I can see in the eyes of my people, the pain the flows trough their veins.
Who I'm I? if I don't know, how I'm I supposed to know who are they? and what I have to do here? what is my purpose on life? why?...
Questions begin to flow through my mind... A tear is begging to come out, thoughts and beliefs confuse me about my existence... And all because I saw their pain through their eyes.
Have you ever saw directly to the eyes of an old man who hides all the pain behind a smile, and decides to save the tears for the final day when he dies, because all what he has, is the daily fight against his own reality?...
Have you ever spoken with that lonely guy that works all day long under the killer sun, because even though he already accepted his reality, he still wants to change it, because he still wants to work for his family and the future of every single one of them, while he is hiding his past, his tears, his own fears, his hunger?...
Have you ever imagined... The smile of those kids when they get something to eat or when someone shows interest in them... When someone understands that they have much more necessities to fulfill and gives them an opportunity to say "hey, I am a human being, I have feelings too"... That big smile, shining like gold, and full of interest for the future, full of live, and full of hope...
Just by seeing their eyes, the tear finally slips down my cheek, the mix of feelings that I'd never had starts to flow... Pain, suffer, anguish, bitterness, anger, disappointment, hopelessness, fatigue, impatience they all become one silent killer, that waits with patience the right time to make a final move, and end this mission, to kill me. This killer took all what I was, all what I have, all what I've become, and all what I wanted to be. Yes, they are human beings, just like me... And they suffer even more, everyday, and I've seen all of this and I imagine all of that... Just by seeing trough their eyes...