Hearts Like Ours

By: Liv-x-Case-Benson & CaseyBensonNovak

Chapter 1: Confessions

Hearts, love, and teddy bears swarmed the city. It was yet another holiday twisted by the greeting card companies to make money. It was the worst holiday of the year, in her opinion. For ADA Casey Novak, there was a confusing link between honoring St. Valentine and worshipping a baby who shot an arrow. It was not that she was cynical, but rather, that she was logical. So far, she had been asked on six dates, by various attorneys in the office. That, of course, was not even counting the three defense attorneys and two cops who had asked her out. Casey, however, had turned them down, claiming that she already had a date. The worst part was, she did not even have someone to back up her claim. Maybe she was picky. Or maybe she just didn't have time to date. Either way, the young attorney was in less than a dating mood.

Casey sighed, sipping her iced tea as she looked out the window in her office. Luckily, she would not be alone on Valentine's Day. She would not be on a date, but she would be with her best friend, Detective Olivia Benson of the Manhattan Special Victims Unit.

Olivia had turned down her share of desperate suitors, who, like Casey's, were in their twenties, or early thirties. Casey watched the cars fly by outside the window, looking like little ants on the mini highway below. She sipped her tea again, waiting for Olivia to show up. Why was there a pit in her stomach? She sighed. It had been like that every time she thought about the older woman lately. She tried to assure herself that it meant nothing, but it felt like something. Perhaps she was looking forward to it a bit too much? Casey shook her head, wondering what was wrong with her. She didn't realize that, for the past ten minutes, someone had been watching her.

Olivia had walked into the office, quietly closing – and locking – the door. She'd taken a few steps, but stayed behind the ADA. She brought the flowers out from underneath her jacket. If she'd had them out, questions would've flown from everyone who'd seen her. After all, she didn't date or have relationships. But that was before she and Casey had become so close. There was something special about her. Taking another silent step, she positioned the roses in Casey's line of vision. "Happy Valentine's Day, Casey," she said with a smile tugging at her lips.

Casey jumped and turned. When she saw the flowers, she gasped. "Olivia, oh my god!" The flowers were so beautiful. Casey's heart swelled in her chest.

Olivia smiled, setting Casey's tea on her desk with the flowers she'd bought her and hugging her tightly. "How was your day?"

Casey smiled and returned the hug. "It was tiring. If I had a nickel for every man that asked me on a date.." She shook her head. "One of them thought a movie in bed was a date. I mean...what a sleazy jerk."

Olivia nodded. "I agree. It's...a type of date that's for further down the road, not a first date." There they were again, those warm, inviting flames for her best friend. It wasn't fair, especially to Casey. The detective had the occasional date, but her job was always between them, and the job won out. Every time. But Casey... She was different in a good way. So good of a way that it made one of the NYPD's finest freeze in her tracks. If she tried something – even asked the wrong question – it could wreck what they have.

"Besides." Casey took a sip of her tea again. "If I'm going to be in bed with someone, it wouldn't be him."

"Oh and who would you rather be in bed with?" the detective asked with a raised brow, leaning on her desk.

"Someone who deserves it. When that man shows up, maybe I'll consider it." Casey leaned beside her. Her suit accentuated her every curve perfectly.

Olivia nodded. "I understand that, but, you know, recently...it's been tough," she said, watching how Casey's suit emphasized her every curve. She swallowed hard, trying not to imagine how perfect Casey was underneath everything. "You look very...well put together. Professional. Even..."

Casey raised an eyebrow. "What do I normally look like then?"

"..Beautiful, stunning, gorgeous, amazing. I..." her words caught in her throat. "Maybe you're looking in the wrong places for a relationship."

Casey blushed. She couldn't deny the spark of delight that shot through her at Olivia's compliment. "The wrong places?" she repeated, trying to remain calm and not turn to goo. "Should I look for men outside of the office?"

"I...well, maybe, but..." she sighed, walking a little away from the desk. "I was suggesting...I-I mean, only because you're my best friend and I love you, but... God, I can't do this." She turned, looking at Casey, her eyes soft and light, but there was something more behind them. "I-I have...a confession to make, but I...I don't know how you're going to take it."

"You can tell me anything, Olivia. Did you sleep with someone you regret? Did you get drunk and get to work late?"

Olivia walked back over, sitting beside her. "In a way, I guess I did. But...Casey I...you-you're so...and I... I love everything about you. Your laugh, your smile, that sparkle in your eyes..."

Casey blushed. "Really?"

Olivia rested her hand over hers. "Yes, really. And I don't think anymore, I know. Casey Novak, I love you."

"I.." Casey looked down at their intertwined fingers. "I love you too," she mumbled.

Olivia wrapped her arms around her, kissing her cheek. "You are so beautiful."

"You are too, Detective Benson." Casey mentally pinched herself, to make sure this was really happening. But wasn't she straight? One look at Olivia sent the attorney careening into confusion.

Carefully, Olivia leaned in, kissing her lips gently, quickly, before pulling away a few inches. "Now what?"

"Don't go," Casey murmured.

Olivia hugged her tightly again. "I'm staying right here," she said, kissing her again. "When I said someone else, I didn't mean some guy, Case..."

"You didn't?"

Olivia shook her head. "No I didn't. If you just want us to be friends, that's fine, but please I love you. I want a chance..."

"Detective, are you asking me to be your Valentine?"

Olivia smiled. "Yes I am."

"I..yes."

Smiling wider, Olivia kissed her again. "Mmm."

Casey let out the tiniest of moans against her.

Olivia's hands trailed back as she kissed her passionately, but softly in case Casey wasn't sure.

Casey unconsciously wrapped her legs around the older woman's waist.

Olivia held her close, biting her lip gently, moaning.

Casey whimpered. "Ohhh..you're an amazing kisser..."

"Thank you," she said, nipping her ear gently before kissing her again.

"Olivia...mmmm.."

Olivia smiled. "Do you have any attachment to anything on this desk?"

"Uh...no...why.."

With a simple sweep of her arm, the detective cleared the desk, pulling Casey into the middle and kissing her again.

Casey couldn't deny how turned on she had became. Olivia was probably using her, but she didn't care in that moment. Her feelings for the detective had won. "I love you too," she admitted.

Olivia's hands ran the length of Casey's back as she kissed her neck. "If you want out, just say so."

"No...I want...it."

Olivia pulled Casey on top of her, kissing her lips with a fire to barely be contained. "I love you."

Casey moaned. "I love you...but I...I'm...er..right?"

Olivia stopped for a second. "What?"

"I thought I..loved..men.."

"Now what do you think? People can change. Your testes in everything can change, including relationships. But I love you. I'd never want you to be hurt. I just want to make you happy..."

"I...really love you...Liv.. I think I always have."

Olivia smiled. "I love you too. I want you to be happy," she said, stroking her cheek.

"I'm afraid."

"Afraid of what? Talk to me."

"Afraid that after tonight.. You won't want me."

Olivia shook her head. "That's not going to happen. I'm always going to want you. I love you. Please believe that."

"I just don't want to wake to an empty bed in the morning."

Olivia held her close, smiling. "Do you want me to spend the night?"

"Well if you...I thought that is what you wanted.."

"I want to," she said without a second thought.

"Mmm."

"After...would you consider...?"

"Consider what?"

"..Right now on your desk? W-we don't have to..."

Casey pulled her in for a passionate kiss. "Oh no!" She pulled away.

Olivia sat up. "Okay, I just wondered. We could lay here and kiss."

"The door is open!"

Olivia shook her head. "I closed and locked it when I came in."

"Oh."

Olivia nodded, kissing her cheek.

Casey moaned.

Olivia kissed down her neck, nipping gently, growling softly.

"Olivia?"

"Yeah?"

"A-you're experienced right? I can tell.. "

Olivia nodded. "Somewhat. Why?"

Casey smiled. "Your aura...everyone...I mean..you're so confident. I love that."

Olivia smiled again. "Thank you," she said, kissing her.

Casey bit her.

Olivia gasped, lying down and pulling Casey with her, her hands running into her hair.

Casey straddled her, kissing her passionately.

Olivia moaned. "Are you saying the earlier question was a yes?"

"What do you think?"

Olivia smirked, taking Casey's jacket from her shoulders as she unbuttoned her shirt, moving up to kiss her.

Casey bit her.

Olivia groaned, finishing the buttons and throwing the shirt to the floor, pulling Casey down again to kiss her exposed skin.

Casey gasped. "Mmmmm. I'm so hot for you."

"Well, then let's see what we can do about that," she said, sucking on her collarbone.

Casey straddled her once more. She sucked on the older woman's tongue gently.

Olivia moaned, her hands threading through Casey's hair, pulling gently, before going down to rub circles on her back.

Casey bit her once more. "The blinds," she murmured. She stressed about everything in bed.

Olivia rolled her to the side, getting up to close the blinds before laying back on the desk. "Now where were we?"

"We can't be...loud..."

"..Not now," she said with a smirk as she discarded her own shirt, "but later."

Casey purred. "Do you want to take me, sexy cop?"

Olivia sat up, kissing her hard. "Yes," she growled, "but you're still dressed."

"As if there's no fix to that." Casey's black bra was adorned with scalloped lace and a tiny bow between her breasts.

Olivia smiled. "Yeah. Beautiful bra. Is it a set?"

"Why don't you find out?" Casey murmured in her ear.

Olivia smiled. "Stand up."

Casey obeyed.

Olivia stood, shedding her jacket as well as her badge and gun before dropping to her knees to slowly take Casey's skirt off of her. Looking up, she smiled at her. "Gorgeous," she said, pressing a finger on the bow.

Casey purred. "Thank you. So does this answer your question about a set?"

Standing again, Olivia nodded. "Yes," she said, kissing her as she unhooked her bra, sliding it from her shoulders and to the floor before picking her up and laying her on her desk, straddling her, moaning into her neck. "Beautiful."

"Mmmm..."

Olivia smiled, biting her neck gently.

Casey gasped, pulling her closer. "Take me," she moaned in Olivia's ear. It was a high pitched, passionate plea.

Olivia nodded, her hands going down to discard Casey's panties, stroking her clit with one finger.

"Fuck!"

Olivia kissed her passionately, one arm under Casey's back as she ventured a finger in, then another. "Mmmm..."

Casey gasped, throwing her head back.

Olivia sucked on her tongue, biting it before biting her lip. "Can I go another? Or two? God..."

Casey whimpered. "Just...take...me..."

Olivia slid two more fingers into her, rubbing her clit with her thumb as she thrust her fingers, kissing her passionately. "Come on..."

"Yes...Olivia...oh god..."

Olivia purred, her hand working faster. "Mmmm, tonight will be even better. You'll beg. You'll whimper. You'll tremble and scream. All for me."

"You seem confident about that..."

Olivia smiled. "Oh, I am. Especially with my devices. I can take you like any man if you want..."

"Oh?"

"Mhm," Olivia purred by her ear. "Do you need more?"

"I want to come...all over you..."

Olivia nodded, stripping quickly and flipping Casey on top of her, moaning from the friction. "..Oh God..."

Casey kissed Olivia passionately. She crawled on top of the older woman, bucking against her. "I...don't stop," she moaned, throwing her head back and closing her eyes.

Olivia's fingers worked harder, her hips thrusting gently so she didn't throw her off, kissing her hard.

"I'm so close..." Casey began to whimper, squirming on top of the older woman.

The detective kissed her, removing her fingers to hold Casey to her rocking her hips. "Feel good?"

"Oh god...yes...so good! Olivia!" With each passing second, Casey was getting closer and closer to her peak.

Olivia pulled her down to kiss her again. When she was laying against her, she began to go faster. "Wrap your arms around my neck... Fuck! This feels so good! You feel so good. I can't wait to taste it tonight."

Casey moaned, wrapping her arms around Olivia's neck. "I need to come, Liv...oh my god..."

Olivia smiled. "Then let it go, baby. Come for me. It's what I want. You all over me," she purred in her ear. "I'm ready too. I'm just more focused on you."

Casey gasped. Crying out Olivia's name, she dug her nails hard into the older woman's skin, coming hard against her. "Fuck...Olivia...god..yes...take me...Liivvvv..."

Olivia kissed her quickly to muffle her. "Sshhh, yes baby. That's right. All you need. I've got you. I won't let you fall."

Once Casey's orgasm had subsided, she collapsed on top of Olivia with a tiny whimper.

Olivia smiled, holding her close. "Better now?"

"But you didn't..."

Olivia shrugged. "You...could make it up to me..."

"I thought you liked it."

Olivia ran her fingers through her hair. "I loved it, but I had to stay focused so you wouldn't fall. I-I'm there. I just wanted to make sure you wouldn't fall. Do you want me to keep going? I really want to..."

"I do...more than anything..."

Olivia kissed her passionately, growling. "Can you sit up and grab my shoulders?"

Casey nodded, sitting shakily. She grabbed onto Olivia's shoulders.

Olivia held her hips firmly, thrusting against her. "Damn it! So much... God I love the way you look when you sit like that. In fact..." Olivia sat up, sucking on Casey's left breast. "..Oh..."

"Oh god..."

Olivia bit her gently, her hips still bucking. "Mmmmm... Fuck. So good..."

"Are you going to come, Officer?"

Olivia pulled away, kissing her passionately. "Yes...oh God. Fuck! I-I'm...so close," she moaned into her neck.

"Mmmmmm."

"C-Can I sit on y-your leg?"

"Yes, beautiful.."

Olivia sat on Casey's leg, riding her, her clit throbbing. "..God...I love you..."

"I love you, Olivia."

Olivia kissed her, biting her collarbone again. "Oh God...I-I can't...Fuck. Fuck... don't stop!"

Casey kissed her passionately, grinding into her abs.

Olivia moaned against her, going faster. "..Mmmmm, oh my God...Fuuuckkkkkkk!" she screamed into her mouth, feeling herself coming all over Casey's thigh, trembling.

Hearing Olivia scream was incredible. Casey couldn't help the thrill that ran through her hearing the deep groans from the older woman. The redhead purred. "Sexy."

Olivia held her close. "Mmmm, tonight, I'll show you my guilty pleasure. A few actually."

"Do I get a hint?"

Moving off of Casey, she started to lick herself from Casey's thigh, purring.

Casey gasped. "Oh...mmm."

Olivia looked up at her with big, wide brown eyes, kissing her passionately.

"W-we should get d-dressed."

Olivia nodded. "Yeah, you're right," she said, hopping off her desk and pulling her clothes back on.

"God...wow..."

Olivia turned around, buttoning her shirt. She smiled. "That was amazing..."

"It was..." Casey handed Olivia her slacks.

Olivia pulled her boxers up, and pulling her slacks on after. "Thanks."

Casey watched.

Olivia pulled her socks and shoes on as well as her badge and gun. "Don't you think you should get dressed?"

"Hmm? Oh. Yeah." Casey dressed quietly.

Olivia smiled, sitting on the edge of Casey's desk. "Mmmm-mmm-mmm... Perfect."

Casey blushed as she slipped into her heels.

Olivia sighed. "You're perfect. I promise I'll be over after work. Unless you'd like to wait for me?"

"Pick me up after work?"

"But you know how late I work..."

"Well, I can go home I guess..."

Olivia shook her head. "I'll pick you up."

"Okay..."

Olivia smiled, wrapping her arms around her, kissing her gently. "I'll miss you," she whispered.

"Not as much as I'll miss you."

"Awww. By the way, you might want to say those are from a friend. I hid them under my jacket because I didn't want people asking questions."

"They are from the new fresh out of law school prosecutor here. He won't stop asking me to lunch..."

Olivia nodded, rubbing her back gently. "Mmmm. Just make sure you don't accept an invite, because your 'friend' will be jealous. I hear she packs."

"She packs huh? What does my friend pack?"

Olivia turned so Casey rested against her gun.

"Oh, that's hot," Casey said without thinking. She immediately blushed.

Smiling, Olivia kissed her cheek. "Save it for later," she whispered.

"But.."

"But what?"

"Your gun is so big and hard and...oh God. I did not just say that!"

Olivia laughed lightly. "Like I said, save it for later," she said, raking her hands through her own hair.

Casey smiled. "Sorry."

"I didn't say I didn't like it," she said.

"Go to work, Detective!"

Olivia pulled way. "All right," she said, walking out and closing the door behind her.

"Wait!" Casey followed her.

Olivia turned. "Yes Counselor, what can I do for you?"

"I didn't mean-it was pla-" Casey sighed. "Just go. You got what you wanted."

Olivia wrapped an arm around her, leading her back to her office and closing the door. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing. You got what you wanted."

Olivia sighed. "I'm sorry, but I had to act that way so anyone passing by wouldn't get suspicious. I'm sorry for being so snippy. I just needed to be professional," she said, hugging her gently. "I love you. It's just...people will ask if we start acting differently at work. I didn't mean to be cold."

"Do you really love me or did you just need sex? Because I..I really feel something for you, Olivia..."

Olivia pulled back a bit. "I really love you. I swear. Please..." she kissed her slowly, passionately.

"I trust you."

Olivia nodded, holding her gently. "What were you going to say?"

"Nothing."

"No really... Or do you want me to walk out and you do it again?"

"Olivia!"

Olivia sighed, walking away again.

Casey sighed and followed her.

Again, she turned. "Oh, do you need something, Case?" she asked with a smile.

"Call me. We need to discuss that warrant."

Olivia nodded. "Or you could walk me to my car."

"Sounds great."

Olivia continued to walk. "Did you have lunch yet?"

"It's past four, Liv."

"Okay, well anyway," the detective stepped into the elevator, holding the door for Casey. "So what about this warrant?"

"What about it?" Casey asked as she pressed the button for the parking garage.

"Didn't you want to talk to me about it?"

The elevator doors slid closed. They were alone. Casey purred.

Olivia pulled her closer. "Come here you..." she said, kissing her passionately.

Casey moaned.

Olivia moaned. "Mmmm...beautiful."

"Careful...we just got dressed."

"I know," she said, pulling away.

"Aww."

Olivia stroked her cheek. "Did you really want to talk?"

"No. I just wanted another kiss."

"Ah well, how 'bout another?" she asked, kissing her again.

Casey whimpered.

Olivia bit her, her hand, sliding into the back of Casey's skirt.

"Oh God.."

Olivia's hands squeezed then pulled away.

The elevator dinged. The doors slid open, revealing the parking garage.

Olivia stepped out, pulling Casey by the hand. "..Please keep walking?"

Casey nodded and continued to walk.

Olivia smiled, her fingers, rubbing circles on the back of Casey's hand. She leaned against her car, pulling the ADA to her, nibbling on her ear.

Casey moaned. "Liv, c-cameras."

Olivia pulled away quickly. "I'll be back later, Case," she said smiling.

"Promises, promises."

Leaning out the window, Olivia kissed her cheek, "I will."

"Okay. Thanks for the flowers."

The detective smiled. "You're welcome. Have a good rest of the day," she said, pulling out from the parking garage.

Casey returned to her office.

Author's Note: What do you think? This will be a short story, probably less than 10 chapters.

Please R & R!

Liv-x-Case-Benson & CaseyBensonNovak