Hey guys (: I'm starting a full length story here! This is JUST THE INTRO. So tell me what you think
I don't own victorious or the characters, just this story idea.
Enjoy (:
Jade's POV
Why do I have such a hard time saying I love you? Well god damn isn't it obvious? Saying I love you is practically throwing yourself out there. Like jumping in front of a bus and praying the driver has a fast enough reflex to not run you into the ground.
Its not a hard concept knowing you love someone its something that comes naturally. You can make it hard by not accepting that you love them, but the actual knowing is right there in your face. You can pretend it's not but it always is.
But who am I to say that it's easy to admit you love a person? That's why I wont say it, because it's not. It's like you can watch them sing to you in the car, you can dance with them I'm the rain, you can spend every waking minute with them and never feel like leaving. But knowing that they feel the same as you do with them is never for sure. They can see you as a friend having a good time for all you know.
But it's hard to know if your wrong. What if the little glances from the corner of there eye when your watching a romantic comedy isn't all in your head? What if them draping there legs over you while you lay in bed at a sleep over isn't just a friendly thing? What if the cute smiley faces in a text and the quick kisses on the cheek is something they only do with you? That's the horrible thing about love. You can know in an instant that you love someone but you will never know if they will love you back until they say it to your face. The fear of rejection is always there spitting its venom in your eyes to the point were you can't see what's in front of your face, love or not love.
And this, this whole 'love' rant I'm saying to you is because I'm madly in love with Caterina Valentine. The only problem is, is she in love with me?
Please review (: ! It would make me happy lol.