Hey people. This is my first one shot. I hope you enjoy!
Disclaimer: i do not own clique. neither do any of us.
Massie sat in her chair in her bedroom, looking up at the roof. I loved him. She thought. She quickly shooed these thoughts out of her mind and ran over to her bookshelf. She grabbed a book, and started reading. Inkheart (A/N that's my fav book!!) Never read this. Maybe it could help me stop thinking about him. She read one word, and her mind zoomed off. She pictured his shaggy blonde hair, his hazel eyes, and the way he looked at her. Like a strong oak tree, he always stood so tall and proud. He was her hero… and her murderer all at the same time. She loved him. She didn't care who knew, but she loved him. Love? I can't love him! But she did. She jumped up and ran outside. A breath of fresh air will clear my mind. Once outside, she took a deep breath. Her lungs filled with air and she screamed. She screamed out all her anger, pain, and sadness. Luckily her parents weren't home. After a while, her throat started to hurt, so she grabbed her iPod from the patio table and went to her swing.
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes to long
And no matter what I say or do
I still feel you here, till to moment I'm gone
You hold me without touch
You keep me, without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love, and not feel your reign
Set me free
Leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand
So tall
Just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me, and all over me.
Oh, you loved me cuz I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone
Set me free
Leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand
So tall
Just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me, and all over me.
I live her on my knees
As I try to make you see
That your everything I think I need
Here on the ground
But your neither friend nor foe
Though I, can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know is that your keeping me down
You're keeping me down, yeah yeah yeah
But you're on to me, on to me, and all over
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes to long
Massie let a few tears stream down her face. That was the story of her life. She took a few shaky breaths as she pictured the day before.
"Massie!" Alicia whispered. "It's Friday. That means you should totally ask him out!" Massie sighed and nodded. She was ready, and she was positive he felt the same.
Stop it Massie! She thought furiously. She couldn't get carried away. She needed to stay calm. She took one breath in, and let it slowly out, without screaming this time. What was he thinking, leading her on?
They were in science, watching an experiment outside. "Oh boy…I am tired!" He said. He leaned on her shoulder. They were the only two standing. "I'm not that balanced you know, Derrick. I can easily fall!" She laughed. He smiled. "Don't worry about it. I'd never let you fall." She smiled and sighed. "Ok." She had responded. He stayed there the whole time.
She held back a few more tears and sniffled. I hate him so much. But I cant stop loving him. What is wrong with me?! These thoughts tossed through her head, back and forth until she thought of something else.
"Quick!" She called to her to her best guy friends, Derrick and Cam. "Give me a hug before my dad comes back out!" Her and Cam hugged for a second, then released. "Your turn Derrick!" He leaned in and hugged her. Then he wouldn't let go. "Derrick!" She shouted. "My dad could come at any second." He just squeezed her tighter. "Muahaha!" He shouted. Massie laughed and tried to run away. "You'll never escape!" She finally wiggled away. He laughed, and lunged in again. "Ahhh STOP!" She shouted, laughing histerically. "Sorry Massie baby. How else is your dad gonna know how much I love you?" He asked, laughing. She rolled her eyes and bit his hand. "Ouch!" He called. "Sorry Derrick baby. Looks like my dad will have to figure it out himself." She ran away, and saw her dad walk out of the school. "Let's go daddy." She said. She looked over her shoulder, and saw Derrick staring at her. She blushed and smiled. "Bye guys!" She called. Cam shouted, "Cya Mass!" Derrick mouthed love ya babe! And said, "Bye bye Massie!" She giggled and continued to her car. "Sorry I was so late hon." She smiled, and looked out the window. "No problem."
Why did he have to be so dang sweet? Why couldn't he just be a conceited jerk who she hated. Did she really have to love him? But I don't love him. She thought. No…she did. She just didn't want to feel heartbroken.
She was ready, and she was positive he felt the same. She took a deep breath, and walked towards his table. "Hey Derrick, could I talk to you for a second." He nodded. "I'll be a minute guys." He said. Cam smiled and Plovert rolled his eyes. "Hurry up." Massie stuck his tongue out at him. Once they were a safe distance from anyone, Massie said, "Derrick…I need to ask you something." He put his hands in his pockets. "Shoot." He said. She squeezed her eyes shut, wishing away all her fears. "Will you go out with me?" His facial expressions slowly changed into confusion. "Massie…" He started. She bit her lip. "Massie...I'm sorry. But I really don't think that we should be together." She could feel the tears come. Go away! She thought. She bit her bottom lip to keep from crying. "But why not!" She shouted. He sighed. "Massie, we're just not meant to be. Sorry babe." He tried to pull her into a hug, but she pushed away. "Just leave me alone." She mumbled and ran away.
She loved him. But he didn't love her back. So much for my happy ending. She thought glumly, and turned her iPod up to full blast, letting the music carry her away
That didnt take to long. I write from the heart, ya no?
That song is Gravity by Sara Barielles.
xoxo
CrazeeBabee xo