Five minutes....just five minutes before I told her I love....before I saw her smile....before....
It started one ordinary day
We were practicing for a upcoming contest
Everyday, every note I knew we were getting closer
I wanted to tell her how much I loved her but I was deeply afraid
Her smile, her music..their wasn't anything I didn't love about her
"Great job Hino, your getting better everyday" I said
"Thanks...." she replied
After that I really don't remember it was all too fast
But I think she passed out
"Hino, Hino" I cried
Next thing I knew we were all at the hospital
I always hated them
White walls, white bedsheets, everything was white
Each day she was getting wrose
80% chance of surviving, 50, 30 and soon went down to 10%
All of us at the hospital were waiting each day hoping some miracle would happen, but deep inside each of us knew, there was a big chance she wouldn't survive
But I didn't want to believe it
The more I try to shake off the truth, the more I would realised she would soon die
We were all worried
I stay at the hospital 24/7
I wanted to be with her all the way through--no matter how long it took
Looking from the pure glass she seem so lifeless
She wale much paler than usual and had many tubes coming from her body
How much longer till I saw her warm smile?
I miss it every second
I wanted to tell her I love her but I couldn't
She was lifeless as stone right now
I wanted to cry
I wanted to scream
But I knew it would all be hopeless
I woke up serveral hours later
A nurse had woke me up
"She going to die in five minutes" she said
My eyes widened, as the truth has approched me
Hino was dying....
I couldn't belive and wouldn't belive it
But even though I rushed to her room
The six of us and Hino parents were all around the bed
Some of us were crying
Some weren't
One by one each of would go by Hino as she would say her last words
I was the last one
I could tell she was trying to smile...for me
It seems so warm like all my worries were getting difeted away
"Promise me you never quit music" she wispered
"I promise"
Here was my chance, my last chance, the chance to tell her how much I love her
"Hino"
"Yes"
"I love you"
There was a silence
"Hino?"
She smiled
"I love you....to........Hihara"
And like that she was gone