I lay there in a pool of my own blood as everything fell apart. I hurt him. I know I did. And... I couldn't bear it. I was his friend, but I couldn't stand hurting his. I had to leave. There was nothing for me. Not a family member, not a lover, not even my best friend. He watched in horror as I winced at the pain, and tried to help, but I pushed him away. I know he wanted to see me live, but I would just hurt him more. We both knew that I only had minutes left to live, so I gathered my fading strength and managed to whisper, "I-I'm sorry for hurting you." That face. Will forever be in my head. He cried when I told him that. I closed my eyes as I heard him scream my name. "Riku! Riku, don't leave please!" I could feel his touch, begging me not to leave him. But, it was out of my control now. I had given up. Which was the last thing I would ever think to do. As my heart slowed, I could feel him holding me to him. I could barely feel his tears dripping onto my eyelids. I sighed my last breath and fell limp in his arms. This was the end. For me. I'm sorry, Sora.
I could only watch in horror as my best friend was dying. He hurt me, yes, but I still didn't care. He was still my best friend. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I tried to help him, but all he did was push me away. Why couldn't he see that I wanted him to live? He told me that if he lived, he would only hurt me more. I still didn't care. I wanted him to be with me. He just watched me as his remaining time began to shorten. Then suddenly, he spoke. "I-I'm sorry for hurting you." He whispered. I cried harder for I knew that this was his goodbyes. He closed his eyes and I screamed at him, begging him to come back to me. "Riku! Riku please don't leave!" I cried. I shook him lightly to try to bring him back. But he wasn't coming back. I held him to me and cried harder. My tears dripped down onto his face. And then... he fell limp in my arms. I held my breath as I watched him slip away. I had lost him, and for good this time. And it was all my fault. I loved him. And I would've done anything to have him back. But I knew that wasn't possible. I had lost my love, my family,and.... my best friend. Goodbye, my Riku.