Chapter 1:

''THANK YOU! AND GOOD NIGHT EVERYBODY!'' shouted Danny into the crowd of hundreds at our concert. I stuck my middle finger in the air and ran off with my guitar, Cam and Danny Followed me. ''You guys were awesome! Especially you Ben! That riff you did was amazing!'' Cam exclaimed.

''Thanks'' I chuckled and High fived him. I walked off to the bus quickly; I was in no mood to talk to fans. When I got on, I placed my guitar in its case and striped to my under wear and sat on the couch. 'I'm so fucking tired' I thought to myself. I heard the door open; I turned my head to see Danny. ''where are the guys?'' I asked.

''oh. They went to the bar down the road, they won't be back for a while'' Danny informed me. He seemed allot more serious than usual, that worried me ''Danny, are you all right?'' I replied.

''Yeah, I'm just tired.'' He sighed. He timidly walked over to me slowly, which was odd seeing as he's usually so confident. His behaviour was really worrying me. ''why'd the guys go to the bar then?'' I asked trying to start a different convosation.

''Because I asked them to.'' Danny remarked. Confusion hastily swept over me. Why would he ask the guys to go out? He obviously wants us to be alone, but why? While this was all flashing through my head he'd got on his knee's by the couch and looked into my eyes. I didn't want to say anything, in case he would. He was getting closer to me which confused me even more. ''I don't want you to do or say anything until I'm done, okay?'' he whispered. I nodded in reply. I could taste his breath on my tongue, tasted like musky beer and tobacco then His lips crushed on mine. I felt his warm tongue slowly slide over my tongue, I ran my hand up his thigh and stopped just under his crotch. I suddenly pulled away. ''WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE DOING DANNY?'' I shouted.

''I don't know…I just had to…'' he murmered.

''You don't know? YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW! You have a bloody girlfriend. Do you know that? What's she gonna do if she finds out?'' I freaked out

''She's not gonna know Ben! And even if she does I don't want to be with her anymore. I have feelings for you. I don't want to hide it anymore!'' he cried out.

''You have feelings for me?'' I whispered. I'd heard enough. I put on my pants, grabbed my hoodie and ran off the bus. I had no idea where to go, but I needed to get my head clear. I needed to get away from everything. I heard loud music blaring from across the street, it was a club. I crossed the road and entered. It was packed, filled with people dancing to the beat. I pushed my way to the bar and got a vodka and coke. I sat on a stool and downed it. I was drinking my third when a girl came up to me. She had light blonde hair, brown eyes, and fairly big boobs. We talked for a while, she was nice. Eventually it was 1am. I told her I needed to go home, I finished off my drink and walked out. I felt someone grab my hand, I turned and saw the girl ''you're just gonna leave me like that? I mean you didn't even kiss me!'' she said, before I could protest she grabbed me and kissed me deeply. It was nothing like Danny's kiss, this was shear lust, Danny's was loving, and Danny's felt right. ''Get the fuck away from me you slut!'' I yelled as I pushed her away. I ran without looking back to the bus.

James and Cam were lying on the couch, passed out. I poked them; they were both in a deep sleep. I sneaked into Danny's room. Selfish bastard had his own room on the bus! But at times like these it was convenient. When I peeked through the door, I saw him sitting, staring into space. He looked hurt. I instantly felt something, I'm not sure what I was but it was for Danny. I walked in, when he saw me, he looked startled. ''if you're here to make matters worse, then fuck off. I'm not in the mood.'' He moaned. You could hear the pain in his voice.

''I'm not sure about making things worse but I'm definitely going to make them Messy!'' I said as I walked to him. I shoved his chin up and kissed him until my face ached. ''I think just maybe, I love you.'' I gasped as I unzipped his pants.