Summary :
Harry potter, the savior who faced the betrayal from all of his friends and family. He was given a chance by Death to re-do everything as a girl named Emily Dawson. Time Travel! Fem!Harry MOD!Harry
"love can conquers everything."
Pairing/s : Not decided yet
Disclaimer : Of course i do not own any of the Harry Potter characters, except the OC in my story. It's belongs to J.K Rowling.
Warning : None
Speech :
"I love you" Normal talking
'I love you' Thinking/telepathic
"I love you" Parseltongue
Prologue
He was left alone in the darkness. There was no light or even an air to breath. Why was that? Because he didn't need to breath anymore. This emptiness is what we "human" call the world after death. To be honest, there were no such as a giant red gate, scary uncle that wore all black robes with big scythe with him, or even heaven and hell here. to be exact, there was nothing here.
My name is Harry Potter, and as many of you maybe already had guess, yes i died. It was an intense battle with the whole bunch of death eaters came after me, yes me alone. They were not the normal type death eater that you normally saw in the raid in Hogsmeade, some of them were in the inner circle and held quite high position. I didn't have time to count them one by one, there were 20-30 of them i think.
The last thing that i could remember was a bright green shiny light that came from right side of me. I could saw a glimpse flaws of blond hair, and somehow it was the Malfoys who came first into my mind and as the result i hold my grudge against them. Funny huh, grudge? How can i even fulfill my revenge in this state? Pathetic.
Not just to the Malfoys alone, Voldemort who was the reason of my parents death, the death eaters that always chasing my ass off, Dumble-doors that sacrificing my life for the greater goods and even my school mates who betrayed me.
drip drip
It was the sound that i heard as soon as i got back my consciousness. Suddenly, a drop of water drip on my closed eyelids that scare me to death even its very ironic indeed. Not bothering to wait longer to see the world that i land into, slowly tried to open my eyes.
It was all black, pitch black to be exact. I cannot see a single creatures or even dust anywhere around me, thats how dark it was. I cannot help but letting out a horrible sound of shriek, after the clearing throat sound that i heard like few centimeters behind my back. In a split of second, i already have my self turned around to face the devil, paranoid sensation and adrenaline rush came to me for not opening my back to some stranger in this kind of pitch black room.
"Who are you?" I cannot help myself but to ask.
"Calm down and ease your mind young one, i'm here to protect you not to hurt you" Said the figure that now stand right in front of me.
As soon as he spoke, a bright blue light suddenly envelope him and shine around him. I can make a figure on how does he look now. He was a middle age man, looks like in his early 30's. He has a long silk like silver hair that falls until his middle back. He stood up straight around 180cm of height and wearing some kind of similar to wizard robes but its longer and the color is white decorated with simmering of gold. He wore calm and welcoming expression on his face, soft and gentle smile from his pink full lips makes me feel secured and calmed my nerves for a little bit.
"Welcome young one, my name is Hades, but you humans usually referred me as Death" Said the man that introduced himself as Death.
"D-death? s-so it m-means that i already d-dead?" I cannot help but horrified and want to laugh at the same time. What happened to the scary man that wore all black and carrying scythe?
"Hmm you can put it that way, but let me ask you something young one, do you remember anything from before?" Asked Death.
I forced my frozen numb mind to recalled what exactly happened to me before, and before i know all the memories seems flooding my whole brain. First couple memories resulting into some light headache and migraine, but i did not stop there which led me to the worst headache ever in my life. Cupboard, Hogwarts, Death Eaters attack, headmaster, Voldemort, Malfoys, all of them came to me at once. I screamed and got into my knees while holding on my head. It was not like any other experience, it was like your head got punch, crush and run over by a knight bus while you are in cruciatus at the bloody same time. All of my memories came through me at the same time but i realized that some of the memories was not my own. It was not mine, but deep down i know that i was me in the picture. It was me who smile and giggling in the picture. It was me who has a long silk hair in the picture. It was me as a girl.
"W-what is this?!" I said panicking.
"I'm sorry that you had to experienced the pain young one, but this is the only way to regain your previous memories"
"My memories? The girl you mean?"
"That is correct young one. The truth is, the girl in your memories is actually you Harry. She was you before you got reincarnated into this body of yours that called Harry Potter. She was you as Emily Dawson."
"B-but i-its impossible!" I said in a loud voice, louder that what i intended.
"Will you hear my tale young one? but if you agree, please promise me to not cut me in the middle of the story." It was like my mind cannot keep up with the whole things that going on, i just can barely feel my heads going up and down. Nodding as affirmation.
"Good, first of all i will tell you that the world around us is not as simple as what we normally think. I untrusted you with this once in a life chance in order to change everything, but its depend on you and on what is your decision. As you are the master of the three hollow, i can send you go back in time to reverse everything and to prevent this apocalypse from happening. I'm going to send you back in the body of Emily Dawson, which is your previous life because its easier for you to merge because you two have the same soul core. Do you accept my offer Harry Potter?"
"So in a simple manner, i can go back and redo the past as a girl is it?"
Death nodding his head as a confirmation of Harry's answer.
"But will i able to go back or will i take over her body for forever? Is there any price for such a huge things like time travel?" asked Harry suspiciously.
"I'm really glad that you asked Harry" said Death as he walk toward where Harry is. He then moved closer and pulled Harry's chin up with his gentle fingers. He looks into Harry's in such a manner, like when he looked into someone's soul. "Even thought you have a pure soul and you are doing this with good intention of saving and protecting people who dear to you, i cannot let go off this for nothing. There must be consequences and sacrifice for everything, right?" He looks into Harry eyes with a very sad eyes, which reflecting the tiredness, loneliness, and even logging for companionship. "With this huge favor, i cannot help but to take a huge things in return my master. In return for this chance of getting back to the past, i will take your ability to love in return."
"My ability to love? Does it means i will be some heartless girl?"
"No, not that kind of love young one. The kind of love that i will take away from you is your love for your partner/lover. You cannot say the word 'i love you' to anyone"
"And if i break it?"
"It's actually also answering your question before on how do you get back, if you say word 'i love you' to the person that you held dear the most, you will immediately transported back to here. stay here for the eternity. Do you still have question?"
"Well about this 'i love you" things, doest it means i will meet someone that i will love?"
"Again young one, its depend on your decision. I will not let Fate and Destiny interfere any longer, this chances of life that i will give to you will all depend on you only."
Suddenly, Harry's body started to glow and dissolved into pieces. Harry understand that the time has finally came, picking him up to the next adventures. For the last time, he divert his gaze to the silver hair man called Death.
"Well we meet again?" He wondered.
"I can promise you that we will meet again young one. I will always by your side anytime you need, so no need to worry and just leave all of your burden behind" He said as he slowly let go of my chin and step away from my glowing body.
I'm not sure if he still can heard me, but i cannot help but showing how grateful i am for this chances. I don't know if he saw the tears falling down into my cheeks but i just hope he will hear my last word. "Thank you."
As the light started to fade off, the silver hair man seems motionless stand at his place. his empty and lonely eyes seems shimmered with unshaded tears. "Your welcome."
Author Notes
Hi folks! i hope you enjoyed my story. this is the first story that i wrote under this pen name and also its my first english fanfic. please tell me what do you think :) i always welcome advice, comment or critics. please excuse me for my grammar, typo or inaccurate information. please keep supporting me and i will see you guys on the next update~ Ren.