Dreams.
That's where it all began. She never saw his face, no just flashes of skin, body parts and the occasional whisper of his voice. It haunted her to the point where she would see this every time she closed her eyes. She will never forget the way his hands felt on her hips or his lips upon hers. It sparked electricity through her body.
"We can't do this, Kathrine will be infuriated" she whispers.
"I don't care, I cannot get you out of my mind. The way you smell, the feel of your skin. I want you, I need you." he groans.
"You can't have me, you belong to her, Damon. This has to end. Tonight." she barely says as she steps away from him. "I have to go."
He looked so heart broken as she backed away. She will never forget the night she turned the love of her life away. She just couldn't handle it anymore, the sneaking around, the secrets and the threat of Kathrine looming over her head.
Kathrine. His first love, he brought her back because he thought it would be the same as before. They'd be in love and live happily ever after….we'll at least until one of them gets killed. That's how it seemed to be for the first few days, until Kathrine saw Stefan and Elena.
That's when it fell apart and where she came in. Kathrine you see, wanted both boys just like last time. Little did she realize that Stefan was far more in love with Elena than he ever was with Kathrine. Damon was broken by Kathrine's jealousy over his brother. So Damon came to her for help.
He wanted her help to keep Kathrine in line. To hex Kathrine with her powerful witch powers. Well, one thing led to another and the two of them working together some how evolved into an affection more than coworkers and friends. The more they were around each other the stronger it would get. Then one day after calming Kathrine down, he kissed her.
The kiss was far more amazing than she ever imagined, which she did often. His lips were ever so soft and urgent, yet light at the same time. It was the best feeling in the world, she was addicted to him after that. Whenever they were alone they couldn't keep their hands off of each other. Urgent kisses, stolen moments, in the beginning it was thrilling and fun.
She was falling. She was falling fast.
That was the problem, well that and Kathrine. He couldn't leave her. If he did Kathrine would kill him and she couldn't handle life without him here at all. She wouldn't be able to survive it. So she had to end it, and that's what she did two weeks ago that night in the woods. The look in his eyes broke, no shattered her heart into a million pieces.
Two whole weeks she's managed to avoid him, well outside of her dreams of course. That's the one place he's been able to get to her. She tried not to think of him and spend all of her time with her best friends Elena and Caroline. He managed to creeped into her thoughts though. So she decided she has to see him.
She has to talk to him tonight. She has to officially end this and make sure he's going to be ok without her, well its more for her to make sure she will be fine without him. She's already arranged it, they will meet in the woods. Same place as that night two weeks ago when they met and she called it off.
She's so nervous about tonight. She doesn't know how she will be able to talk to him without smothering him with kisses that she desperately misses and needs. The closer it gets the stronger the butterflies are.