Heavenly Disaster

Why me, who are you?

Why must you hold me captive like you do?

I've damned myself

you made me an outcast

you won

you've damned me

no... you damned us all while you sit there and anticipate my next fall

you made me not care lost my angelic wings

because of you I'm nothing but the ghost of flesh and blood

what have you done?

i carry you

i fight alone

and you dare to say my time has come?

you can't take me now, i won't let you ... no i won't allow

look into these sanguine eyes and notice they no longer see blue skies... only crimson doves

Secretly i knew you were never sent from above

how could you?

you sent me searching for redemption

knowing that i 'am protecting a lie

joy and happiness is replaced with pain and sorrow

you've taking my life and more you continue to borrow

what more must you have?

i hide

i hide from the world

but know i hide from you

i can see through you

i watch those die in vein

i watch you waste lives

now I'm apart of you and your apart of me

but did i ever have a choice?

you've taking everything

before my view was aimless but that all was lost in that briefness

you made me a killer

you've taken lives that aren't yours

i hated but they worshipped

you might of helped but you also corrupted

horrid , hated, wounded, defeated

i live dead, heavenly you were not but differences were said

you can kill me i dare you ...

but let's see who will wield you next

because without me you're nothing... without me there nothing

no one ever saw this side reflected

you made me lose my way

how dare you

you were never blessed you only blinded

sadly you've taking everything

while i can only watch as i take my ascension...