A/N: I never meant to write this...er disclaimer I own nothing.
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Can't I be Normal?
He felt lost and alone, although he was surrounded by so many people all he could think was how empty he felt. So many people came to talk to him and so many people wanted to be his friend simply because he was famous but all he wanted was to be left alone to do his own thing. Sure he loved his best friends they knew him well but Hermione always wanted to know what he was thinking and Ron always thought he was hiding something and got angry at him for it. Why couldn't he just hide away from the world? Ignore classes and ignore all the Professors who wanted to ask was he okay. No he was not and he wanted to left alone to figure out why he felt so horrible.
Sighing Harry put his stuff back in his bag and quickly made his way out of class making sure to get away before anyone noticed him. Voldemort was dead, everyone rejoiced but Harry couldn't he had nothing. Okay that sounds wrong however he had spent his entire teenage life fighting a war that he never wanted to get involved with but now the guy who wanted him dead was gone what did he have to do? He tried the whole dating scene but after Ginny tried to change who he was for the umpteenth time he gave up and told her he wanted to break up. Funny enough that was one thing he didn't feel bad about.
Throwing his bag into his trunk Harry pulled his curtains before crawling into bed, maybe hiding away would be a good idea he had the map it could show him the perfect place to hide and not be found. Curling up he pulled the blankets around into a cocoon his shield from the outside world. He was sick and tired of people asking if he was okay, and he was sick and tired of only being noticed because he was famous. He wanted a normal life where he could make stupid mistakes such as dating someone and realising how stupid he was.
Sure he loved the wizarding world but maybe returning to the muggle world and living a basic life would be a good idea. He wouldn't need to worry about people following his every step, he could make friends with people who didn't know him for his name and he could even get a job on his own merits.
One thing he wished he always had was a family. The Weasley's were close but they weren't his. Closing his eyes he imaged having his dad hug him when he caught the snitch or having his mum look after him after he had a bad day and needed someone to listen to him. He ended up with the Dursley's the one group of people who hated him. Why couldn't he have it all? Why couldn't he be normal? Why couldn't he just be left alone? So many why's and no answers.
Harry knew something was wrong and he knew he had so many questions but would he ever have someone to come and save him?
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A/N – It's a bit depressing my bad...I do not plan to add to this but if anyone wants to add on feel free to message me.