How We Feel Inside Chapter 1: Skyscraper, an inuyasha fanfic

(A/N) This is my first fanfic so no flames plz!

1:Skyscraper. (Kagome P.O.V)

I peeked out of the curtain to see people chatting softly to each other as if nothing in this world mattered. I searched the school's stage room and found him. Inuyasha.

Inuyasha uses me. Uses me for comfort when Kikyo wasn't around. He would let me hold him, love him, sleep next to him. Because I look like Kikyo. The dead Miko who walks the earth, living off of abandoned souls. Souls that could have found peace.

He runs to her. Leaves me watching him disappear while feeling like there is nothing left of me. But I stand tall and proud and strong yet broken. Like…well… a skyscraper. He can take everything. Break everything. I won't care. I'll slowly turn into an emotionless, living, body walking, talking, comforting like a Miko should. To finish my cheerful state, I wrote a song that might reach that thick scull of Inuyasha's and save me from the fate I can already see.

Inuyasha's hair was black, eyes a violet brown, and his doggie ears, fangs, and claws were gone. Tonight was the night of the new moon. His weakest state when he might give in to his true feelings.

"Ladies and Gentlemen, may I have your attention? Tonight we have a wonderful performance from my favorite student, Kagome Higurashi," said my gorgeous English teacher, Mrs. Kutzle.

She had long red hair and light sky blue eyes. She was in her late twenties and had a three-year-old boy with her eyes, black hair and the tanned skin of his father. His name was Kouga. She let me name him.

I wore a mid thigh white cotton dress. My hair was in a curly ball on my head. I wore white flats with black bows on the back of each heel. No jewelry or such was necessary. Just a golden locket in the shape of Tetsugia.

I walked onto the stage and to the Piano while Mrs. Kutzle signaled for the band and backup singers to get ready. Then I started playing the piano before singing.

"Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending
Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better
to watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear
Yea-ohh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ohh Ohhhh!
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

(Like a skyscraper)

Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper."

I took in a breath while the crowd cheered. Inuyasha looked at me with sorrow in his eyes. Got him. He understood.

My mom understood too and took Souta and Gramps home after giving hugs and good jobs. Inuyasha and I walked in silence. He wore a red dress shirt, black slacks with black dress shoes.

"I didn't know you felt that way." He almost whispered.

"Mhm."

"I'm sorry. I've been hurting you without realizing it." He whispered. I looked at him in bewilderment.

"Its okay." I whispered.

"No its not. I-I love you. I shouldn't do that to you." He said, looking straight into my eyes.

"Inuyasha?"

"Yeah?"

I jumped him and kissed him on the lips.

"I love you too."

He smiled and hugged me to his chest. I guess I'm not the skyscraper after all.