Summery

Imagine that eclipse and breaking dawn never happened. Bella accepted Edwards Bargain of 5 years. High school happened eventless and Victoria decided that Bella wasn't worth a fight and went off. Jacob imprinted on Mike Newton and they moved to California so they could marry. So here we pick up. High school is over and Bella is packing up her room and going to Forks state collage (there is a collage there now…)

Songs: Jet – Are you gona be my girl, Justice – D.A.N.C.E, Mika – Grace Kelly

Weather: Rain.

Mood: Head Cold = Bed Ridden = Pissed Off

Disclaimer: Santa didn't give me twilight ownership rights for Xmas...So it still belongs to Stephanie Meyers. But I DO own the way this story takes the characters. Steal my idea and I will smite you with my amazing head cold medicine.

Chapter 1

Bella's POV

[A/N] warning this chapter kinda sucks but please read it and continue to read then next few chapters before deciding that it's a shitty FANFIC. This chapter is just a starting place for my story and unfortunately is necessary. I have tried to make it a painless as possible. And now I leave you with the story…

I was sitting there, on my bed looking out across my room. It has served me well…2 good years. Those 2 good years had come to an end though. And here I sat trying to figure out how to pack those 2 good years into my 20 boxes. But there were something's I found that you could not pack. My memories. All the great times I had had in this room. The night that I had woken up and found that Edward had stayed… The night I had agreed to stay human for 5 years so that Edward would be the one to change me...memories of him holding me close every night. These things I wouldn't be able to pack. These things I will be leaving behind...he promised he would stay close by and visit…but I know that just means on weekends. He is going off to Ivy League school and im going off to Forks State. So even a weekend visit would be hard to manage. And so here I am. On my bed trying to pack…but not wanting to leave. Not wanting to leave my room, my memories, my Edward. And he called himself selfish...

[A/N] im sorry its so short but it seemed like the right place to stop. Review and the next chapter will be up sooner. You like? You hate? You like cats? What ever you want to say just click the lil review button

Love

Bella May