:D Hellooo

Pretty much this story takes place three years after there final goodbyes and centres around the relationship between KanamexZeroxYuki and what happens when they meet for the first time (plus other events that i am not going to spoil)

hehe enjoy...

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Chapter One: Blood Oath.

Zero's POV.

Her memory still haunted me, each ragged breathe, and each tantalizing scent was her. Her endless chocolate brown eyes seemed to bore into mine each time I gazed unwillingly at myself and then they would slowly melt and so gradually they would change from those eyes that I loved, to the violent red of a vampire. Then those fangs would protrude from that mouth, that mouth that so many times I had dreamed of pressing my lips to…I grabbed a fistful of hair in torment, careful not to rip any out, I wasn't quite used to my new strength and my room was often littered with my own silver strands.

"Go away" I muttered infuriated, but I couldn't quite bring myself to push the image of her, brown eyed, out of my mind. It was all I had of her, those last fleeting moments when she was human, when she cradled within my reach. I felt my body shake violently and I collapsed to the floor in anguish. Her face, her smile, her eyes…they all belonged to him now. I could feel some of my hair beginning to slowly break away into my fist but I didn't care, it was nothing, nothing compared to the feeling of white hot hatred searing through my veins, nothing compared to my heart slowly ripping and shredding. I slowly ran my fingers through my hair grabbing the loose strands and tossing them somewhere. I let my eyes wander slowly around my room in disgust; it was truly a pitiful sight especially now at night time when the small rays of moonlight that filtered in from the small gab my curtain made seemed to catch on my silver locks, making them glow. I felt a lonely tear caress my cheek, she was everything I had. My whole purpose after that day was to be by her side and protect her and now she lay intertwined in his arms, his fingers slowly brushing against her cheek and his lips, so gently falling onto hers. I clenched my fists, trying vainly to contain my burning anger but it wasn't until I heard the soft snap of my fingers breaking did I stop. I let out an inaudible moan in exhaustion, I hadn't slept in days but I didn't dare close my eyes for I new only to well the nightmares that lay beneath them. For each time I slept I would see Yuki smiling and reaching out for me and then I would reach out to in a vain, desperate hope before she would disappear, it was about then that I awoke, covered in cold sweat and panting. Even though I loved her, even though each cell in my body burned in desire for her, I had no choice but to kill her. She had made her choice to be the Pure Blood Kuran Princess and therefore she was my sworn enemy, but try as I might I could never bring myself to despise her as I did Kaname. I would always love Yuki Cross but all she was now was a memory and her perfect body was the constant reminder of the demon Yuki Kuran who had devoured her. My eyes lingered on my bloody rose, I hadn't touched it in weeks, it lay there innocently as the last thing that connected me to my past and the promise I had made with her, the promise that one day I would hold this gun to her head and pull the trigger. I imagined the scared, shocked and vulnerable look in Kaname's eyes when I was about to kill his love and I felt pleasure seep through my veins, seeing that look on Kaname's face would make it all worth it but then I imagined the way Yuki's body would tremble but she wouldn't fight, the way she would tightly hold her eyes shut waiting for the moment of her own death and then her lip would quiver oh so slightly when she heard the bullet being fired and in a brief second that twisted thought washed all pleasure from my veins, so quickly I couldn't quite be sure if I had even felt it. I gasped loudly and my hands threw to my throat, I was thirsty. I felt a fire blaze in my throat and I began to cough and splutter. This would only last a minute. I had several waves of bloodlust a day but they would all quickly die down, as if someone had poured water on the fire before I had time to plan a meal.

"Z…Z…Zero?" I grimaced as the smell of warm, pounding blood slowly tainted the air with it's delicious scent. I new I wouldn't be able to resist, not now at the peak of my blood lust. But it didn't stop me from trying. The girl was small, petite with short brown hair framing her tanned face. I had seen her several times before flitting in and out of my room delivering various things but never had she addressed me. What poor timing.

"Leave…" I managed to croak through the smouldering flames but she just continued to stand there unperturbed by my cold behaviour. I felt the fire extend to my body, setting alight each minuscule atom in desire for her blood. I got up slowly, my heart pounding feverishly. I could see my own eyes, those loathsome rubies reflected in her green ones. The faint tinge of pink that had lit her cheeks began to fade and her eyes widened in astonishment, they hadn't had time to be drenched with fear yet. I grabbed a fistful of her hair and pulled her towards me, not caring about being gentle, she would be dead soon. She gave a soft cry in pain and a wave of remorse flooded through me but it didn't stop the beast inside me from slowly sinking its teeth into her neck. She gave a sharp intake of breath as my teeth broke the small layer of skin on her neck. A small trickle of blood leaked out of my mouth as I drank from her, slowly draining her body of life. I was killing her, just like all the other disgusting and foul vampires that littered this world. I drained the last drops of her blood from her body and let her collapse on my floor, her eyes wide in pain and her mouth slightly parted in her final breath. My body began to shake in horror at what I had just done. I was no better than those monsters I had sworn to kill, one by one. Repulsion came over me in waves but I was expecting this feeling, it was the feeling of utter self hatred that I used to feel every time I drank Yuki's blood, every time I caused her pain…I began to shake more violently.

"I'm sorry" I whispered, and I kept repeating it as if by saying these words a thousand times could somehow absolve the sin I had just committed or drive away the monster I had become.

Poor Zero....*sob* *sob*

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