A/N: Its been awhile since I have attempted to write a Brooke/Peyton story. I have been recently inspired to start writing them again. Not sure how good this will be but hopefully its okay. Its going to be a one shot maybe turn into a story but that is all up in the air right now. This is unbeta'd sorry for the mistakes its been awhile. the title may change not sure how i came up with it.

Disclaimer: Obviously I do not own these characters. If I did one tree hill wouldn't be the same.

Warning: If the idea of two women together bugs you than you definitely shouldn't be reading this! Don't say I didn't warn you.

Brooke's POV

Beneath the tree there you sit as I watch from a far. I wonder how you are but I do not dare ask. We haven't spoken in what feels like years but its only been just a few days. You look my direction and for that moment I do not dare move. I look around just to see if maybe there was someone else, but nobody was there. A hint of a smile appeared on her face as I returned the smile as well. Should I go over and break the silence?

I found myself walking slowly towards her as if something was pushing me into this direction.

"Hey." I say as I sat down next to her. "How've you been?"

She looks at me with a blank expression. I had no idea what she would say or do. Maybe she wouldn't respond at all. I couldn't blame her but still someone has to be the bigger person.

"Odd thing to ask wouldn't you say? I mean its only been a few days besides all I hear lately is "how you've been?", or "I'm so sorry for your loss.", blah blah etc, but all I wanted to hear from was you but you were nowhere to be found…so yeah not really in the mood to talk."

"I see your still angry with me but look I am here now. I get I should have been here right when it happened but days before the accident don't you remember why I left in the first place?"

I knew that would get her attention. She looked at me as if I totally lost my mind. Has she completely forgotten? I know I haven't of course I couldn't.

"Not the point Brooke. Its as if the accident never happened like all about Brooke Davis when in fact its not about you at all! He was our friend and you act like his death doesn't even matter!"

It did matter. How dare she say that his death didn't matter? Everything that lead to it mattered.

"Look Peyton I have no idea what to say but I don't like to see you cry, because if you do than I will."

Peyton has never been good with the whole death thing. I on other hand am acting like a complete fool. She's right to think what she wants maybe she is right. Its as if his death didn't affect me which in fact I am deeply sadden by this sudden departure but why haven't I shed a tear? Am I a bad person for not feeling sad?

Within moments Peyton clung onto me crying. If this was any other moment I would be ecstatic but unfortunately its time to put aside those unanswered feelings and just be there for her.

"Peyton I know you might not want to hear this but I just wanted to let you know that I am sorry. I just hope you will forgive me and just let me be there for you through this."

I didn't know why she did it but Peyton kissed me than got up and left. Okay now I'm confused so what the hell am I going to do now? OH I know I will go after her…this time.

"Peyton wait!"

She turns around to look at me waiting for me to say something. Oh right I am the one that stopped her, probably should say something.

"Earth to Brooke you stopped me because…"

"Oh right yeah um Peyton what the hell was that back there? Seriously first your all grr at me and than you go and kiss me, why?"

She glares me as if I know the answer already but how the hell should I know what the hell she is thinking. Could be the grief slash or anger talking but I can't deny that I didn't like the kiss.

Her face softens a bit than suddenly she brings her hand to my face which I lean into looking into her eyes as she spoke these words to me.

"I remember everything Brooke. I'm sorry for snapping on you I know you cared about him its just I guess maybe I am upset at the fact he died right in front of my eyes."

Okay now I didn't even know that. I took her in my arms and just let her cry some more. She didn't have to talk to me about it but in time she is going to have to talk about it.

To be continued? That is if you want it to be continued.