Hello, all you Durarara fans! This is my first Durarara fic, so no flames! They will be used to scare off Trollz. (except for Izaya of course)
Now on with the warnings, disclamer, and shit like that.

WARNING This story contains YAOI so if you do not approve of sexy gay lurv, cussing, angst and self harm, LEAVE NOW. :|

DISCLAIMER I do NOT own ANYTHING exept a random girl for the plot bunnies in a latter chapter so you can't sue me! D

NOTES:This is Shizaya, Izuo-What ever flouts your fuckin' boat.
In this chapter/prologue thing Izaya's in his office angsting and what not, but the rest of the story (except the last chapter) are flash backs from high school.
This fic was inspired by this video on YouTube - http:youtube .com/watch?v= NLrenmrdzCs&feature=re lated (remove the spaces) the songs name is kimi no shiranai monogatari.


'How many years has it been since I first met you? Since I first felt like my heart was about to explode? Since I first felt those incisive butterflies in my stomach?'

These were the thoughts running though a one Orihara Izaya's head as he sat in his office, staring down at his own hands. He had been this way for hours, with just a blank impassive look. Glancing up at digital clock beside him that flashed 3:47AM, he sighed. "I'm going to bed." The information broker said, even though he knew no one would hear. Hell, he could scream bloody murder not a soul would hear, or at least, no one would come.

Changing in to a large night shirt and shorts, he paused, glancing at the horizontal scars running down his arms. He slowly started to trace the horrible imperfections covering the flesh, as if it would magicly erase them. His imperfections, his regrets. The brunette sighed yet again, 'Why am I thinking about THAT now? I'm The Great Orihara Izaya, not some pathetic fool stuck in the past suckin' on sweet nostalgia!' He thought climbing into his plush king, attempting to sleep. Key word: attempting. He found himself staring at the ceiling, yet again lost in thoughts before stating,

"I guess we all have our little moments of stupidity,...don't we, Shizu-Chan?"

'How many years has it been since I first fell in love?'


Yeah, it's shorter than Edward Elric, but-*gets attacked by Ed* "WHO ARE YOU CALLIN SO SMALL HE COULD LIVE IN A THIMBLE!"\(>Д<*)/
Me:...You? Any way it's just a prologue so that's why it's so midgety. Now then, I must leave before Ed drops an F-bomb on me.
Ja~

BTW, Shizuo is not in the bed with him, Izaya's just...talking to himself.-.-;