Takes place sometime in OotP
You're so hypnotizing
It was weird the first time I met him, he looked so, so captivating. His eyes were the deepest set of onyx eyes that I had ever seen. I've yet to find any set of eyes, of any color, that can be so deep and enchanting.
Could you be the devil?
Could you be an angel?
I knew of his Death Eater past. Yet, Albus vouched for his innocence. Made sure that anyone's mistrust of him, was mistrust of Albus Dumbledore himself. I had trust in him from the beginning.
Your touch magnetizing
Feels like I am floating
Leaves my body glowing
In the Teachers' Lounge, we bumped into each other many times. His first year teaching, my second, he rarely spoke to anyone at first but slowly became comfortable with the rest of us. By the beginning of his third year, he and I had a hesitant friendship. But, by that Halloween night, the first anniversary of Voldemort's defeat, he and I grew closer. I mourned the death of my parents, he the death of another loved one. Although drunk, he would not reveal their identity. We even shared an awkward drunken hug, a comfort for our mutual loss.
They say, be afraid
Septima warned me. She said he was creepy and not even attractive enough for me to have some sort of interest in him. But I could not retreat, I was already too deep in. I wanted to know more about him. I wanted to...
You're not like the others
But somehow, our friendship grew to more by his sixth year there. It had become our tradition, instead of retreating to our chambers after the Halloween feast, we would go to each others. We would mourn the deaths of those we loved with very good liquor and sardonic views of the world. That year, we ended up sharing more than our mere sorrows but a bed as well.
Futuristic lover
It didn't become awkward between us. In fact, it became an unspoken agreement between the two of us. To use the newfound form of physical comfort. It started out just anytime we were too inebriated to realize what exactly we were doing. Then we grew to addicted to the comfort.
Different DNA
Once, he did make a comment. Of how it was strange that a pure-blood, who was deemed a blood-traitor, would sleep with a half-blood Death Eater. I couldn't help but laugh. He still held Death Eater traits, sarcasm that seemed almost to insult anyone it was directed at and criticism of those by their relationships to others. It was almost disturbing that he thought of that of our affair. Knowing that I wouldn't change that for anything though, I realized how deep my feelings were. I loved him to be exact.
They don't understand you
The day before the first years, including Harry Potter himself, he told me. Of the marauders, his love the beautiful and perfect Lily, how he ended their friendship without even realizing it, and even the prophecy. Of everything during the first war.
You're from a whole 'nother world
A different dimension
We didn't even speak for an entire month. I didn't know how to feel. How do you compare with a woman who died the perfect woman for the one you love? Albus eventually notice how I subtly changed demeanor. I spoke with him about everything. Not the affair of course, though I'm sure he figured out something was going on. He helped, showing me that Severus was the victim of everything. He was trying to redeem himself. Repent for his sins. Albus really did help, though not with out making sure I wouldn't tell anyone about what I knew.
You open my eyes
And I'm ready to go
Lead me into the light
The first time we spoke turned into a heated argument. Screaming and lashing out on his part, crying on mine. Once we were able to calmed down, we went our separate ways. The rest of the year was spent tiptoeing around each other. Although, civil to one another, many noticed our tentative conversations and actions with each other. Only Septima and Minerva commented, more concerned about me and if he had hurt me.
Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison
Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction
Boy, you're an alien
Your touch so foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial
The next Halloween we reconciled, making love into the early hours of the morning. I didn't want to think of how he might have wanted a redhead instead of wavy brown. Or think my pale grey eyes were nothing compared to sparkling emerald. I wanted him to acknowledge that I was there for him. That I wouldn't abandon him. Even after realizing that he would probably never feel the way I did, I wanted him to know that I would stand by him. On everyone of his decisions.
You're so supersonic
Wanna feel your powers
Stun me with your lasers
Your kiss is cosmic
Every move is magic
This year with Voldemort's return, it is now filled with more of our weekly reunions. With Severus at His beck and call, making me worried sick, and Umbridge causing the both of us to crave release from the stress and from what was to come, it was a wonder how we have so much energy for each other.
This is transcendental
On another level
Boy, you're my lucky star
I wanna walk on your wave length
And be there when you vibrate
For you I'll risk it all
All
Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
I know he is worried about me. He is worried that one day Voldemort will notice his relationship with me, and use me to hurt him. I don't know what will happen now. All I know is that I promised to stay by his side a long time ago, and I will keep that promise. And I know he will stay with me because he said he loves me.
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