Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious, if i did, Jori would be real!
Jade POV
"Why Jade, why?" Beck said, standing on his RV with an angry look on his face.
Jade never saw him like that, his nostrils were inflated and he was pacing back and forth, passing his hands through his hair, so angrily that Jade thought a bunch of hair would come out on his hand.
"Beck, come down" Jade said, her gaze fixed on her hands, playing with a loose string on her shirt.
Beck turned to her, if this was a cartoon, Jade was pretty sure that it will be flames coming out of his eyes.
"Calm down, Jade? How can I come down? You promised me you wouldn't do that again! I can' t stand it! Every time the moon changes you wanna break up with me! What brilliant explanation you have now?" Beck look right into Jade's eyes, the question coming out of his mouth like a dare.
Jade looked up, releasing the string caught up in her hand. She took a deep breath, how could she tell her, soon to be, ex-boyfriend, that she thought she was into girls?
"I don't know, I just... don't feel like I used to" Her voice failed in the last words, tears building up behind her eyes.
She didn't care about people's feelings, but that was Beck, she hated hurting him. But she couldn't keep living a lie.
"What changed, Jade?" Beck said, his voice lower, seeing the hurt in Jade's eyes wasn't there the last one hundred times that she broke up whit him and this scared him.
He sat back besides her and grabbed her hand. "I love you Jade, please don't leave me." he said, a little tear come down his face.
"Jade!" He screamed "Look at me!"
Jade jumped in her seat, startled by Beck's scream, he hardly screams.
"I love you too Beck, you were my first love, that doesn't go away. But that doesn't change my decision either" she looked at her best friend, not knowing what to do next.
"This is bullshit Jade" Beck cried, getting up again "There's has to be a reason, and I wanna know!"
Jade got up, grabbing Beck's hand, she put his hair behind his ears, knowing that was the last time she would ever do that "I just need some time, to know what I want"
"No, you gonna tell me why, now!" Beck said, grabbing Jade's upper arms hard, making the girl wincing in pain. He pushed her, making Jade stumble over and land with her face on the ground.
"Jade, I-I'm sorry" Beck said, watching as Jade got up and grabbed her purse.
"Forget it" Jade said, walking out the door, with a hand on her face.
"Jade, wait!" Jade heard Beck scream, she entered her car and drove away.
As she drove, she didn't know where she was going, and she didn't care. She drove until the tears were unbearable, watering her eyes, making hard see the road.
Jade stopped the car, the neighborhood looking awkwardly familiar, but she couldn't figure out where she was with her blurry eyes. Jade turned off the car and cried, like she never cried before.
Jade started to play the last hour of her life in her head, the hurt in Beck's eyes, she hurt and ripped the heart of the only person she cared about in the world. And for what? For a burning passion she felt for the damn Tori chick? Was it worth it? Tori was worth it?
"I'm losing my mind" Jade said banging her hand on the steering wheel. She throw two years of her life away for a girl that she was supposed to hate.
What would happen if Tori didn't want her? Jade couldn't blame her, she always treated the Latina so bad that she didn't understand why Tori was still nice to her.
And what she would say? "Hey, Tori, remember when i treated you like shit? So, that's was because i love you. I'm in to girls, and i break up whit Beck to be with you." Tori would run so fast and never talk with her again. She would lose Tori and Beck, she will be alone.
Whit her head steel on the steering wheel, Jade heard a knock on the window.
"Jade?"
Jade froze with the familiar voice; she raised her head and stared at the figure on the other side of the glass
"What the fuck are you doing here?" She asked.
Beck stood there, staring at Jade. He put his hands on his coat pocket, watching as his breath turned in to smoke in touch with the cold air.
"Jade, please, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hit you, it was an accident" He said, screaming so the girl in the car could hear him "Let me in Jade, I'm freezing".
Jade stared at Beck, watching every trace of his face, his hair was messed up, rolled on a pony tail, she hated when he did his hair like that, and he looked like a hippie. His eyes were bigger than normal, like he was seeing a ghost, or something. And he was shacking, it must be freezing out there, Beck is from freaking Canada, he was used to low temperatures, but today, even he couldn't take the cold.
"No" Jade said with a firm voice, glancing at the mirror to measure the damage that Beck did to her face. Both her eyes were black, but she didn't know if was 'cause of the makeup, or the punch. On the right side, on her cheek, was a big read ball, which showed ten times more that it would on a person with a darker skin. It was hurting a little, but nothing that she couldn't handle.
Jade took a Kleenex from the glove compartment and cleaned her face from the dark make up that was ruined by her tears. Looking again at Beck, Jade removed her keys from the ignition and stepped out of the car.
"What do you want?" She screamed, feeling her eyes burn again.
"I-I'm sorry" Beck stuttered
"You already said that" Jade screamed again, she couldn't control it. She saw some people inside the houses, going looked at the window, to watch the girl scream at the boy. People loved a free show. But Jade didn't care.
"Please, stop screaming, people are staring" Beck said coming closer to Jade, trying to take her hand.
Jade shook Beck's hand away "D.O.N'.T touch me. I don't fucking care what people are saying, they can stare until they die, for all I care." Jade said, shooting a look to the couple on the house across the street.
"I'm the one that should be mad at you Jade, you broke up with me, remember?" Beck said, tired of being nice.
"So now we are even? I broke up with you and you hit me?" She said moving closer to him, almost screaming in to his ears.
"You hit her?" A familiar voice said.
Jade glance to the houses, trying to distinguish where that familiar voice was coming from. Then she saw it, on an oversized shirt and black jeans, with glasses and the curly hair dropped on her shoulder. Jade took a deep breath, trying to find her voice again, what Vega was doing here?
"Tori? What are you doing here?"
AN: What Tori will do? Tan, tan, tan
Only reviews will make me post the second part sooner *puppet eyes*
