed.

Sorry. He thought.

That night, they all sat down on the couch to watch a TV Special about Puffins. Iceland sat squeezed between the two other men and complained about it, though he secretly enjoyed feeling their warmth. Sometimes, Denmark would lean over to kiss his lover, and Iceland would pretend cringe and duck.

Iceland's illness was terminal, and all of them knew that.

But at moments like this, they almost seemed to forget.

A/N: Since Iceland has a constant cold/illness in the canon, I decided to take it a couple steps further. Presenting…Sickly!Iceland. And once again, Russia. He's kept creeping into every single one of my APH fics! Damn, I love that guy.

(I hope the story won't be ruined by my simple and immature writing style.)

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