I could feel her staring at me with those beautiful brown eyes, but I couldn't meet them they looked way too sad. I sat there with my hands in my lap next to Sam, I didn't really like him, he was great for my image and I need that. I need security in my life right now.
I didn't know what to do when she told me she was gay. I freaked out. All the little feelings I had always pushed back came on full force. All I could do was run. I didn't see her crying at her front porch. I didn't see the mascara and tear stained pillow she fell asleep on that night.
I didn't know what to do.
Up until I started to become Rachel Berry's friend everything was fine, I was back on the Cheerios and with Sam. I was finally back to this life that was secure, but now everything is difficult again. I couldn't stop thinking about her. I had been avoiding her for days now, she was bound to catch up with me eventually.
The final school bell had rung and everyone was getting ready to leave when suddenly Rachel decided to approach Quinn. "Hey.. Can we talk?" the petite girl said. Quinn suddenly felt her heart beating dangerously fast. "No." the blond finally said, trying to focus on packing up her things. Tears began quickly appearing in the smaller girl's eyes. "Quinn.. You can't do this to me! We were best friends up until I told you that I'm g-" "Stop Rachel! Just…stop!" she slammed her things down in frustration. "What? What did I do? I told you the truth about me, the honest truth. I..I thought I could trust you.." her tears were falling down full force now. She started walking towards Quinn, backing her up against the piano. "But I guess I can't. I thought that you were more than this little prissy Christian girl. I thought you were my best friend," she cleared her voice, her eyes focused on the ground "my only friend. I thought that you could understand that I'm the same person, gay or straight." She wiped her eyes. She had the blond backed up against the piano "Please. Just, please," Her voice cracked. "be my friend again. You are the only person I've told. I might have had a few feelings for you, but please I'm trying to get over them.. I really am. I know you're in love with Sam but-" Their lips crashed together and it was like fireworks, fuck, more than that. It was like the world just stopped and the only thing they could think about was how nothing could ever compare to this moment in time.
Rachel's lips tasted like smackers lipstick that Quinn had when she was five. They were much softer than that froggy lipped boy's that's for sure. "Fuck Sam, I want you, only you. It's only ever been you." Their lips crashed together again with even more force. They stopped to breathe and the brunet said "Only you. Only you ever since I met you. Never do that to me again, I thought I lost you." She held her face in her hands. "Never." she kissed the brown eyed girl's nose. "Never." she whispered.