This fanfic takes place before the Uchiha massacre. Sasuke is 8 and Itachi is 16. Note: none of the events in this story happened before the massacre. Only a few things exactly happened. Itachi will be ooc because this is before the massacre he is not as cold as he is now. If you don't like the story don't read. Plain and simple.
I don't own Naruto just my character Millie V
The tears I Shed
Chapter one: Millie
It's been so many years and yet I still can not forget the events that occurred back then. Those same red eyes of the man I loved, the dead bodies, everything. The tears that trailed down my cheeks as I screamed "why"? I want to hate him but always my feelings come back as I remember what we had shared together.
Few years back
Why are you smiling when you've just twisted your ankle? Are you just trying to get a free ride"? Itachi questioned as he carried Sasuke on his back. They had been training and as always, Sasuke had found some crazy way to hurt himself. "No way. I'm just glad that starting tomorrow I'm ninja academy student. I'm slowly catching up to you brother". Sasuke replied as he remembered how amazing Itachi was as when he practiced with the kunai's. "Brother you were so good. You hit every mark even in the blind spot".
"Wow brother you're so good you nailed every mark. Now watch me". Sasuke said as he attempted to through the kunai. "Sasuke let's head back". Itachi said as his brother quickly turned around. "But you told me that you would teach me some new Shuriken moves". Sasuke replied. "I have a crucial mission tomorrow". Itachi said. "Brother you liar". Sasuke said. Itachi smiled and waved his hand apologetically before walking off. Sasuke just smiled and just walked behind him. "Sorry Sasuke maybe next time". Itachi said flicking him on the forehead like he always did.
"Starting tomorrow I'm gonna give it all I've got at the academy. Then father will acknowledge me too". Sasuke thought. "He'll depend on me like he does with brother". "For tomorrows entrance ceremony do you think dads gonna come? It'll be the first step of my dream". Sasuke said. "Yeah". Itachi replied. As they finally reached the Uchiha mansion Sasuke turned noticing someone near the fence. "Brother look". Sasuke said causing his brother to look over at the fence. It was a woman about Itachi's age. She had beautiful long jet black hair, emerald green eyes really unique for a person with black hair, and a very fair body. "Do you know her brother"? Sasuke questioned. "Yeah. Go inside I'll catch up". Itachi replied. Sasuke nodded before going inside the house.
"You shouldn't be here they might suspect something Millie". Itachi said as he walked up to her and held her. "It doesn't matter". Millie replied. "Why should us being together be so bad'? She questioned. "You know how my father is. He just wants me to concentrate on joining the Anbu to please everybody". Itachi replied. "I missed being with you". Millie said. "Itachi tightened his hold on her, molding her body to his. He lifted her up a little so the she was on her tippy toes and he placed her chin in his palm and gently kissed her.
Even though they were lost in the kiss Itachi was still alert of his surroundings. He wouldn't his father to see them right in the middle of practically groping each other. As they broke the kiss Itachi gently stroked her cheek just staring into her emerald eyes. "You're so beautiful". Itachi said, causing her to blush slightly. She smiled obviously embarrassed and just played with her long hair. "How was the training with Sasuke"? She questioned. "Alright. Although as always Sasuke wanted to practice but…" he said trailing off. "But you didn't let him. Why not your always apologizing Itachi'. Millie replied. "You know he is going into the academy he needs to start practicing and improving his skills. Before you know it he'll already be a Genin. Millie said. She smiled at him and began to chuckle slightly. Itachi just smiled. "Your right". Itachi replied. "Fathers probably wondering where I am". Itachi said. "I understand he'd probably grow suspicious". Millie replied. "I'll meet with you later". Itachi said, kissing her before he left. She waved good bye as they parted.
As Itachi walked through the entrance of the Uchiha mansion he spotted his father leaning against the fence. "You're late…what were you doing"? His father questioned. "I've got something to tell you we have to hurry inside". "Yes" Itachi replied as they walked inside. They were now inside a small room inside the house. Itachi and Sasuke sat across the room while their father sat in front of them.
"That's my boy. You've gotten this far in just half a year since you've become a Chuunin". His father said. Sasuke turned to look at his brother who remained quiet. "For tomorrow's mission I've decided that I might come along". His father said. Itachi looked up in surprise along with Sasuke. Itachi was planning on seeing Millie tomorrow. While Sasuke had wanted his father to come to his graduation. "If this mission is successful you're enlistment to the Anbu will be official. Do you understand"? His father questioned. "Don't worry about it to much. However…" Itachi turned and smiled at his Sasuke. "Err dad for tomorrow's…" Sasuke began but was interrupted by his father. "Our mission tomorrow will become a very important event for or clan'. His father said. Sasuke just sighed, giving up. "I guess I'll drop tomorrow's mission". Itachi said. "What are you insane? Do you know how crucial tomorrow's mission is? What's going on with you"? His father questioned.
"I'm going to Sasuke's entrance ceremony tomorrow". Itachi replied. Sasuke looked up surprised while his father remained quiet. "The entrance ceremony usually requires ones relative to come along. You've received the notice to father". Itachi said. "I understand. I'll go to the academy". Their father replied standing up and walking out. It was quiet for awhile before Itachi finally spoke. "Hey, that left leg alright yet"? Itachi questioned looking down at his brother. "Yeah". Sasuke nodded. Itachi smiled before walking off. "Brother you're so far away". Sasuke thought.
Few hours later
As Itachi entered his room he spotted Millie sitting on his bed. "So you're going to start sneaking around in my room while I'm gone"? Itachi questioned "I just wanted to see you that's it". She replied smiling as she looked down at her hands. "You know I might go to Sasuke's entrance ceremony I'm thinking about going tomorrow". Millie said. Itachi just nodded. "There a mission tomorrow that will determine whether I am officially in Anbu. I might not see you until after then". Itachi said. "It's ok I don't mind it's for your clan and it's something you have to do". Millie said smiling gently. "I'm sure your father depends on you a lot. After all you are next up for taking over the clan once your fathers not …." Millie gasped as Itachi pulled her into a hug. "But even so that's not what I want to do with my life. I'm sick and tired of him always basing it on that. It's my life and I can choose what I want to do with it. I want to be with you. I know my father won't approve and he'll say I'm to young to be thinking about things such as this but I don't care as long as I'm with you, that's what matters to me. "I love you". Itachi said as he held her tighter. Millie's eyes widened as he said the three words she had always wanted to hear. "I Love you to Itachi. So much". Millie said. Itachi moved in closer to her until there lips met. It hold only been a few second but the kiss felt like hours to her. "Itachi". She whispered.
She clung to him pressed up against him. The emerald eyed goddess before him, pinned by him, Itachi heard her murmur I love you as he kissed her. She felt as Itachi slowly managed to remove her top. His lips trailed down her neck as he kissed her all over. "Do you really want to do this? I won't force you to do anything". Itachi said. "Itachi I'm not afraid it's o.k. I trust you with all of my heart this moment between us is special to me". She replied as she stroked his face with her small hands. Itachi nodded, his long black bangs covering his face as he leaned over her slim body. They both knew well what could happen if they did this but neither seemed to care at the moment. All they could think of was each other
Warning: mature content ahead; if you do not wish to read skip this part. There I warned you so I shouldn't get banned for this.
Millie unbuttoned her summer dress and slide it over her shoulders. She allowed him to gaze at her over exposed naked body. She lifted her arm and brushed one of the long locks of hair behind his ear. He smiled as he stared into her dreamy emerald eyes. He pulled his shirt over his head and threw it to the ground. Millie stopped for a while to admire his bare torso. Her hands trailed down his muscular body. It had shown how mature he was for being a sixteen year old. Millie had got a tight feeling in her chest, was this feeling of love, compassion? She wondered. She placed her hand on his cheek and kissed him passionately. Itachi turned off the light to his room so his parents would assume he was asleep and not disturb him. The grey darkness filled the room as they lay on the bed. She slipped out of her underwear as Itachi pressed her against the bed. He positioned himself over her, nudging her legs apart with hers knee, kneeling between her thighs. His hands roamed all over her body as they kissed. Millie could feel the arousal between her thighs.
"This might hurt a bit". Itachi said. "It's ok I'm ready". She replied. She grasped the bed sheets, trying to swallow up all the fear that crept up from her stomach. Itachi positioned himself between her legs. Violent pain shot through her lower half as he penetrated her along with her innocence. She cried out in pain, her hand gripping on his shoulder. He leaned down and kissed her whispering sweet things to her. When the pain finally subsided she calmed down. He began to move again it had hurt her a bit but little by little she started to get used to it. From time to time you could hear their heavy breathing. She saw him above her, how his long black strands of hair would move in motion. His touch felt so warm and loving to her. There eyes met for a moment. His eyes were full of passion her emerald eyes glistened as the faint moon shined through the small window curtains.
Itachi lowered his head and emitted a gasp between his teeth. He let himself sink onto Millie and sighing silently. He embraced her tightly as if he'd never let go. "I love you Millie". Itachi said as he embraced her. "I love you to Itachi". Millie replied returning his embrace.
End of chapter one. Hope you liked it chapter two will be up soon. Leave review Kudasai