Lord Have Mercy
By Forgotten Sunrise
AN: This is my first published fanfic outside of the AF fandom. Yah me!! I thought it was going to be Harry Potter, but my muse pulled me towards writing this. It's a sexy sinful series of vignettes written about the horribly twist relationships between Bella, Edward, Jacob and Ness. I hope your naughty side enjoys!
Chapter 1: Eternal Sleep.
I now understand the problem with teenage love. Teenage love isn't 'love' at all. It's infatuation, that's all. It comes just as easily as it goes. But of course, as a teenager I didn't have that kind of insight. I understand it only too clearly now however. It's a little too late though.
Oh how I long to sleep at times. To sleep and to never wake again. To stay inside my own little world for weeks on end; to be alone with my soul in silent peace.
It will never happen.
Instead I am damned for the opposite. Today, like all other days, is one in the same. The longest day of my life; the last day of my life. My day ends when the sun sets on eternity.
Damn it all the hell.
Don't get me wrong. My life is wonderful by most standards. I have an adoring husband who loves me to no end, a big, hospitable family, my youth and money out the ying-yang. But lately, that hasn't been enough.
Edward warned me over two hundred years ago about this; he told me that it would be better for me to just grow old and let my life take a natural course.
I was foolish and naïve, but what could I say? I was only eighteen at the time. And really, my fate was sealed the moment I said 'I do'.
Jake was right.
I should have ran.
Ran far, far away and never looked back.
But there is no point in dwelling in the past. I got pregnant with my little Nessie and that was the end of my life.
I should have died, but I didn't. And now I live just to be the bane of everyone existents. Not like they know it though. Yet.
I looked up at the red numbers that seemed to be floating in the black air.
2:15 it tells me. Nessie will be returning home soon.
She says that she was just going to go to the high school dance, grab a bite to eat, then come back home, but I know she's lying. We all do. She is just as bad as lying as I was when I was human.
I'm not angry at her anymore though. A part of me wants to run up to her, hug her tight and thank her a hundred times over for re-opening a door I stupidly closed two hundred years ago. Her shameful shenanigans gave birth to a flame I douse. And now I'm selfishly having my cake and eating it too. Literally.
The red digital numbers are now telling me that its 2:45. Damn me and my vampire mind for wondering again. Nessie wouldn't risk exposure to her husband by coming home too late. Poor thing doesn't realize that he ready knows though. Shame, really.
My oh my, what a looker he his is too! Renesemee really didn't understand what she has…Again, the major flaw of teenage romance.
I slowly reach out with my pale hand and run a smooth finger over the sizzling hot skin of his jaw. I know my chilled touch is enough to wake him form the heaviest of sleeps, but I also know that my Jacob likes to play. So be it then. I can feel the smirk play across my face as I trace my finger tips lower to the base of his beautiful neck- the place I long to bit him at. I understand now how hard it must have been for my poor dear husband back when I was human.
He continues to fake sleep.
My hands travel lower still, circling his collarbone and tracing every toned muscle in his chest.
My topaz eyes flicker up to look at his face, but he gives away nothing but peaceful sleep.
He plays the game well. A little too well…
I soon realize what he's playing for.
The bastard!
I dance my fingers down his gorgeous chest, down his wickedly smooth abdomen and lightly bush them across his bones that pulled at his skin at his hips.
His breathing caught in this throat. I knew I was winning.
I slowly began to play at the elastic band of his boxers that clung low on his waist, pulling it lower.
He was getting aroused. I could feel him harden up against my forearm. But he refused to utter a word or open a blasted eye until he knew he was going to get what he wanted. Honestly, he was acting like a child. But I didn't mind in the slightest.
I pulled the band to his boxers low to his thighs, exposing his wonderfully delicious manhood.
It was a feast fit for a queen.
I greedily stroked his burning member with my cold hand, paying special attention to the tip. His dark eyes fluttered open. Finally.
"Don't tease me Bells," He whined as if asking me for five more minutes of sleep.
"I don't see why I shouldn't. You tease me all the time." And it was true. But that's just what my Jake did. That and fuck me senseless time to time.
He mustered up his best puppy dog look and I couldn't deny him.
I pulled my hair back and bent over to give the tip of his dick a chilling, feathery light kiss.
I knew the sensation would drive him mad. He was writhing beneath me. He needed release tonight. But what's more, he needed me.
He genteelly grabbed hold of my hair, and encouraged me to take him fully into my mouth. If time wasn't so important, I would tease him more, but since we had to leave soon…
I opened my mouth and, very carefully, I started sucking him off.
I could never understand why Rose hated his smell. To me he smelled of musk and salty sweat and spice and blood. Oh it was a yummy combo! I had to concentrate very hard not to bite his penis off. But I have often fantasized about it. in a sick vampire way, it never failed to get me wet…
Jacob was in heaven for all that I knew. He pulled on my hair slightly and screamed my name into the dark as his hips began to buck against my face.
Faster, faster.
He was gripping my head now, forcing his bulging dick up into my mouth. The urgency of his thrust might have killed a human girl, but I was strong and I didn't get sore easily.
He continued to pound into my cool mouth for a minute or two longer and then, he released.
He held my face to his cock as he empty himself into me, then fell back to the bed, relaxed and in total ecstasy.
I greedily drank up all of his creamy cum; I didn't let a drop of it go to waste. His cum was ten times better than blood. And that was saying something. His cum always seemed to extinguish the fire that burned in the back of my throat.
I pulled myself off his penis and grinned wickedly at him.
"How was that?"
He gave me that trade mark smile of his. That trade mark smile that had been melting my heart for centuries now. That trade mark smile that only my Jacob could produce.
"Amazing, Bells" He panted between a heavy breath. "I think it's high time I return the favor though." He pulled me in close and kissed me sweetly on my hard cold lips as his hand began to play at my night gown.
I desperately wanted him to take it off.
I desperately wanted him to fill me up with his length.
I desperately wanted him to make love to me.
But time wasn't on our side.
"Jake, we can't. It's almost three in the morning. We have to get back to our homes."
He pouted, but he knew just as well as I did that it was time to go.
I didn't want him to go though.
We held on to each other for what seemed like forever.
And I found myself wishing for eternal sleep, so that I could wish for this to be a dream.
So that I could wish that this dream would last forever.
AN: Did you like? Please let me know! *smiles manicly*