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Chapter 1

The pair each pulled up a stool and huddled around the small makeshift wooden table. The flames from a nearby fire cast a warm glow where they sat and Clarke began to study the shadows across Bellamy's face.

He looked older she noted examining the darker circles beneath his guarded eyes. "I missed you princess," Bellamy chuckled, flashing her a smile that actually reached them.

"Hey I thought you were done with that nickname" she scowled before giving him a nudge. She took another swig from her tankard. The liquid burnt her throat almost as much as his eyes burnt into her. She leaned in a little closer narrowing the gap between them and placing a hand on his.

"I...I missed you too Bellamy"

He felt the warmth from her hand as she applied the smaller amount of pressure, her sweet breath mingled with the cold night air punctuating the silence and catching a few stray strands of her hair, he raised his free hand to tuck them neatly back in place and allowed it to linger there for a moment.

"Bellamy" the silence was broken by another voice, a female and Bellamy immediately dropped his hand and moved back away from his friend.

"Hey" the woman continued placing a hand affectionately on Bellamy's shoulder "thought I'd find you here"

"Ye, I was just catching up with Clarke here..."

"Clarke?" She interrupted "as in the Clarke?" She said turning her attention to the attractive blond sitting opposite Bellamy, "wow, I've heard so much about you."

Clarke smiled warmly extending a free hand to the woman.

"Oh sorry, Clarke this is Gina, Gina, Clarke" Bellamy muttered apologetically.

"Hey" Clarke smiled at the woman "you wanna join us?" She said pulling up a make shift crate as a stool.

"Oh I'm fine. Thank you though" she turned her attention back to Bellamy letting thumb and forefinger lightly squeeze the exposed skin between his shoulder and neck. "I just came to let you know, that Kane wants you in the meeting room in 10"

Bellamy nodded in acknowledgement before she placed a swift kiss on his cheek and said her goodbyes to he and Clarke, making her way back through the bustle of makeshift bar.

Bellamy and Clarke sat for a moment in silence.

The night breeze seemed to get cooler and Clarke suppressed a shiver.

"So you guys huh?" She said as Bellamy shifted awkwardly in his seat.

"Uh, ye..I guess. It's been about a month" he said doing his best to avoid her eye contact.

"Well that's great! She seems...great" Clarke placed a hand on his and did her best to force smile "I...I'm really happy for you"

"Clarke" Bellamy began, but Clarke had already began to shift out of her seat.

"Thanks for the drink Bellamy" she said politely before making her way back towards her living quarters.

Bellamy watched as Clarke disappeared into the darkness.

He took another swig of whatever potent mix of moonshine he had been served, rubbed at his temples and sat in deep thought.

What was he supposed to do? She had left him right. She had left everyone. What was she expecting? That he would sit around and wait for her to come back? They had made no promises, hell they weren't anything to each other, not really, and yet the second he found out she was in danger, he had to find her, some part of him still needed her, need to know she was ok.

But the way she looked at him, like HE had betrayed her, she was the one who chose to run away.

And Gina? Gina was nice and sweet, and she made him forget about Clarke for a while and forget about what they had done. God he had been so desperate to find her, but now she was back, he couldn't help think that perhaps it would've been better if they had never found her, if no one had found her.

If she had just managed to stay hidden he would never of had to think of her again. But he would, wouldn't he.

Clarke pulled shut the metal door to her room and threw herself onto her cot. The scratchy sheets were a welcome change from the hard cold earth of the forest floor.

What the hell was she thinking, of course he had moved on, she had been gone nearly three months.

It's not like they had ever been romantic in fact they had only just started being friends.

So why the hell did it feel like the rug had been pulled from her.

Most of the time they had been on the ground she and Bellamy had had hardly a kind word to say to each other. And yet he was the one person she missed, the only one who could understand what she had gone through, what she was still going through.

She bit her lip and tried to ignore the lump in her throat.

God was she actually mad at him?

She had been with other people. Sure she had never spent more than a night with them but that was besides the point, she had no right to be mad and yet she could feel the anger bubbling beneath her chest, she felt sick, her fists clenched and she shut her eyes tight in an effort to keep her tears from spilling out onto her cheeks. No, she would not be this girl.

Bellamy slammed the door hard behind him and kicked off his boots.

"Everything ok Bell" Gina moved over from the bed, and helped Bellamy remove his jacket before placing her hands on his shoulders and squeezing the tension from them. He relaxed pulling her hand towards his mouth and placing a chaste kiss on her palm before moving over to the bed and slipping beneath the sheets.

"I'm fine, just Kane has me working on the new plans to infiltrate the ice nation"

"That's a little risky? if they caught wind, if any of you got caught, well it's not just you Bellamy, it could mean war." She said pointedly.

"We are already at war" He replied pulling his t-shirt over his head.

"We have Clarke, they think she is some kind of master of death, they aren't gonna stop until she's either theirs or dead. They have given us five days to give her up."

Gina turned towards him, shifting beneath the sheets. She outstretched a hand and ran it through his shaggy mop of black hair.

"This Clarke, you guys seem close"

Bellamy hadn't told Gina about Mount Weather, about how they had pulled the lever together, how 'they' had killed all those people, she wouldn't understand, he was scared she wouldn't see him the same way.

"She and I were in charge, you know before the arc came down" he said not wanting to elaborate.

"She seems nice, a little lost, but nice" she continued "I don't have anything to worry about with her do I?"

Bellamy did not answer her just pulled her face towards his and kissed her deeply.