So this is my first Fan fiction ever. I hope you enjoy it...
Disclaimer: I don't own the Boys.. but if I did I would KNOCK some sense into them both.. before I had my way with them -g- This is non-profit just my twisted little mind at work.. Eric Kripke owns them as well as Supernatural. So without further ado on to my story
Dean walked into the room motioning for Bobby and Sam to follow him into the kitchen. "So what'd ya tell him?" Sam asked Dean. Dean replied "Nothing just relax." Bobby walks in the kitchen after Sam and asks "what's the hub-bub?" Dean looks at him and says "I saw Cas. He popped in on me about 2 hours back." Bobby looks at Dean and asks "What'd ya tell him?" Dean replies huffily "Nothing alright I told him we were on some crap monster hunt. He doesn't even know we are close to Crowley. You know he's our friend and we are lying to him thru our teeth."
Sam interrupts Dean saying "Dean" Dean replies with "so he burned the wrong bones. So Crowley tricked him." Bobby replies "He's an angel" Dean says "He is the Balky Bartacumus of heaven. He can make a mistake. "Bobby says "Nobody's saying anything yet." Dean replies "You think that Cas is in with Crowley?" "Crowley?" Bobby says "look I'm just saying I don't know. Look I hate myself for even thinking it. But I don't know. "Sam pipes up "Look Dean he's our friend too. " Dean thinks yeah that's why you are so distrustful of him. Sam continues to talk while Dean is lost in his thoughts. "And I'd die for him I would. Look I'm praying were wrong here." Bobby interrupts Sam "But if we aren't if there's an snowball of a snowballs chance here, that means were dealing with a Superman whose gone darkside. Which means we gotta be cautious, we gotta be smart, and maybe stock up on some Kryptonite?"
Dean bowed his head. Contemplating could Cas really be working with Crowley? No he thought it's just not possible. He looks at Sam saying" this makes you Lois Lane" Bobby says "look one problem at a time. We gotta find Crowley now before the damn fool cracks open purgatory.
Cas just stands there listening to his friends. In the shadows undetected, realizing that they are on to him.
Bobby goes back into the other room where he was interrogating a demon when Dean walked in. Cas watches Dean knowing Dean is having doubts. But still trying so hard to be loyal to Cas even though every instinct told him otherwise. Bobby's twisting the knife in the demon's leg, asking him "where is Crowley?" The demon replies breathing heavily "I don't deal with Crowley directly I deal with a dispatcher a demon named Elsworth. As soon as Cas hears the demon's name he sets off to find him. To destroy Ellsworth's ties to Crowley.
Cas thinks if there was a demon counterpart to Bobby Singer then Elsworth would be it. Elsworth is sitting at his desk answering phones and what not doing his business when two demons walk in with a body. Before they can take the body outside as Elsworth instructs them. Cas blasts into the room taking out the two demons with hands to their faces, their faces glowing as he smites them. Elsworth is standing now by his desk his back to the fireplace. He says "oh hell" before opening his mouth letting the black smoke fly from it. Cas walks over and pushes the black smoke back down into Elsworth's mouth before smiting the demon his eyes glowing.
Cas felt he had no choice. He did it to protect the boys. Or maybe himself he's not sure anymore. But when he says protect the boy's what he really meant was to protect Dean. Dean with his freckles and his golden hair and his hazel green eyes. Dean his hunter. Even if the hunter wasn't actually his. Cas leaves then. Just disappearing back into the shadows. There but not really there.
Sometime later Dean busts in the door kicking it in. Bobby and Sam following him. They look around seeing how clean the place where filthy demons have been. Cas is watching them in the shadows hiding like he does so much these days. He hates lying to them. Especially Dean. Bobby continues to walk thru the house. Stopping to say "it's like mister clean. Clean ya know." Kinda OCD for your average demon" Sam says "what now?" Dean says "we call Cas." Sam replies with a shocked "what?" Dean says "this is usually the point where we would call Cas for help." Bobby says "we talked about this" Sam interrupts with a "yeah Dean" Dean looks down at the floor then back up" no you talked. I listened. This is Cas guy's. I mean when there was no one, and we were stuck. I mean really stuck. He broke ranks. He has gone to the mat cut and bleeding for us so many friggin times. This is CAS." He says a bit louder attempting to drive his point home. "Don't we owe him the benefit of the doubt at least?" Sam looks at Dean before he begins to pray" Castile this is really important ok? Ummm we really need to talk to you."
Sam looks around. Dean tries now and says " Castiel come on in" is all he can say. Castiel watches them but he doesn't go to them. He knows they will have questions. Questions he can't or won't answer. So he stays hidden. Dean says "Cas must be busy" Sam follows with "That's alright we are too." They are talking trying to figure out what to do next when a demon busts in taking Dean by surprise throwing him to the ground. Dean can hear Sam screaming his name in the background. The demon looks at Dean and says "Crowley says hi." Before punching him in the face three more times. Two other demons are going after Sam and Bobby, beating them up throwing Bobby thru a glass door.
Cas watching has to make a decision. He decides enough is enough, and makes himself known. Smiting first the demon that had his hunter. Then the one who had Bobby and finally the one who has Sam. All three glowing as they are smited. Dean getting up slowly saying "it's good to see you Cas" He looks at the hunter saying "are you alright?" Sam says" yeah perfect timing Cas." Cas replies "I'm glad I found you. I come with news." Dean looks at him and says "yeah what?" Cas replies" I firmly believe Crowley is alive." Dean smirks and laughs" yeah you think kojak? Well Bobby what do you think about Cas saving our asses?" pausing before saying "again" Bobby says "I think we owe you an apology." Cas looks confused and asks "why?" Sam replies looking at Cas" We've been hunting Crowley this whole time and keeping it from you." Bobby says" We thought you were working with him" Cas replies with a shocked look on his face" you thought what?" Dean says" I know its crazy right?" Bobby says" it's just that you torched the wrong bones is all. It doesn't matter. We. We were wrong." Cas says "you know you could have just asked me" Dean says "we should have. We never should have doubted you. I just hope you can forgive us." Cas was shocked thinking in that minute they trust me again just like that. Cas replies to them" it's forgotten" Not like he can be mad since he's been lying to them for a while now. Dean replies "Thanks" Sam says "Yeah thanks Cas."
Cas then speaks before he thinks. "It is a little absurd tho." He grins. Bobby saying "I know. I know." Cas says" Like a superman going to the darkside." Dean hears these words and his heart sinks. Knowing what Bobby and Sam have been saying is true. His angel. His Cas. Has been lying to him. Cas continues talking "I'm still just Castiel" he says with another smile. Dean says somewhat sarcastically "I guess we can put the kryptonite away then." Cas replying "Exactly" with a smile.
Bobby and Sam look at each other. Both thinking man I wish we were wrong. Dean half smiles back. Thoughts going thru his mind. Making him sick. How can Cas be working with Crowley? Cas goes then he has to go do his official angel shit or wherever the hell he goes these days.
The boys and Bobby make a plan. They are going trap Castiel in holy fire and make him talk. Dean not wanting to do this, but knowing they have to, makes the circle of holy fire. A couple hours later they are sitting around the too clean demon house a circle of holy oil on the floor where Dean made it earlier. They are ready. Bobby pours him and Dean a glass of whiskey knowing Dean is gonna need it to get thru this. They may not have declared their feelings but he knows Dean and he knows Dean has some kind of feelings for the angel they are about to trap, even if Dean won't admit it to him or even himself.
Sam nods at Dean then. And Dean begins his prayer. "Castiel we need you for a little pow-wow down here. So come on down." Coat flapping in the silence of the room Cas is there and he replies "Hello." Bobby says "Johnny on the spot." Cas says "You're still here." He likes to state the obvious of course, without knowing he really is. Sam replies. "We had to bury the bodies."
Dean is silent. He feels sick and angry right now. Looking at the angel who pissed him off. But he doesn't want Cas to think something is wrong so he says "And we found a little whiskey. Thanks for coming" Cas asks "How can I help?" Sam says" Look we have a new plan. We finally have a way to track down Crowley." Cas walks toward them right into the circle of holy oil asking "What is it?" Bobby rising up his hand going into his pants lightening a match saying "it's you" as he throws it to the floor. The circle lighting up trapping Castile in the holy fire. Cas is looking around quickly first at Sam and then at Bobby then finally at Dean.
Dean is looking back at him angry hazel green eyes meeting shocked and scared blue eyes. Cas asks "What are you doing?" Dean stands and says "We gotta talk" Cas says "About what? Let me go" Dean says "About Superman and Kryptonite" Cas looks down then back up. Bobby says "How'd you know what I said?" Sam replies "How long have you been watching us?" Dean says angrily "You know who spies on people Cas? Spies" Cas says "Ok wait. I don't even know what you mean." Sam says "What about this demon craphole? How is it so uh next to godliness clean in here?" Bobby interrupts "How did Crowley exactly trick you with the wrong bones?" Cas says "That is hard to understand. It's hard to explain. Just let me go. Let me out and I can." He says frantically. Dean says "You gotta look at me man. You gotta level with me and tell me what's going on." Hazel green eyes searching out blue ones. "Look me in the eye and tell me you're not working with Crowley" Dean says. Cas looking at Dean. Dean looking back at Cas waiting for his reply. Cas looks away from Dean. Knowing this is it. Knowing he has been caught. Dean looks down and says "sonofabitch" like he's in pain. Which he is. Cas has lied to him. Sam looks at Dean.
Cas says to Dean" Just let me explain" Dean looks back at Cas with a look of disappointment and disgust saying "You're in it with him? You are in it with Crowley? Been going after purgatory together?" Cas sees the look of disgust on Dean's face and he thinks he dies just a little bit inside. Well if an angel could die he imagines this is how it would feel. Dean is still talking and getting more pissed. "You have huh?" he says looking at Cas again "This whole time?"
Cas says quickly "I did it to protect you." Looking right at Dean before looking around and saying "I did it to protect all of you." But who was he kidding he knew it was about Dean and it has always been about Dean. Ever since he pulled him out of hell. ""Protect us how?" Sam says. "By opening a hole into monster land?" Bobby says "He's right Cas. One drop got thru and it was Eve" Dean just shakes his head a million thoughts running thru his it. How could Cas, his Angel do this to him? How could he lie for months to him?
Bobby is still talking about purgatory. "And you want to break down the entire dam." Cas says "To get the souls." Yelling somewhat. "I can stop Raphael! Please you have to trust me." More thoughts going through Dean's mind as he listens to them talking around him.
How can I trust him after he did this? He thinks maybe he should talk to him more in depth but no he won't do that it's not Dean's style to get all chick flicky.
Sam interrupts "Trust you? How in the hell are we supposed to trust you now?" Cas says "I'm still me. I'm still your friend. Sam I am the one that raised you from perdition."
Dean looks at Cas again a thousand more thoughts running thru his head. Did he bring Sam back soulless on purpose he thinks? And why the fuck did he not tell me about it? I thought I was his friend or whatever?
Sam replies "What?" Cas looks at Sam. Sam says "Well no offense but you did a really piss poor job of it." A light going on in Sam's head bringing what Dean was thinking out in the open. "Wait did you bring me back soulless on purpose?" he asks Cas. Dean looks between Cas and Sam waiting for the answer. Cas replies sadly "How could you think that?" Sam says "Well I'm thinking a lot of things right now Cas." Cas looks around the room before saying "Listen Raphael will kill us all." Dean shakes his head again. Cas continues talking "He'll turn the world into a grave yard. I had no choice. (Sadly Cas really thinks he had no choice.)Dean says "Oh no you had a choice. You just made the wrong one."
Cas says "You don't understand. It's complicated." Dean looks at him and says "No actually it's not. And you know that. Why else would you keep this whole thing a secret huh? Unless you knew that it was wrong. When crap like this comes around we deal with it. Like we always have. What we don't do is we don't go out and make another deal with the devil." He yells right at Cas. Cas looks down and says "That sounds so simple when you say it like that." He looks into Dean's eyes and says softly "Where were you when I needed to hear it?" Dean says "I was there."
Castiel thinks back. Yes Dean was there but he was with Lisa and Ben having his "apple-pie life" and Cas wasn't gonna interfere with that. Dean was happy and he had given up enough. So when Crowley appeared it seemed like the best solution to his problems thus bringing him here.
Dean then asks him breaking him out of his thoughts "Where were you?" Dean says shaking his head "You should have come to us for help Cas." What he really means is you should have come to me. Cas says "Maybe." There's a swirling in the air then all four of them hear. Cas keeps talking "It's too late now. I can't turn back now. I can't." he says. The wind is picking up outside and black smoke like stuff is sliding in the air. Dean says "It's not too late. Damit Cas we can fix this." Cas yells at Dean "Dean it's not broken." Dean looks out the window seeing the black smoke cover the moon. Cas looks at him and says "Run. You have to run now." "RUN" he screams. Dean opens the door as Bobby and Sam run out it. Dean looks back at Cas. Hazel green eyes meeting blue one's one last time before running out the door leaving Cas trapped in holy fire.
TBC