A/N: I just finished reading another one of those Edward and Bella meet again after Hundrad years things. And well I didn't really want Edward back... Okay thats a Lie I LOVE EDWARD...But I also Love Jacob. SO, This is my Bella And Jacob Story

I do not own the Characters in this story... Excepted Jacob and Bellas Child.

Chapter 1

I sat in the window of my new house. Jacob and the boys were carrying boxes and furnisher in through the front door. I half smiled as my beautiful little girl ran up the walk with a small box in her hands. She hit a high lip and went flying forward before Seth caught her.

"It's okay Bella" he mouthed and I smiled.

This was a hard day for me every year. I thought by now I would be over him. I am. I mean I love Jacob and Alison more then anything, but he was my first love and I remember him. Exactly 15 years ago today Sam found me crying, soaking and in shock on the floor of the forest outside of Charlies house. Exactly 15 years ago he left.

"Bella?" I jumped a little as Jacob placed hes warm hands on my shoulders. "Bella, Hunny are you alright?"

"Hmm, Oh yes" I lied.

"You're doing much better this year" Jacob smiled and kissed my forehead. "a few years ago, you would have been lying in bed." I winced at the memory.

Jacob laying in bed with me. Holding me and not saying a word. We had sent Alison to Charlies. I didn't want her to see me like this. Since she was born six years ago I tried my hardest to let the feelings go. Before her my fit could last days, now I don't even have the fits anymore.

"It's good to see you upright, baby" Jacob said kissing me again, then heading out the front door.

Jacob was too good for me. He was the prefect friend though first few months. He knew what Edward was, I could tell Jacob everything, I didn't need to hold back with him. He was there to hold my hand through the first anniversary. He stay at my bed side as the dark hole took over me for almost a month. And he hasn't left since.

I couldn't have asked for someone better, but I wouldn't. I don't deserve Jacob Black, and he deserved far better then me. I love Jacob but I still have feelings for him.. that won't change, but Jacob doesn't care.

Flashback

I sat in my long white dress, more then I would have ever picked out. But Charlie was so happy I was happy that he almost forked out his pension to pay for the almost embarrassing wedding.

Tears streamed down my faces as I thought about how prefect Alice and Rosalie would have looked in the brown gowns my braids maids were putting on, about how prefect the brown suits would have looked laying on Emmet or Jaspers shoulders.

"Bella? Whats wrong?" Angela asked kneeling next to me.

"Bella, Dear?" Renee asked standing behind Angela.

"Nothing.. I.. I need to talk to Jacob" I said standing up.

"Bella it's bad luck for the groom to see the braid before the wedding." Jessica complained and Leah gave her a look.

"I'll get him" Leah said heading for the door.

"No..no I think I should go." I wiped some of the tears and headed down the hall.

"Wow Bella you look beautiful." Sam said when I stopped in front of the door. "Jacobs a lucky man, but aren't you not suppose to see him?"

"I really need to talk to him Sam, Alone... do you think you can help me with that?"

"Of course Bella." and he ducked into the room.

"Bella"

"Wow"

"Bells you look amazing"

each of the boys commented as they stepped out of the room. "He's in there" Sam smiled and kissed the top of my head.

Breathing deeply I stepped into the room. Jacob stood in front on a full length mirror. His rust brown suit hugged nicely to his arms and chest. "Jake, you look great" I sighed. I was ready to turn and leave, there was no way I wouldn't marry this man.

"So do you Bells" my white dress was tight around the bodice and puffed out at the hip with gathers down the dress studded with brown jewels.

"Jake. I need to tell you something" I walked over and took his hand. Walking him over to the bed that sat in the middle of this room.

"What?" His eyes looked sad as he tried to smiled. "you still want to marry me...right?"

"Of course, I still want to marry you. But I need you to know something before I do. I can't marry you with out you knowing your not the only one I love."

"There someone else" He said in mocking horror.

I looked at my feet. "Yes"

"Bells?" Jacob said raising my chin so we were eye to eye.

"You know there is"

"Oh, I thought you meant other then me and old Eddy" I flinched at the name. "I'm sorry Bells I forgot" Jacob hugged me close. "I know you still love him, but I love you. I want to be with you. Forever. I know that you love me, and if I have to share with that sick, heartless blood sucker I will because I care about you. But I come first... right Bells"

I smiled. He wanted me weather he got all of me, or only what was left he wanted what he could get. "Of course you come first"

Jacob took my face in his large hands and kissed my lips. Holding me close for a few minutes then let go. "I love you Isabella. Forever"

"I love you Jacob. Forever"

End of Flashback.

"Mommy?" Alison asked snapping me out of my memory.

"Yes baby" I said lifting her up onto the window chair.

"Daddy, and the boys are hungry. Can we make lunch?" I smiled at her.

"Of course" and I followed my beautiful angel into the kitchen. It was about 1:30 in the afternoon. The only up side was the day was almost over.