Disclaimer: Nope, still don't own Twilight.

I laid on the floor of my room, trying to lose myself in the beat of the music.

It was moments like this that I wished that I was still human. I missed simple things, being a vampire was so complicated.

Especially being a vampire in the Volturi.

Moments like this brought me back to happier times, times with the Cullens. Its been approximately 75 years since I had seen them. I vaguely wondered what they would think of me now.

I got up slowly from my spot on the floor. I walked over to my mirror to exam myself. Its been 75 years, and I still didn't recognize myself…

Like every other person, the vampire change had made me beautiful. A little too beautiful…

I had lustrous brown hair that hit a few inches above my waist. My features had intensified during the change. Making them defined, but still soft in a way… The most prominent feature was my eyes though. Like every other vampire in the Volturi my eyes were blood red, an utterly emotionless.

But my eyes were almost hypnotic. Mesmerizing.

I couldn't even remember the human version of myself these days. She had long ago disappeared, almost died in a way. I wasn't much like her at all anymore.

I got up and walked gracefully over to my nightstand. I wasn't clumsy anymore. I was as graceful as a dancer now, I never lost a step.

I dug though the top drawer of the nightstand and found what I was looking for quickly.

It was an old picture of me. I was standing next to an old tree, Alice and Edward by my side. I hadn't looked at this picture in a while. During my first years as a vampire, the picture would cause me days of pain and torture.

But now I only felt emptiness, all my pain had died a long time ago. Along with them.

I was taken over by my memory of them for a moment. Only a moment I promised myself, I could handle that right?

The Cullens and I had departed in the worst way possible, by death.

The Volturi were after me, and Edward, the stubborn fool, refused to change me into a vampire.

His beliefs about my soul being lost in the process wouldn't allow him to. Back then I didn't believe him, but these days I doubted my self more and more…

Edward believed that we could handle ourselves.

We would fight against the Volturi.

Edward didn't count on the fact that we would lose though.

The battle was close, we almost had a victory.

Until Jane arrived.

It was hard to believe that we had lost, we even had the wolves on our side!

But never doubt the Volturi. They always find a way to get what they want.

I didn't even get to say goodbye to my friends and family. With the battle lost I was taken away. Sure to meet death just as soon as the Cullens. They just wanted to be cruel and separate us.

I was whisked off before I could hear the screams, or see the smoke…

If I could dream, it would be nightmares of that day.

Anyways, the Volturi took me away.

I begged for them to kill me, I wanted to be with the Cullens as soon as possible.

But they wouldn't grant me my wish. Sure, they made my heart stop beating. But I was far from dead.

Aro changed me. Apparently, he couldn't bear to waste me. The transformation took the average three days. After it was done, I realized what had happened.

The beloved Cullens and the wolves were dead.

And I, Isabella Swan, was more than living.

I was a vampire.

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