Obligatory Disclaimer: If I owned the Twilight series, I wouldn't be writing fan fiction, I'd be spending my time rolling naked in all my money. Alas, I have no money. 'Nuff said.
Until recently, he didn't play an important role in her life, at least, no more then any of her other brothers.
She has no memory in which he stands out, either.
But she can't deny the inexplicable affect his presence has on her.
She's found that the emotion he triggers isn't horrible nor is it pleasant.
Though it is powerful, incredibly powerful.
She wonders if what she's feeling is a real emotion – if it even has a name.
Because if it does, she's never heard of it.
All she knows is, every time he's near she suddenly can't decide if she wants to punch him in his stupid face or kiss his incredibly delicious-looking lips.
She's pretty sure it won't be long before she breaks down and finally does one or the other.
And, either way, she knows she'll thoroughly enjoy whatever she finally decides to do to her new Alpha.
A/N: MY FIRST BLACKWATER! YAY!
It's been a while and I thought I should post something. I need something to get me in the mood to write more stories. *shrugs*
About this particular drabble: I sometimes feel the way Leah is feeling when I'm looking at the man I love. It's a weird feeling to have. Don't get me wrong, I love him and he loves me. But we have a weird dynamic in our relationship that is (sort of) similar to Blackwater - We're both smart-asses and we can't help but get after eachother about the most ridiculous stuff. Basically we're like little kids when we're around eachother. So yeah, sometimes I can't decide if I want to kiss the crap out of him or pummel him upside his head (in a loving way, of course).
And Leah is feeling Ambivalence. Or so says wikipedia...