All the little things
By Hannio
Chapter One
Heartache
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Kari, TK, Davis, Tai or Matt in this fic, I wish I did but I don't
AUTHOR NOTE: This is my first Takari fic so you'll have to be gentle on me, isn't it typical I take ages to write anything but when I do it's loads of stories at once, anyway this is down in one person view, this chapter is Kari as is the next chapter, then it goes to TK and so forth so bare with it, I hope you enjoy it
"Kari wait up" I closed my eyes for a split second and prayed for some strength I mean don't get me wrong I love my friends and I count Davis as one of the closest I have but right now, in all this rain and gloom that reflects my current mood so well I just don't want to be surrounded by his optimism and cheer. "Hey how you doing?" he said adjusting his pace to walk by me, I hoisted my rucksack up and spared him a smile
"Fine" I replied placing a great deal of fake happiness in my voice, luckily it was Davis and although he is great and is a great leader of the Digi destined he has this way of being well… thick about other peoples feelings unlike TK, I almost gave an audible pain when the pain came.
It wasn't a physical pain but at the same time it had nothing to do with my body, that was as healthy as it ever was but my heart was a different matter, why would that be bothering me at 14 you may ask. Well the fact is that I love TK, I always have but as a brother until recently, maybe a year ago when I started seeing him in a different light, I mean take Davis for instance he is a generally nice bloke, clever in lessons though you wouldn't think it but trapped in his own world, he's good looking, tall, slim, nicely built with cinnamon coloured hair that fell messily over his head and bright chocolate coloured eyes, that shined with emotions and the fact that he's always tanned is a big bonus, but there is no connection there, even though I feel that there should be. He used to like me when all of it started but then he grew out of it and moved on, I think he has a girlfriend now but I'm not sure, he might even be dating Ken… in fact I think he is now that I think about it properly.
Anyway TK, he's something else he really is and unfortunately I'm not the only person who has noticed it. He's good looking, even extremely so, not so much as Yamato but Yamato is something else, but TK definitely gives everyone a beating, he's taller than Davis, is slimly built, has soft blond hair that falls over his forehead in a really Kawaii fashion, his skin is smooth and pale, his features were good and his eyes were gorgeous the colour of azure but it was the expression I fell in love with, his eyes looked so kind as if he had time for everyone in the world if they needed him, that and the fact he was definitely sexy also helped.
So I was all ready to tell him how I felt and that I loved him when I ran into my brother Tai and Yamato, those two are always together but then again they are boyfriends so I guess I can't blame them, that took a lot to get my head round but now I can see how perfect they are with each other, Tai knew how I felt about TK which meant Yamato did. When I told then what I was about to do they got this look on their face and glanced at each other, it was then that Tai said that they suspected that TK was dating a girl called Rhea, I searched my mind and realized who they met, Rhea Jacobs was an exchange student from America, extremely pretty with dark hair and green eyes and TK had been assigned to look after her, it was clear now that I think about it that she was smitten with him after the first glance but TK I didn't think so, I mean he talked a lot about her, how great she seemed to be but it was TK after all he thinks everyone is great.
That was last night and so here I am dreading going to school and torn between screaming or crying or perhaps both, but at the same time I wanted to see TK so badly, I wanted him to smile at me and give me the one armed hug he always did.
"Kari?" I blinked and looked at Davis
"Yeah?" I replied vacantly blinking a bit
"Did you listen to anything I just said in the past 10 minute?" I blinked again to see that we were in the school building outside the classroom, I had been so caught up in my thoughts that I hadn't even noticed it
"I'm sorry Davis I have a lot on my mind" Davis frowned and his eyes scanned me properly for the first time, I knew what he was seeing, I saw it in the mirror this morning, my light brown hair was perfect it always was but my skin was pale and I had bags under my eyes, even my light brown eyes seemed duller then usual, it was probably a natural reaction to someone who had had their heart torn out by someone who didn't even know it.
"Kari" Davis said putting a hand on my arm "Are you ok?" he queried I smiled at him
"Yep" I replied brightly, I was good at this maybe I should become an actress "I just didn't sleep very well last night" he stared a minute at me then smiled
"Ok then lets go in" I sighed he had a very innocent nature and didn't even think twice about whether anyone was lying to him, I almost laughed out loud was I envious of his outlook on life? I took a deep breath to psyche myself up, I could do this after all it was only TK. I walked into the classroom and looked around and immediately met a pair of sapphire coloured eyes.
There you go I hope you enjoyed it poor old Kari but things always have to go badly before they can get better. Please Review but no flames