I dunno I'm really sleepy right now I don't own anything really…yeah

Blood stains my hands again

My body is drowning in tears I cannot cry

My heart is bursting from the emotions I'm holding back

How I want to feel the things that others do

How I wish I wasn't a monster

Why am I constantly alone?

Why is it so painful to remember?

All those things he said all those lies

He is long dead but I'll never forget his last words

His words of hatred before I took his life

Before he confirmed my label as a monster

Made me a murderer

I cared so much back then

I know now caring was a mistake

It was a mistake to trust anyone

But now I wish I had that naivety

I wish I could cry

And no longer stain my hands with unnecessary blood

Yeah that's it…..review please