"You excited for tomorrow, Jamie?" Logan teased, knowing it was a pet peeve of James' to be called by that nickname. But what Logan didn't know was that it only annoyed James when anyone but Logan called him that.
"I guess," James shrugged his shoulders. James and Logan's girlfriends were great friends and had planned out a fun evening of double dating.
"What's the matter, man?" Logan walked into James' dressing room and sat across from him on the couch. "I thought things were going great with Sarah." James sighed and wondered how his best friend could be so clueless.
"They are, they were," he threw his hands in the air and hit his thighs. "I'm just not sure if she's the one though."
"Well how's the sex?" Logan asked bluntly, as if he had been asking about the weather. James shifted nervously and tried to avoid the answer. "You two aren't sleeping together yet?" Logan asked wide eyed. "Shit man, me and Stacey have been dating for only a few weeks and we're fucking regularly." James cringed at the thought of Logan with someone else.
"Not all relationships are about sex, Logan," James tried to stay calm.
"Mine are," Logan grinned, giving James a wink. James turned away quickly, hoping to conceal the blush that covered his cheeks. "I'll be there with you, bud," Logan stood up and hit James on the leg. "I'll be there to gage whether or not you and Sarah have real chemistry."
"And how would you know if we have chemistry?" James glared teasingly.
"Because," Logan gave James a crooked smile and lowered his voice. "I'm a love scientist." The two friends chuckled together.
"Right," James rolled his eyes. If Logan really was a scientist of love, why was it so hard for him to see that James was head over heels for him? James turned his back to the door and smiled when he heard someone else enter, assuming it was Logan, back to say something else but when he turned around he saw Kendall smiling. "What?" James asked him, creeped out.
"I saw Logan leaving here," he shut James' door and walked closer. "Did you two talk about anything special?" James rolled his eyes and sighed dramatically. A few months ago, he and Kendall had a wild night out, resulting in them both getting completely wasted and James admitting he was bisexual and had been in love with Logan for the past year. Kendall, swearing never to tell a soul, was constantly bringing it up when the two were alone.
"He doesn't like me like that," James said annoyed. It was hard enough to know he never had a chance with Logan but having to remind Kendall almost every day was starting to hurt him.
"You don't know that, James," was always Kendall's argument. "Logan's a very sexual person, I'm sure if you came out to him—"
"Please don't talk about Logan being sexual," James groaned, tipping his head backwards. "I wish you would stop bringing this up. If I had the ability to take back that night when I told you, I'd do it in a heartbeat."
"What, so you could be going through this all alone?" Kendall asked rhetorically. "I think we should tell Carlos about it. Maybe he could help us get rid of that girl he's dating now, what's her name?"
"Stacey," James muttered. It was technically his fault Logan had even met her in the first place. James was doing anything and everything in his power to keep his mind off Logan, hoping a new and fun girlfriend would fill the void in his life. He began dating Sarah out on a whim, deciding one night to call her up, knowing she was already interested in him. After dating for a few weeks, they happened to run into Logan who joined them for dinner and coincidentally ran into Stacey at the club following the meal. James assumed Logan would hit it and go, like every other girl he had dated but for some reason, he called her back. James blamed himself for always nagging on Logan for sleeping around and not having healthy relationships. He meant for Logan to realize that James was the right relationship for him to be in, not the one with Stacey. "We aren't telling anyone," James grumbled, coming back to reality.
"Well one of these days, you're going to have to tell him," Kendall said sternly. "Or I will."
I haven't ever written anything like this before but hopefully everything flows and you all enjoy it :) Let me know your thoughts!
