Author Notes: Have no idea where this came from but it will be based on scenes from April 2-9, depending on the characters. This might be a prequel to a maybe story I am doing. There will be eight parts, one part for each eight characters; Johnny/Lulu, Spinelli/Maxie, Jason/Elizabeth, and Nikolas/Nadine. Michael does not get shot, and the truce between Corinthos-Morgan and Zacchara Family is real.
Pairing: Johnny/Lulu
Summary: Johnny wants to turn away but can't.
Disclaimer: I do not own General Hospital or its characters.
Rate: R
Category: Romance
Timeframe: April of 2008
In This Moment: JohnnyNothing had ever stood in his way before; nothing had ever brought him to knee in knees. Sure his father was not completely in his right mind but he always stood tall against him, shown no fear. Men like his father prayed on fear, the more scared you were the stronger they became. So he had put himself in a position where nothing mattered. No one could touch him, no matter how bad his moods got no matter how horrible the situation he was a stone wall. Of course that way of living brought him near insanity, but it helped him survive in a world that wanted him dead. But now that all was changing, he finally met the one thing that could break him, Lulu Spencer.
The moment he saw her he knew it would not end well, the moment he saw that look in her eyes he knew this would not be good for him. There they stood his mouth moving saying the words he knew he needed to say. The words that would protect her, the words she needed to hear because he couldn't have her in his life. Carly will always love Sonny, a part of her will always be apart of him. No matter who they were with, no matter how many years they live apart they had two children. They were connected on a level that few would know, which meant that Lulu was apart of Sonny. And if she was with him she would go up against Sonny, she would face down death to protect him. And he refused to see her suffer the fate of his mother, refused to see yet another innocent woman die because of him.
Johnny yelled, he yelled loud he needed to get away from her they were coming to close. He was too close, he could smell her perfume, could almost touch her. The moment her hands grabbed his face the moment her lips caught his was the moment he was lost. The feel of her against him, the sounds of her mingled with his was enough to kill him. Pushing her against the bar he groaned as she gasped as he lifted her off the floor. His mind was in a complete haze, all he could do was feel her, need her, and love her.
Placing her on top of the bar he pulled away slowly. Her blond hair was no longer pulled back his hand had at some pointed removed the hair piece. Moving her long curly locks out of the way he smiled at her. She was so beautiful, she had so much love inside of her and he didn't deserve that, didn't deserve this. Yet here he was about to take more from her, looking down he swallowed knowing he had to step away. As much as he loved her, as much as he wanted her, he could not have her. But he could have one last kiss, just one last taste of complete and utter perfection and bliss.
Pulling her against him roughly he groaned as she wrapped her legs around his waist lifting her self into his arms. His hands slipped underneath the blue shirt she was wearing to feel her soft smooth delicate skin. He felt her pulling him closer, needing to feel as much of him as she could. He knew that she knew that this would their last moments together. His truce with Sonny would not last as long as he wanted it too, and then she would be a target.
Johnny broke the kiss when his back hit the wall; he could hear her mumbling begging him not to stop. Looking around he could not help but laugh, he looked up to see her smile. The fire was there, the desire made her hazel eyes turn almost green. She held on to him for dear life, right now he was her lifeline, all she wanted was to be with him, to be connected to him. She was a gift, a light in his dark life, and he may hate himself in the morning but right now she was exactly what he needed.