Author's note: This is my first fanfic , hope you like it, Disclaimer: I don't own anything but I wish I own 1D!

Chap: 1 Laya's POV

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I woke up and looked on the clock; it was 5:30 damn it. I was supposed to be at work now. I rushed up and took my clothes and walked to the kitchen to grab a sandwich from the fridge. I got dressed and started packing my bag with the most important things. Phone, wallet, keys, makeup and the sandwich. I started running to the bus station for the next bus to come. When I reach the bus station the bus was already gone. I have to wait half an hour to catch the next so instead I start running to the office. When I get to the job the first thing I do is put on makeup. Nobody in the office had seen me without makeup and this was not the day they did. In five minutes my boss was beside me. "Where have you been all morning!?" she asked with an angry voice. "I got late and missed the bus so I ran over here as fast as I could." I said calm. She was just about to answer me when something started buzzing. It was her phone. "I'm watching you!" She said and pointed at me before she walked away and answered her phone. I started breathing normally and began to work.

When the clock turned 12:30 my shift was over. I took my things and went to O'Leary's were I was supposed to meet my Bff Minou. When I was halfway there I started to listen to music to get in a better mood. The first song that pops up on my IPod is "Over again-One Direction" My favorite band in the whole world. Suddenly the song stopped. I had no batteries left. As it was meant to be my phone started to buzz. I checked who it was as I always did but this time I didn't see who it was. It was just numbers staring at me. "Hello?" "Hey, is this really Louis?" A dark voice answered. "Um, no this is Laya. Who are you anyway?" "Oops, sorry, I'm Harry. From One Direction. ""Oh, Okay, now I know. " My brain was still loading; I was talking to Harry Styles, from one Direction. The Boy band I listened to 24/7! "It was nice talking to you, maybe we could meet sometime?" "Oh sure!" I was confused, he wanted to meet me?! "Good, maybe tomorrow by ?" "Oh, okay" "Were should we meet then?" "I have no idea…" "Maybe at O'Leary's? Do you mind me bringing the boys?" "O'Leary's it is and you can bring anyone." "Good, see you tomorrow then! Bye!" "Bye..." I called Minou and canceled our plans, I needed to think. So instead I began to walk to my apartment.

The first thing I did when I came home was to eat something. I was really hungry after the stressful morning. I put on the movie Grease, and cuddled up in my big sofa. My apartment was pretty big for just me to stay there. There were a huge kitchen, two bathrooms, two bedrooms, one walking closet and a BIG living room. When I was watching the part when Sandy leaves Danny by the drive in I almost fell asleep so I decided to go to sleep in my own bed. I removed my makeup and put on my pajamas and fell asleep immediately.

The next morning I wake up to my phone buzzing. I´ve got 3 new texts from the same person. It was Harry; -Hey, Your name was Laya? Am I right? /Harry xx- -Can we move the meeting to instead? /Harry xx- - Was it by O'Leary's tonight? /Harry xx- Shit, he seems nervous. I made a new contact with his number and started texting; -Hey! Yes my name is Laya, and I'm free today so we can meet any time you want, by O'Leary's ;) /Laya xx I directly got a new text; -Good ;) see you then. /Harry. The clock was already so I decided to pick out some clothes and makeup for tonight. I picked my blue jeans shorts and a normal white T-shirt with the text: WHO CARES?! I did a light blue makeup and I was ready. I took my phone to check the time, it was . Perfect. I would come early and try to relax before the boys were coming. My phone started buzzing and I answered the call, from Harry. "Hey, Laya?" "Yes?" "I thought of a thing." "What?" "How are we going to recognize you?" "Oh I'm the girl with blue clothes and jet-black hair" "Oh, thanks! And I guess you know how we look like?" I laughed "Yes" "Well, see you soon!"

When I reached O'Leary´s the clock was 3:50 so the boys would come any minute. While I was waiting I started to check Twitter. I got it about a month ago and I still couldn't figure out how to tweet. But I knew how to follow someone, so I checked up the boys. Niall had tweeted 5 minutes ago saying: Lady L. We will meet soon. I started thinking, who was Lady L.? Then it came up to me, L stands for Laya. I felt a knock on my left shoulder and I looked up to see Harry looking down on me. "Is your name, Laya?" "Yes, that's me! Nice to meet you" I said standing up. The boys sat down and so did I. "Lady L.!" Niall said with his wonderful accent. "Yeah, I saw that on twitter, I think…" I said looking down on my phone. Suddenly my phone started ringing and buzzing and Kiss you started playing, loud. I quickly answered and felt my cheeks turning red. It was my dad. He was on a trip to Australia. "Hi bumblebee! " "Hey, dad." I said in a boring voice. My dad never spent any time or money on me. He didn't care at all. Except when I was moving out. That is why I have a big apartment. "I'm not coming back until 3 weeks. We have much work to do." "Then why do you sound so happy?" "I don't know but tell your mom I'm not coming." "Do it by yourself idiot" I screamed and hang up. The boys were looking at me. "Should we order?" The boys nodded and seemed a bit afraid.

When we got our food I asked them why they were so quiet. "You seem a bit upset…" Harry said carefully. "Oh, no I'm okay." We started talking bit but it wasn't a good conversation. But we decided to meet again sometime. I got the boys numbers and I gave them mine. Then I started running to my apartment.

When I reached I started packing a big suitcase. I was going to run away. Run from the world. One of my biggest dreams had come true; I had met One Direction. I started deleting number from my phone but when I came to the boys, I let them be. I began to cry. Rivers were going down my cheeks. I got a knife from the kitchen. I big sharp one. I started cut my arms and thighs. I hated my body. I hated everything. It was blood all over the floor when I heard a knock on the door. I took a towel around my bloody body and went to open.

"What are you doing?!" Niall screamed when he saw the towel getting red. "I'm taking my life, nobody cares anyway." I answered. "STOP" He yelled at me. I got a little scared, he had a strong voice. He started dial a number and I said: "Don't call anyone, please. I just want to die." He put his phone in his pocket and gave me a hug. Then he went to the living room and I heard him scream again. I went in to him and he was talking to someone on the phone. "The boys are coming soon, come with me." He said and got some bandages from the bathroom. Niall took care of me till the boys came around. Liam began to wipe up the blood from the floor and the other boys started to make something to eat for me. "You shouldn't do this." I whispered to Niall. "I know we only met but you can't die anyway. We need you." "For what?" "You are a beautiful and lovely person and I know that, even I only have met you twice." "Twice?" "We are here right now aren't we?" "You aren't supposed to be here, I'm…" It got black.