Okay. I was bored and in the mood for a little angst! So here you go!
Disclaimer: I do not own FMA
Pairings: EnvyxEd and little bit of WinryxEd
Oh, and the whole thing is in Ed's POV
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I watched.
That's all I did.
I never helped.
No matter how much you needed it.
I watched as you became lonely.
I watched as you became angry.
I watched as you cried.
And it's all my fault.
I watched as you went crazy.
I watched as you whispered my name into the dark.
I watched as you took you're sadness out on my old things.
All because I left you for her.
I watched as you slowly became sick.
I watched as you had no more stones left.
I watched as you became weak.
But I never helped you.
I watched as you took a liking to knifes and razors.
I watched you're blood spill onto the floor.
I watched as you fazed out.
But when I went to help you, it was too late.
I cried when you died.
I cried when I knew I would never get you back.
I cried knowing that you died of a broken heart.
Knowing you're death was my fault.
But I smiled when I left Winry.
I smiled when I saw the razor that you held while you slipped away.
I smiled as I put it too my wrist.
And I smiled when I took my final breath.
Telling myself I love you, Envy.