I've had the idea to write this fic for a while now because I've been watching the old holby eps from when Connie first joined. Anyway this is my new fic because I think it'd actually be a good idea for them to do on the show. right boring into done, I hope you guys enjoy it!x -Lolly xox

'She's gone...'

'Noo.' She screamed 'Nooo.'

Connie had just had to break the devastating news to a young mother that her 3 year old daughter had not regained consciousness and had passed away. It was heartbreaking to watch as the mother collapsed into a teary mess.

'I'm so sorry Jenny.' Connie said as she hugged the young mother

'Tha... Thank you... for trying.' She said between sobs.

'That's my job,' Connie smiled, 'would you like some time alone with her?'

'Please.' The young girl smiled sadly

'If you need me just ask the nurse to get me' Connie said as she left the young mother

Connie went straight to her office and sighed, trying not to let the fast escaping tears stain her top. It'd been a hard week, and she needed to get away. She had been missing her baby, so much recently and following the event in resus even more so now.

'It's not fair.' She sighed as she opened up her phone and tapped away at the screen.

'Mummy!' Came the young voice on the other end of the phone

'Hello darling.' Connie smiled

'I miss you.' Came the saddened voice of her daughter.

Connie sighed, 'I miss you too.'

'When can I see you!?' Asked grace

'Soon.'

'You always say that.' Sighed the young girl

'I promise Gracie.' She smiled sadly

'I love you mummy.'

'I love you so much darling.'

'Dad wants to talk to you.' She sighed

'Grace wait!'

'What?'

'I really love you darling. I'll see you soon. Promise!'

Connie was sure she heard the young girl smiling but soon the voice of Sam came to the phone.

'Hello... Connie?'

'Yes, I'm still here Sam.'

'Good. Hang on.' came his voice and she heard a door close, 'Can we plan sometime for Grace to see you?'

'I was going to ask that.' She replied in a professional manner

'I can fly her back?'

'I was hoping I could come out there?'

The line was quiet

'I'd stay in a hotel and I mean...' She began, dreading the silence

'No no it's fine. I have a guest room Con.'

'-nie' she finished

Sam laughed 'do you want to stay with us or not?'

'It would be lovely.' She smiled

'I'll book you a flight. for when?'

'As soon as really.' Connie replied

'Tomorrow?' He asked, half joking

'Perfect.'

'Oh okay. I'll call you back.'

'Just text me Sam. Oh and don't tell Grace.'

'Of course. It'll be a nice surprise.'

'Yes, so I'll talk to you soon Sam.'

'See you soon Con.' He smiled and hung up before she could correct him.

'-nie' she laughed to herself.