I wish i could disappear

by Slow Bloomer of The Season

the title says it all.. short poem.. like uhm less than 100 words i think... this is what most people feel in this society, aside from people in anime/manga..

The truth is, this is wat i feel like whenever i've been hurt either physically at home, or or mentally at school.. if wish that i could jus disapear.. and if i could jus go away, like if life is a distant memory that can be erased by a button called "backspace" if only that's true.. but aside from that, one of the chars in G.A shares the same emotions as me in the story.. you can use your own imagination and tell me if yous know who this person is..

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I wish.. I wish i am not here...

If only.. If only i could just disappear...

Then no one could see my falling tears,

If only.. If only death, i do not fear,

Then i could rest in peace, not live for another year...

If only.. If only pain aint felt so crystal clear,

Then torture won't ever ring in my ear...

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So yeah.. thats what i feel like, and i know that; that this person in this anime feels the same, until some one that can't tell the difference b/w good and evil steps into this person's nightmare..