Hey. So , I'm not sure where this is going and I'm pretty sure I jump around a lot in this, so sorry. I should probably try harder in the next chapter. Anyways.

I do not own any of the characters.

Summary:

I never really had someone, yet along to call my own. I've lived alone since I was twelve and ran away from my foster parents. I didn't like them, they didn't like me. End of story. When I was seventeen , I met a boy. His name was Felix. I didn't even know him but I felt our connection. He put together the pieces and fix me. I don't know why I did what I did, but I regret it and I paid for it.

Chapter I : Remember Me

I squeezed my eyes shut and held my breath, hoping they wouldn't find me under here. I heard foot steps. A Creak. A scream. I opened my eyes to see. I regretted it. Blood was every were. I let out a wimper when I saw who was laying dead on the floor.

"M-Mom," My voice croaked and tears fell down my cheeks. The silence was replace with my screams. I crawl out from under the bed and cling to my mother's limp body. Come back, I would wail. It was no use, she was gone and I was alone.

That was nine years ago today. I frowned slightly as I tossed my school bag over my shoulder. I quickly glance at the mirror. My messy, hazel hair covered the upper part of my poker faced mask, wait no, my face. The mask was my face, I never took it off unless I was in the shower or asleep. I adjusted my face and pulled my hoodie down a bit. There. The only part of my skin that could be seen now was my hands and a very little of my face. I glanced at the clock and deemed it was a reasonable time to leave.

I arrived early to school, like always. I could already see small groups of friends forming. I smiled saddly to myself, longing to know how it would feel to fit in and have friends for once. After the bell for school to begin had rang, I quickly made my way to my first block class, which was Geography. Of course, I sat in the back like always. There was this boy who usually sat by me, his name was Russ, I think. He would ocasionally talk with me when his group excluded him. He wasn't here today. Once class began, the teacher talkec about something. All I could really pick up was "Felix...Sweden..new student...sit right next to the , the one with the mask.." My head snapped up when he metioned my name. He knew my name? Wow, most teachers went out of their way to ignore me. I looked toward the front of the class room to see this "Felix" guy. When my eyes found his, they locked in an awkward glance. Felix made his way to Russ' seat and smiled at me. He smiled, holy shit. I snapped my head down and drew my self in more than usual. No, this isn't right. New isn't okay. I could feel myself panicking on the inside. Fuck. After a bit, I took a small breath and looked up at the clock, the class was almost over. Thank god. I glanced at the new kid, he was talking to Russ' group, making friends. He made it look so easy. As the bell rang and the students gathered their things and left. This repeated throughout the whole school day. Felix sat by me in every class.

As the end of my last class rolled around, the teacher reminded us," Parent teacher confrence is tomorrow night, remember." He said, then he gaze was on me, " , I'd like to see you after class." Of course, the rest of the class ignored him afer his annoucement towards me. I felt someone tap my shoulder from behind. I tensed up and turned around, only to see Felix.

"Hey..um, I never caught your name.." He spoke to me. He shifted under my gaze.

"Cry," I muttered. He smiled and started to ramble on, telling me about him. I found out he liked video games , like me, and we both had YouTube channels. He suggested that we should hang out sometime, and by sometime he meant today after school. Of course I simply just nod my head yes. I didn't really speak in the conversation other than a couple "Me too"s and "Same"s.

When the bell rang, He got up and told me he'll wait for me. I nodded and walked up to the teacher's desk, Felix waiting outside the door for me.

"Look, , this confrence is obligated. One of you parents must come. I'm tired of your excuses. Your grades are dropping and they must know, ." The teacher went on. When he finally dismissed me I stood and left as fast as I could, Leaving Felix to chase ofter me. I hurried to my locker and stuffed my thing in it and grabbed my bag. Fuck. I was so close to tear. If they knew, they's put me in a foster home again. I didn't realize that I had stated to sob grossly until I felt Felix hug me, asking what was wrong. I choked down my sobs and feelings and regained myself. I pulled myself away from Felix and spoke, "It's fine. I'm sorry. Don't think about where do you want to go?"

Felix seemed confused on how easily I brushed something off. But he smiled never the less.

"We can hang out at my house, if that's okay?" I nod.

a little while after we arrived at his house, we were already playing a bunch of video games. Bloody Trapland to be exact. It was amusing how he kept dying. It was the first time in nine years I've laughed and enjoyed myself like this. During a level I spaced out quite a bit. My hand was lose on the controller and I just stared at the screen. Felix seemed to noctice and snapped his fingers in front of me. "Cry. Earth to Cry, are you in there?" I turn my head towards him, "I um, I'm sorry." I said before standing up and gathering my things. Felix frowned and watched me.

"I'm so sorry," I was in a panic as I left. I ran out of the house and out into the rain. When did it even start raining? Fuck it. I ran as fast as I could to the direction I thought my home was. When I finally found my small home, I locked the door and shut out all the light. I wasn't going to school tomorrow, I knew I was going to be sick because running in that rain fr over an hour. I shiver and strip myself of my wet clothes on my way to my room. I changed quickly and hopped into bed. I couldn't sleep though, I knew I would have that nightmare again; but it wasn't only that, I couldn't get that damn Swede off my mind. Maybe, for once in my life, I found someone. A friend.

Dream

"Do you remember?" A voice asked me.

"Remember what?" I question as I hugged the form in front of me, looking up. He was tall, blonde with beautiful blue eyes, and smiling at me. I press closer to him and wait for him to answer.

"September?"