Prompt: Kurt and Rachel go see Grease at McKinley. Kurt is sad.

Kurt and Rachel sat in the crowded auditorium, both trying to enjoy the show. They sat with neutral expressions plastered to their faces. Neither wanted to be one one to make things awkward. The music was lively and the new kids were pretty good, never as good as they were though.

Kurt knew that Blaine's scene was coming up. He felt anxious. He hadn't seen or talked to Blaine since. . . that day. He'd told Rachel that going back to Lima was a bad idea.

Blaine was singing. He looked gorgeous and his voice was magical. Kurt got shivers as Blaine belted the smooth notes. He shouldn't enjoy it, he should be angry or sad.

Blaine's eyes found Kurt's in the audience. Kurt sucked in a choked gasp as Blaine started singing directly at him. He felt the love pouring through the words. He couldn't take it.

"Kurt?" Rachel sounded surprised as Kurt stood from his seat and walked quickly from the auditorium. He knew, better than most, that it was rude to leave during the middle of a performance, but his heart couldn't take it.

He breathed erratically as tears threatened to spill from his eyes. His heart pounded at the speed of a hummingbir's wings. He walked without knowing where he was going. When he finally stopped, he leaned against the wall and sank to the floor.

Five minutes later, he felt a presence at his side.

"You weren't in the choir room, but I didn't think I would find you here," Rachel said solemnly.

"57."

Rachel just looked at him, waiting for him to continue. Se didn't want to say anything stupid that would make him feel worse than he already was. It was her idea to visit McKinley and all she had done was make things worse, again.

"That's how many times I've been pushed into this locker." He reached up behind him and stroked the cold, unforgiving metal of his high school locker. "With all of the shit I have been through, I never thought I could feel worse."

Rachel glanced at the lockers and remembered singing and running down the halls. The thought made her smile. It quickly disappeared as she asked, "If you could, would you do it all over again differently?"

Kurt was silent for a few minutes and Rachel started to wonder if he was just ignoring her question. There was a hole in this heart that he didn't think would ever be filled. He felt like he was dying.

"No. This is horrible, but the times we were together are the happiest I can remember." He paused and a single tear slid down his cheek. His voice cracked as he said, "This is my fault."

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Author's Note: I love Klaine, especially Kurt. I do not think the Break Up was his fault. This was just to get into his mind. I'm not a hater and I don't approve of them.