My sister. Crumpled down against the ice. Still. Lifeless. Like a rag doll. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't speak. I couldn't move.

What have I done? Oh, what have I done? All of a sudden, my emotions swelled up, a hot air balloon of terror and fear. I couldn't help it; I screamed.

"Anna! Oh, no, no, NO! What have I done? What have I done...?"

"Mama! Papa! Someone! Please, anyone!" Sobs racked my tiny body and I choked on my own fear.

What have I done?