These characters are not mine, they belong to Joss Whendon, Mutant Enemy
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A heartbroken Spike stumbled over to the couch and sat down. He tried to convince himself that it was fro the best. He cringed at the thought of letting go of the only thing he lived for. Buffy stood in the middle of the desserted graveyard with tears streaked down her face. She couldnt understand why he was leaving , she knew he didn't want to. She knew he was lying and Buffy was determined to get the truth. She raced back to Spike's crypt . Buffy ran into Spike's crypt and stopped right infront of him. He stood up facing her. Buffy brushed away the tear's rollong down her face and began to speak. " So that's it huh? without any warning you just dump this on me and expect me to just take it. Well im sorry but i can't ". Spike was a little suprised that Buffy had come back . He began to respond " why do you care if I go Buffy? why? because id really like to know. Why the hell do you care if I leave or not? you dont give a shit about me Buffy so tell me......why?" . Buffy was shocked , Spike hadn't spoken to her that harshly in a long time. She was used to him telling her he loved her. She answerd " you can't leave because..........Dawn will be crushed. you know how much she love's you" Spike laughed at Buffy's answer as if it was a joke. He replied " oh please Buffy, that's not the reason . Come on Buffy what is it? huh? is it that no one will be here to obsess over you because all your friends are to busy with their own lives? or is it because youll have no one to beat down on when your mad and then run to for company when your alone? huh? your not answering me" Buffy just stood there , she didnt know what to say. Spike continued " maybe it's the fear of rejection. Maybe you dont want me to leave because you dont want to feel rejected ". Buffy was stunned , but she knew......he was right. Spike just realizing what he said began to apologize. " Oh god Buffy im sorry" he pleaded. Before he could go on Buffy began to speak " No , dont be sorry. Why should you be sorry when your right". Spike was confused " what do you mena right?" Buffy explained " I dont wasnt to be rejected , I dont want to feel like a loser , like im not even good enough for someone whose 100 years old ". Spike tried to comfort her " Buffy i didnt mean it like that, I just meant that you dont handle rejection well . But Buffy we arent together so im not rejecting you. If anyones getting rejected its me . ive known all along that i never had a chance with you . I should have left a long time ago but better late then never i suppose". Spike picked up his bag and turned to leave but before he could go Buffy plunged her fust into his face. He fell over on the couch . An angry Buffy began to speak " are you stupid? or just blind? ". Spike still suffering from the blow looked at Buffy with questioning eyes. She continued " how can you not see whats right in front of you ?". Spike was confused , he asked her " i dont understand Buffy , what am I supposed to see?" she simply replied " me".
A heartbroken Spike stumbled over to the couch and sat down. He tried to convince himself that it was fro the best. He cringed at the thought of letting go of the only thing he lived for. Buffy stood in the middle of the desserted graveyard with tears streaked down her face. She couldnt understand why he was leaving , she knew he didn't want to. She knew he was lying and Buffy was determined to get the truth. She raced back to Spike's crypt . Buffy ran into Spike's crypt and stopped right infront of him. He stood up facing her. Buffy brushed away the tear's rollong down her face and began to speak. " So that's it huh? without any warning you just dump this on me and expect me to just take it. Well im sorry but i can't ". Spike was a little suprised that Buffy had come back . He began to respond " why do you care if I go Buffy? why? because id really like to know. Why the hell do you care if I leave or not? you dont give a shit about me Buffy so tell me......why?" . Buffy was shocked , Spike hadn't spoken to her that harshly in a long time. She was used to him telling her he loved her. She answerd " you can't leave because..........Dawn will be crushed. you know how much she love's you" Spike laughed at Buffy's answer as if it was a joke. He replied " oh please Buffy, that's not the reason . Come on Buffy what is it? huh? is it that no one will be here to obsess over you because all your friends are to busy with their own lives? or is it because youll have no one to beat down on when your mad and then run to for company when your alone? huh? your not answering me" Buffy just stood there , she didnt know what to say. Spike continued " maybe it's the fear of rejection. Maybe you dont want me to leave because you dont want to feel rejected ". Buffy was stunned , but she knew......he was right. Spike just realizing what he said began to apologize. " Oh god Buffy im sorry" he pleaded. Before he could go on Buffy began to speak " No , dont be sorry. Why should you be sorry when your right". Spike was confused " what do you mena right?" Buffy explained " I dont wasnt to be rejected , I dont want to feel like a loser , like im not even good enough for someone whose 100 years old ". Spike tried to comfort her " Buffy i didnt mean it like that, I just meant that you dont handle rejection well . But Buffy we arent together so im not rejecting you. If anyones getting rejected its me . ive known all along that i never had a chance with you . I should have left a long time ago but better late then never i suppose". Spike picked up his bag and turned to leave but before he could go Buffy plunged her fust into his face. He fell over on the couch . An angry Buffy began to speak " are you stupid? or just blind? ". Spike still suffering from the blow looked at Buffy with questioning eyes. She continued " how can you not see whats right in front of you ?". Spike was confused , he asked her " i dont understand Buffy , what am I supposed to see?" she simply replied " me".