Harry (fem) gets kidnapped from the train at end of her fifth year and she gets away about a month later. When she escapes, she brings with her something that would change her future. RAPE AND TORTURE WARNINGS

Disclaimer: If you recognize it, it is not mine. Will be mention of rape and torture. I won't get too detailed but if you have problems with that, be forewarned.

The Hogwarts express was attacked. No one had expected it especially following the debacle at the ministry. They should have. The death eaters had been embarrassed by a group of students after all but no one saw it coming. Everything happened so fast. Some fought but most panicked and did not know what to do.

The DA was different. They were well trained. The group of them fought hard and managed to take out a number of there attackers but it was not enough to stop the travesty that was to follow.

Harry Potter got separated when she went to protect a group of first years. While everyone was attacked, the best fighters went after her. Neville Longbottom took the crucio curse for her but was blasted back as she was completely surrounded. Though many tried, no one got there before she lost her wand and was grabbed. They did not kill her as many expected when she became wandless, instead, they grabbed her and disappeared, moments before the arrival of Aurors and Order members.

Neville pulled himself up and went to where she had gone picking up her wand. The DA all stepped forward, picking themselves up if they could, staring at the spot in absolute horror. She was gone. taken by death eaters and there was nothing any of them could do to stop it. They were too late and most of them feared that they would never see their friend again.

6 weeks later

Harry was fighting not to collapse as she got as far away from Malfoy Manor as she could. She had her arm wrapped around her stomach protectively as she went, trying to hold herself together. She had escaped, something she had not thought possible. She did not know how long she was trapped in the death eaters dungeons but she did know she'd rather die than go back. She had managed to steal one of the Malfoys brooms after escaping the house but after flying for hours she was tired and lost. She knew she couldn't keep herself in the air much longer. Finally, she saw some signs of society and landed nearly collapsing as she hit the ground. Pulling up her stolen wand she summoned the day bus and went on.

The driver looked at her in pure shock, she knew she was quite a mess, covered in blood and grime, barely managing to hold herself up. "Miss are you okay?"

"I need a hospital," She stated cringing in pain. "I don't have any money but I need Saint Mongoes."

"Take a seat, it will be a bumpy ride," he warned closing the doors quickly not knowing if whoever attacked her was nearby but he didn't want to wait and find out. Dangerous times that it was.

She took a seat and he drove even faster than normal to reach the magical hospital. "Thank you," She said getting off as she walked in the doors. She managed to get just inside the doors before a scream alerted staff and they came running towards her.

"Let me help you, HEALERS..."

"Call...call professor Dumbledore," She said as she let the women hold up her weight. "Tell him..."

"Merlin your Harry Potter," the healer said, shocked interrupting as she recognized the missing hero.

"That," Harry stated before collapsing completely unable to hold onto conciouseness any longer now that she was safe.

She woke up and immediately prepared to fight, not that she expected that she would be able to make much of a difference. She was on her feet to try to run before she realised where she was. The group of healers and medi-witches backed up quickly, they were shocked that she had the strength to jump out of the bed.

Her relief ended when she saw a familiar black haired woman. "Bellatrix," Harry said trying to find a weapon before she faltered. While the women looked something like her torturer, she was different enough that she quickly realized they were not the same person. "Miss Potter, my name is Andromeda Tonks, you know my daughter Nymphadora right," The healer in the room asked gently. It wasn't that psychotic witches voice, now that she had a better the differences were obvious. It took her a second to realize what she was saying. "Also, you might know my cousin Sirius Black. I can go if you want another healer. If I'm making you uncomfortable, I know I do look a lot like Bellatrix Lestrange."

Harry's eyes widened realizing where she was, everything was still so blurry and she struggled to focus. She was free but a part of her wasn't convinced she had truly managed to escape. "Mongoes right," She asked shaking slightly, "wait your T-t-t-tonks mom." Tonks mom, that made sense. Tonks was a Black by her mother's side as was Bellatrix.

"yes my daughter prefers that name," Andromeda stated. "Would you like a different healer?"

Harry shook her head, where Bellatrix looked crazed and dark this women looked kind and warm. They were clearly two very different people and she had said Sirius. She wanted her godfather at the moment, one of his favorite cousins was as close as she could get. The room was too crowded though. She felt like she could barely breathe. "I w-w-want everyone else gone, just you," Harry requested. There were too many people there. She did not know if she could ask that but she would try. She wanted them all gone. She didn't want a bunch of strangers knowing what had happened to her.

Andromeda nodded, "of course, everyone else will leave," She said and the others present did leave with barely a glance. After everything she had clearly been through, it was the least they could do. "I'm sorry for the fright, I do look a bit like my sister."

"You look sane, she's not," Harry said bluntly.

"Yes that is true, I Andromeda Tonks swear on my magic that I do not in any way support He who must not be named, Voldemort or the self-claimed Dark Lord, so I have sworn so mote magic dream true," she said as her magic swirled. Harry relaxed. "Is that okay."

"Thank you," Harry said gratefully. She had not had to do that but the vow was really appreciated. No one would risk lieing in a magical vow. Especially one given without being requested. She had known that Andromeda wasn't a death eater but a part of her couldn't be sure.

"I understand, I did have the displeasure of being raised with her," Andromeda stated. "Can you sit back down, your still injured. you've only been here long enough to heal your obvious injuries like the large wound on your arm and back, your broken leg and the gash to your hip. I still need to run a full scan."

Harry was hesitant but laid back on the bed. "

Andromeda could see her unease, she was still a child after all so she would do this gently. Explaining things normally made patients more comfortable with the excessive tests that would be done. "I need to run a scan that will tell me all the injuries you have suffered in the last three months, is that okay?" There was no way the women were going to go near her with a wand while she was awake after she had spent over a month and a half in a death eaters dungeon without permission. It would do more harm than good and ruin any trust she had gained with the oath.

Harry nodded letting the healer run her scan, the women clearly had to take a deep breath before getting back to work now knowing all of the injuries present. Most of Harry's injuries had clearly been healed by a professional but she could still find traces. The last of them were recent, within the last twelve hours. There however was signs of the one thing she was hoping wasn't there.

Andromeda pulled over a chair to the side of the bed and took a seat because she was in serious need of one due to the amount of magic she had just used. She also felt this talk would go better with them being on the same level. "Okay Harry, I want you to know anything said in here is between us okay?"

"It always gets out."

Andromeda cast a number of protective barriers to ensure no one could hear in, "better?"

"Check for animagi can you do that."

Andromeda did so finding it an odd request but she would do anything necessary to put her at ease, "none present. I cannot speak to anything about this as I am your healer, I cannot share what I find in an appointment except in cases of abuse or criminal investigations though in that case I need your permission and will not do anything without your okay."

"How long was I there?"

"you've been missing six weeks."

Harry cringed, "Felt like an eternity," She admitted. Six weeks was a long time but it felt even longer.

"I have no doubt," She said not even wanting to imagine the pain she must have felt. She already knew it was horrible based on the injuries the child had. She couldn't imagine going through such things herself. "Now talking about your injuries, I'll be blunt. You have had some nasty ones."

Harry gave a cold chuckle at that, "Yeah I no-noticed."

"Long term, there will be a lot of scars Harry, you were not healed in a way to prevent scars but so that you'd survive, relatively intact internally."

"They healed me w-w-while I w-w-was between torture sessions," Harry returned coldly as the memories flashed before her eyes.

Andromeda gave he a sad look, "Whatever knife was used to do the cutting was very dark, I can try in a couple years to see if the scars can be removed but dark objects like these do not allow for it normally."

Harry closed her eyes taking a shaky breath. "Bellatrix," She growled.

"FILTHY LITTLE HALFBLOOD, NOW EVERYONE WILL KNOW HOW DIRTY YOU ARE WHEN WE DELIVER YOUR BODY TO THEM," Bellatrix shrieked happily as she carved Harry's skin. Eventually, she gave in and screamed as Bellatrix cut her, leaving long trails and her skin felt like it was frying not just being cut.

"FILTH, HALFBLOOD, MUDBLOOD, BLOODTRAITOR, TRAITOR, SLUT, WHORE, DIRTY, SLAG, FREAK, USELESS, PATHETIC," Words carved into her bruised and badly beaten body. She gave up screaming at the pain. Every time she passed out they'd wake her up again to continue. the worst of it was when she carved PROPERTY OF THE DARK LORD. It was even worse than when she trailed the knife over the lightning bolt scar and down over her eye. Just knowing the words were on her made her sick.

Andromeda saw her shaking and stopped until she calmed down. "I can stop for a moment if you want."

"N-no go on."

'You have cruciotus damage, I'm afraid that the number of times you've been hit with it, you may have some slight tremors for the rest of your life but they should become less frequent as time passes. It is too late for an anti cruciotus to help at all. You have other scarring, what ...well whip marks I am guessing?"

Harry nodded, "yeah." Just the mention of it reminded her of the pain of each strike. "Not normal ones...some were different. Made of flames or sharp spikes."

Andromeda nodded. There weren't words to say for that so she continued, trying to keep professional even though she felt ill, "On your back, that scarring can be removed later on. Internal damage is minimal. I was expecting more. The main thing is...the scans showed signs of rape."

Harry's eyes closed and she bit back vile, "Yes."

This was not something she wanted to say but she knew she had to. "However they also show you being almost one month pregnant."

Harry looked at her, her eyes seemed dead, "I know," Harry said surprising her. Considering where she was and how malnourished she was, it was near impossible for her to have noticed the symptoms so early. "That's w-why there's no internal damage. k-kept it on the skin to not harm the baby. If I did miscarry they just figured that they could make another but they found that...w-well my magic protected it."

"There are options," Andromeda stated not sure what to think about that. It worried her more than everything else. Why did they want her to have a baby? "Muggle abortion is not a viable option for magical people because a person's magic will in most cases protect the baby. As your magic probably did since this sort of stress should have caused a miscarriage but the baby is strong and healthy though you are drastically underweight. There are potions but most are ineffective after the first month. There are also spells but they are classified dark and can be deadly to you as well or damage you internally so you may not be able to bare children in the future. The lighter spells are often ineffective and if the baby survived the cruciotus curse I doubt they will be effective."

"They...they used a potion, one they said was a f-fertility potion that st-strengthens and protects the pregnancy," Harry stated. she knew every word, they weren't shy about explaining to her in detail what they were going to do. "It was dark I think but from what they said it would make sure that the baby is carried to term."

"There are a number of options that could be but most fertility potions are used to help prevent miscarriages and so they protect the fetus from many abortion options if you want to go that way. I would think about it but I don't think that is a likely option for you Harry. I'm sorry. It is not fair that you have to go through this and have a very strong reminder. I was a healer in the last war and I found that was some of the hardest things many people went through."

Harry nodded, "I don't really know what I think yet. Its...well it's not the babies fault but I'm only fifteen and I don't know if I can be a m-mom. I won't give it up. I grew up an orphan and I don't want someone else raising my child. I don't know what to do, I guess it doesn't feel real yet. I've known for a month I was pregnant but I couldn't really think about it. I just wanted to escape."

Andromeda nodded, "Because there are few signs of torture since your last healing session, all injuries occurred around the same time, my guess is during your escape, you should be able to leave soon. I will guess sooner then I would like however since you will be going to your godfathers I am sure I can likely keep an eye on you on the coming days."

Harry nodded accepting her statements, "I'm surprised Dumbledores not here."

"Once these doors close, there is a spell that sets up a do not disturb ward system, for more private exams, they've been knocking on it since about five minutes after your arrival. Only the people inside the room can release it. Before I let them in, we do need to talk about the baby."

Harry cringed her arms going around her stomach. "I don't...I don't want anyone knowing."

That was not an unusual reaction to pregnancies caused by rape. "I can just tell the Aurors you were tortured, they will need to question you but I am sure Albus or Sirius will pull strings to have the auror be someone you trust. You won't be able to hide it for long. We can get you in touch with another healer if you would rather however you will need constant supervision because you were put under the cruciotus while pregnant. That is very dangerous for both you and the baby."

Harry nodded biting on her lower lip. "Will...will you," she asked. "I'd rather...I'd rather it not...I'd rather not have more people then have to know to find out right now. I just need time and at least I know your not a death eater."

"Of course," Andromeda stated. "Are you ready to see anyone?"

Harry shook her head, "No but let them in."

"If you want to rest first?" She'd be damned if those nosy buggers upset her patient. Not after everything she had been through.

"Not here," Harry said, "I can't rest here. I can rest at Sirius's but not here."

Andromeda accepted her response and went to the door. As soon as she opened it, she had to stop everyone from bursting in. There were dozens who were demanding entrance. "Sirius and Remus only," she decided. "I will not have her being overwhelmed. Sirius is her godfather and we all know Remus is the one who keeps him calm. For now, everyone else is banned from this room."

"Andromeda my dear," Dumbledore said patronizingly.

"Don't my dear me," Andromeda growled refusing to put up with his nonsense. He may be important to others but her patient was what mattered at the moment and she did not need to put up with his badgering. "She has just been healed, she has just gotten herself out of that hell hole and you will not be making things more difficult and I will not have her overwhelmed, if you try I will toss you out of this hospital on your arse don't think I won't. Nymphadora that includes you."

"Can I please see her now," Sirius demanded not caring about everyone else. He needed to see his god child. He never thought he would see her again and wouldn't believe she was alive unless he could see her. Harry looked out from behind Andromeda, to the crowd before quickly returning to the bed shaking slightly. "Please Andy, I need to see that she's okay."

"Do not stress her out do you understand me," Andromeda demanded.

"Yes Mame," Sirius said quickly as he and Remus were allowed in. She was sitting on the bed nervously when they got inside and both looked at her shocked unable to believe she was really there, that she was alive. "Puppy," he whispered.

He went to the bed and went to hug her but Andromeda stopped him in his tracks. "Shes newly healed do not touch her unless you are careful and she okays it."

Harry looked to the women as Sirius pouted slightly, "I like her," Harry decided impressed not sure what else to say but she truly did like the healer who actually seemed intent on protecting her, even from her godfather and the headmaster. "I really like her."

"Shes was always terrifying," Sirius stated, "Now she's a healer added on. Merlin Puppy I am so glad to see you baby girl. I am so sorry I couldn't find you. I am so sorry Harry. I failed you again. I am so sorry."

He looked near tears and Harry had never seen him that bad. She jumped out of the bed and ran into his arms and he hugged her careful not to hurt her. He held her and it hit her now that she was in his arms that she was safe. She was finally safe. "I got you," Sirius promised. "I got you, Harry, your safe now and I swear everyone that hurt you will pay."

She didn't say anything, she just let him hold her. Andromeda interrupted his quiet promises that were being repeated over and over as he held her. "Sirius if you're going to stay with her in your arms shes about ready to collapse again, take her to the bed," Andromeda warned.

Sirius let her go slightly sitting on the bed making sure he still had a grip on her hand. After only a short time of them being there, she passed out exhaustedly her head on his leg and he ran his hands down her hair comfortingly. He gasped lightly seeing the scar over her face as her hair fell away as she laid down. A long scar from the end of the lightning bolt down the side of her face. "How...how bad," He asked looking to Andromeda. "How bad was she injured?"

"I cannot tell you anything," Andromeda stated. "She's 15 now. Unless she okays her medical records I can't talk." Sirius nodded but didn't look happy about it. Andromeda chose to continue, however, "but she was with Death eaters for six weeks Sirius. We all know what they are like."

Sirius took a shaky breath barely hanging onto his anger. "Sirius they will pay," Remus promised. "Everyone involved."

"It took them days to break people into something unrecognizable in the last war," Sirius stated remembering the horrors they had seen as Aurors and order members, the people they had lost. "Shes twitching, I can feel her twitching meaning cruciotus damage. She's a little girl. Shes only 15 years old Remus. She has already been through more than anyone her age ought to have. Now this...how the hell can anyone hurt a child."

Her rest quickly turned unpeaceful as she started trembling and whimpering in her sleep. "Shh Harry I got you," Sirius said gently as she calmed down under his coaxing. "Andy, when can I take her out of here."

"She made it clear she won't rest well here and I don't blame her," Andy stated. "If you allow me there to check on her before and after every one of my shifts and contact me with anything there is nothing else I can do for her here."

"Tonks will take her statement though everyone pretty much knows what happened, all they now need is names and what happened while she was their," Remus stated. "They can take it at the place."

"Fine, then you can take her out in the morning," Andy stated, "Since its already eight at night, the morning would be best. I will release her at 8 if there are no complications."

Sirius nodded gratefully. "I'm staying," he said knowing that on most occasions, overnight visitors were not allowed. "I'm not leaving her. I've done that too much. I'm free now, no one can stop me from staying with her."

"I wouldn't dream of it," Andromeda said. "I also recommend guards in case they come back for her." She could not say that that was a large fear of hers. She was pregnant with a death eater spawn and they knew about it. It is likely they will come back for her and she was in no state to defend herself.