So, I was very, very bored and decided to write this while listening to my Kelly Clarkson CD I got for my birthday..I'm sorry if its rubbish, but I had spare time and wanted to try my hand at this so I really hope you enjoy, but if you don't Im very sorry.. :P


Kurt couldn't believe he decided to come here, he felt this was a huge mistake, but he was here now and wasn't going to back was meeting up with Santana and came with mind flew back to a few days earlier.


"Hey", Rachel whispered, so she didn't startle Kurt.
"Yeah ?' Kurt looked up from his magazine, waiting for Rachel to answer.
"I don't really know how to say or ask this but- and just know you don't have to, but it'd probably be a good thing, um well-"
"Rachel, out with it already….Gods sake." Kurt rolled his eyes and now had daggers aimed at she was his best friend, but at times- like now, she could be very, very annoying.
"I'mtakingyououtonFriday.' She quickly said, and held her finger up to Kurt. "No, don't even try to get out of this, WE are going . ."
"But,Friday night dinner, I cant miss it" Kurt suddenly thought.
"Nuh uh, already talked to your Dad, he agrees, you need to get back out there and stop moping completely change dyou and made you this person, your not the Kurt I knew, you need to get your spirit shouldn't had done that to you."
Kurt flinched and looked at the floor,he missed him so much, his life felt worthless without felt tears in his eyes and shook his head to stop them from falling.
"Your ridiculous, what if I don't want to move on ? What if he was the one for me ? My soulmate ?..." Kurt faded off and then quietly said,"….my missing puzzle piece ?" He couldn't keep it in anymore,he couldn't stay strong, he ran to his room, tears running down his couldn't listen to Rachel say that Blaine, his Blaine wasn't his and that he had to move on.


Rachel sighed, she knew she shouldn't be so hard on Kurt, but he needed the truth, he needed to move on, for everyone's felt bad but he needed to let it flicked the kettle on to make then put some milk into a pan to heat up for Kurt.
It had been 2 months since the break-up, they had moved back to Ohio, mainly for Kurt's sake, he wanted to be with his Dad, and Rachel if she was honest, didn't like being there without her best the only trouble was that Blaine was still here, and nowadays all Kurt did was curl up in bed and cry all day, it was so unhealthy.
Rachel picked up her phone, searched for Cooper ( he gave her advice for her future, told her to contact him at any time) and clicked on his name.
"Cooper?...Hi…."


Kurt woke up to the smell of hot milk, he looked around and saw it in his favourite mug, the one Blaine had gotten …
No, Kurt had come to his senses, it was time to move on and get out there, it would be hard but, it was time.
He picked his cup up and started sipping from his cup.
He phone buzzed, he looked at the phone with excitement, hoping it would be he wasn't hoping or wishing anymore, all he ever did was get let down.
He looked at the phone, it was thought to himself, this was nice, suprising but only contacted him when he wanted something.

Hey,Me and Rachel are going out Friday, fancy joining us ? Coop x

Kurt laughed half heartily, what on earth were they up to ?
But he smiled and accepted their frankly weird and out of the blue invitation. He typed out a quick message saying he would be there, he then ran out of the room, found Rachel.
"So about Friday?"


It was Friday morning and Kurt was really, very nervous. He had invited Mercedes and Santana to join them, so there was someone to talk to if Cooper and Rachel went over the top and went all-dramatic and pointy fingered.
Rachel had told him they were going to a Karaoke bar. The bar was also a diner, so Kurt thought it would be a nice, simple easy evening.


Yeah…. About that, his mind switched back to present time, eyes in awe of the place around him. It was completely empty apart from,Mercedes,Santana , Rachel, Cooper and himself. He knew it was empty because Cooper owned the place, and let them in early, Kurt felt slightly uncomfortable being in a place that Blaine must spend most of his time in.

They ordered a massive pizza to share between all of them, and sure enough as their food came, the place started filling up with bodies.
Cooper went up to the stage and announced that now there were people here, people could start singing. He also said tonight was a Kelly Clarkson night. Rachel ran up and started singing 'Catch My Breath'
Kurt watched in awe, she was an amazing singer, when she stopped singing everyone screamed and shouted and clapped, suddenly Kurt felt accepted here, so he followed up. He flicked through the sngs and selected the one that spoke to looked up at Rachel and she nodded her head in understanding.
He started off:
I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

He looked up to see people swaying and understanding his meaning of the looked around the room, at his friends, Rachel was singing along and Santana and Mercedes were cuddling each other with tears in their looked around and saw Cooper talking to someone through a door, probably one of his workers Kurt Cooper was shaking the unknown quite a lot and Kurt was worried about what was happening, but he couldn't stop singing now, just because of his curiosity.

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

Cooper took the unknown person by the hand and Kurt immediately, he couldn't fucking believe it, why was he here ? Sure his brother owned the place, but why now ? Why after that song ?
He looked at Blaine properly and saw he had tears streaming down his face, his eyes red and raw, like he hadn't been Kurt was being honest Blaine looked how Kurt felt two boys eyes met, ice blue, with those honey coloured ones and Kurt felt a jolt inside of him, he dropped the microphone and ran off to the table where his friends snuggled between Santana and Mercedes and let himself be comforted by came and sat next to Rachel, both of them speaking through their eyes, Kurt knew this was their plan for the two of them to meet up to say the plan hadn't worked.

Blaine tapped the microphone looking anywhere but Kurt, and Kurt knew how much Blaine was hurting , because Kurt was feeling the same way. Kurt looked at Blaine, his beautiful Blaine, he had moved on but Blaine would never stop being beautiful.
Blaine looked destroyed and not the boy Kurt had fell in love with, in the words of Kelly Clarkson, he was a Beautiful Disaster. Blaine had started speaking, so Kurt listened carefully.
"I want to start by apologizing for everything, and I know how hard these last few months have been for you, believe me I know, because I'm living I too, but I hurt you and I'm so, so, so sorry, I will never forgive myself for that, but this is for you and I hope you listen carefully because its time for this."
The music started playing and Kurt couldn't believe Blaine had chosen this song, he wasn't ready for this.