Authors note This ends right after Tris and Tobias' first public kiss at the banquet. This is my first fan fiction so please bear with me.
Disclaimer : I do not own divergent or insurgent, unfortunatly. If i did i would probably be filthy rich and not be wasting my time on . Since I don't own it I do, waste to much time here. And I love it.
Chapter 1
I pull away from Tobias and look in his dark blue eyes. From the corner of my eye I can see Will and Christina staring at us with their mouths open. "You two are going to catch flies if you keep your mouths open like that" I say while smirking at them. "YOU TWO ARE DATING?!" ofcourse it is Christina, she has to learn how to get rid of her Candor habits. Tobais stands besides me with no emotion on his face. Four, emotion less and intimidating trainer of initiates. Then he suprises me by putting his arm around my waist and conferms their question. Tobias: boyfriend, mine, loving and protective. The two personalities are the same but so far apart. This being the reason both Will and Christina are still eyeing us suspiciously. I smile and walk away with Tobias.
We walk around in silence not knowing where we are going, but it is not an awkward silence. it is good comforting. I loose myself in thought, i think about us, our fate. What if neither of us had transferred, would we find each other eventually? But then i think, it's good that we transferred. I like my new faction, I feel brave and it feels good that Tobias is far, far away from Marcus. I shiver at the thought of Marcus touching him. He notices and stops abruptly. His eyes find mine and I pull myself closer. "Together in dauntless, both ranked first" I whisper and slide my hand in his dark, abnegation short hair. "You did really good, I'm proud of you" his voice is sweet like it has never been before. The thing about Tobias is that he is strong, not just muscles, but every thig about him is strong. The look in his eyes is always determind and fierce, his voice is strong. All things about him make me feel strong. I smile up at him and kiss him passionately. We go to the place we first met. The net. He lays down and I make myself comfortable with my head on his chest. Listening to his heart beating fast. Perfection, I think to myself, smiling.
After laying and kissing in the net I pull myself up and say "I should probably get back to the dorms, Chirstina will be waiting for me to tell her everything" He laughs a little, it is a heavenly sound. He walks me back to the dorm holding my hand. His fingers are laced with mine and he holds hard, like he's never going to let go. I kiss him on the cheek as we reach the door. " See you tomorrow" I nod and he walks away. As soon as I open the door Christina jumps off her bed and attacks me with questions. "When did it happen?...why didn't you tell me?...is he a good kisser?...our instructor?...Really?" It is like she is on loop asking these over and over again. "Wait! One question at the time!" I yell interrupting her. She is silent for one minute and just looks at me. "When did this happen?" She finally asks me. "During initiation, the day we were throwing papers in the chasm" She thinks back "same day as you and Will" I continue. Then her eyes light up remembering. "When you went to talk to him?" I slowly nod remembering that night myself. "Why didn't you tell me?" she says her expression is sad. "Rankings, Four thought everyone would think it was favoritisem. Which it is not." i say matter of factly. She starts rambling again. After a few sentences of her talking about how happy she is for me. I tune out. I think of Peter and Eric, how will they react? Will they react like Tobias fears? Wil they think my numer one ranking is favoritisem? And if they do, what happens then? Me and my thoughts have a mini freak-out inside my head.
I wake up because of weird noises and I see Peter, Drew and Molly packing their things into bags. Drew and Molly are leaving today. They are faction less. Peter however made it, i'm stuck in the same faction as him. Forever. The person who tried to kill me, who still wants me gone, who is cruel enough to stab someones eye with a butter knife. He is probably packing for the new apartments we get today. I follow his lead, at least I won't be in the same room as him anymore. When Christina and Will wake up they too start putting their things in bags. In silence everyone does their own thing. No one says anything. Soon there are only naked bunkbeds left. I look over the room and see Al's bed. It leaves me cold. He tried to kill me, then killed himself. I think I should feel bad or guilty, but don't. The only reason I am still alive is because of Tobias. I was this years first jumper and so was he, but I jumped because I was brave. He jumped beacause he was a coward who could not handel life. I landed safely in the net. He hit the rocks in bottom of the chasm.
I'm sorry if it sucked and you just wasted one minute of you life, it is my first fanfiction. I know it's short, but it is only a beginnig. Tell me what you think, bad or good.