Forbidden Juices
They were young once;
Once upon a time.
They would share a bed with each other
Comfort one another,
When the monsters of the night
Grew too much for their small hearts.
But then she grew up,
And sharing a bed with you're brother
Was no longer 'cool'.
Although he longed for her touch,
Her warmth
Her presence.
He just didn't know why,
But he wouldn't admit it.
He would hide it.
She was his Forbidden Juice
He couldn't have her,
For the same reason she couldn't have him.
It broke her heart.
Time moves on,
Feelings change
But theirs never did.
She began to visit him,
Just once a week.
Steal into his room;
And share his bed once more.
He liked that,
He liked the feeling.
She liked it,
She liked the feeling.
He would scoot up close,
With the excuse that he was cold,
He didn't believe it;
Neither did she.
But she pretended to,
For both their sakes.
She found another then,
A one with golden eyes;
And golden hair alike.
She stopped coming once a week,
She hardly acknowledged him.
So he ignored her.
He ignored his feelings,
His wants.
His needs.
Ignored.
She noticed,
She noticed him tense
When she came into the room
She noticed him walk the other way
When she came towards him.
She didn't understand
He wanted this
It was what was best
Wasn't it?
She visited him that night,
The night where he had left the room
When her and the golden eyed boy
Had come into the room.
She knocked that night,
Once
Twice
Three times
No answer.
She found it strange,
He always answered his door.
Tip toe,
Tip toe,
She tip toed to the bed, hearing the shower on.
She would wait
Wait
Wait for him to come out.
Wait for him to talk to her.
Wait for him to hold her.
He walked out then,
No towel.
And she couldn't stop herself staring;
He had changed so much.
Since their days when,
They had taken baths together.
When they had done everything together.
But his stare was less than friendly.
He glared,
He scowled,
He blushed.
He did everything,
Except look her in the eyes.
He changed into clothes then,
Stealing his body away from
Her searching eyes.
She stood,
Cornered him.
"What do you think you're doing?"
She had asked him in a whisper,
Not expecting an answer.
She didn't get one.
She got a shove,
A push.
She stumbled,
Fell onto his bed.
He stalked towards her,
His eyes burning,
With something more than hate.
"You screwed everything up."
He whispered back,
As he knelt,
Knees either side of her torso,
Looking down at her.
"You. You did this."
He kept repeating over and over again.
"Alec, what are you-"
He stopped her mouth with a kiss.
A simple kiss.
But simplicity,
Often has big affects.
This kiss was simple,
But passionate.
They knew it was wrong.
They knew they shouldn't do it.
But they did it anyway,
For they had grown tired of denying.
Denying their emotions
Denying their wants
Their needs.
You cannot pretend forever
They learned that,
That night.
That night,
Which was the turning point,
For everything.
She left after the kiss.
Fearing her own emotions,
Fearing the tingling in her lips.
Fearing it all.
She made it clear,
To the golden eyed boy,
That friends was what she wanted.
He accepted,
What could he do?
Beg?
Plead?
Ask her to reconsider?
No.
That wasn't him.
He wouldn't beg for anything.
For no one.
So he was content,
In watching her eyes sometimes burn,
Burn for another who wasn't him.
Isabelle began again that night.
She began to visit.
To visit his room,
To visit her intense emotions.
Once,
Twice
Thrice,
Four times a week.
He was her Forbidden Juice,
She couldn't have him.
For the same reason he couldn't have her.
But then again,
Forbidden Juices,
Are always there to be consumed.
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What did you guys think? It's my first A&I so be nice lol but critisism is appreciated.
I'm thinking of exspanding it, like, picking two lines and writing a proper chaptered fic or one-shot, maybe the bit where Isabelle steals into his room? More description for all you Alec and Isabelle lovers??? lol
Review and tell me what you think! =D xox Kira!