Be with me?

Hey fanfiction readers! I am here with a new Grojband fanfic. This one is angst and depressing. This is my first angst Fanfic Story, but I have wrote a few other angst/sad poems. Also the ages are made up but me so yeah. Hope you guys like this one too.

WARNING: CONTAINS CHARICTER DEATH!

Feel freee to favourite/review/follow.

And I will still be continuing my other fanfic Twins Brothers Sisters!

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Laney's POV

I am 15 and a half now and my life has changed. I am apparently depressed. I read depressing books, I do depressing things. I still have my short red hair but I am always in black and my skin colour is fading away to white.

My mum was the one who first said I was depressed. She also saw that I took everything negatively and she found out that I don't want to live.

My mum doesn't know the cause thought, which it good. But since I will be sharing my depressing life with you than you should know the cause.

It all started when I was 14 and 9 mouths and a few days old. Yep, precise. I was at the groj with the rest of the band getting ready for a gig. This gig was no ordinary gig, it was for new year's eve/new year's day.

I was so excited like the year before, me and Core…

(Oh yeah, another thing you need to know, at that time I had a huge crush on Corey. But then I realised he was a bartered.)

We unpacked and everything was set up. Corey had lyrics (don't know how he got them back then).

Soon people started to arrive. Even the Newmans too. I was glad they came and not glad too.

It was now 11pm and we were going onto the stage.

"Let's Rock Peace Vil!" Corey yelled and the crowed screamed. "1,2,3. Let's rock Grojband!"

We started to jam. I was strumming chords on my bass, Kin on the keyboard, Kon drumming and Corey singing lead vocals and playing the melody on his electric guitar.

'Oh you are the one, who brightens my life.
Oh you are the one, who stole my heart.
Oh you are the one, who makes me dizzy.
Oh you are the one, who makes me crazy.' Corey sung.

At first I thought those lyrics were meant for me because he kept away from me while he wrote them. My heart was pounding in joy and happiness.

But of course I was wrong.

It was 11 thirty and the fireworks started even though it wasn't midnight yet. It was beautiful. Grojband sat down with the Newmans and I felt like we were one big family.

I was sitting next to Larry and Konnie and we were all having fun telling jokes. It was 5 minutes till midnight and Carrie left with Corey. I didn't mind at all.

The rest of us sipped Raspberry lemonade and snack on biscuits and chips.

Then at midnight the last of the fireworks went off. They were amazing. Floral shapes and flares. And two silhouettes.

This was the heart breaking part.

I saw two silhouettes. I could just see the shape of two beanies. The moonlight reflected on the two people and I saw both people had blue hair. I couldn't even see light threw them. They must be… no they can't… they are literally joined together.

At that moment my heart sank and it shattered into pieces. Didn't know what I was feeling. I hear them giggling and that was the last straw. I couldn't take it anymore and I just ran away, I ran back home. Larry followed me and tried to comfort me but it was useless. I turned dark and depressed.

I also quit the band because of that.

Corey and Carrie together. I am a bit happy for them but I have to suffer cutting myself everyday just to make myself feel better. I have scars on my hip and my wrists.

My mum is always around me now and forever more trying to get me to stop.

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How was it? Did you like it? Again feel freee to favourite/review/follow.