This is the last thing I will be posting... I have lost all desire to write anymore. I love to write but i can't come to grips with what I write . However I started a story and you are all inclined to know the ending. I love all the feedback I've gotten and the support and I thank you all I have no idea if ill ever return to this.
When I started writing my fanfics o had heard stories of how...intimate and weird they could be. I personally do not care what people like so long as they don't hurt others. That being said I had this strange desire to watch the Care Bears, at this point it was two or three years ago. I was very inspired by the teen care bear series and even stole from it a little not maliciously but rather to help my story a bit. My OC are free for anyone to use. I still state I own nothing relating to the original and addition American greeting care bear characters.
Moving on I left on a cliff hanger and I feel as though my story got derailed along the way let me clarify. The character of Nathan represented myself the school was my school (Names were changed) and the story was a dark time in my life I was depressed, lonely and overall disinterested in everything. That was before my personal renaissance and this site helped a lot. I reached out to people I never talked to and started having fun. And I was a writing machine. Little do most of you know I wrote 20 chapters in a night that I never published because they were not going anywhere. However after my first story was done I went all in on my second one I wanted to write more seriously despite the subject and content...I hate that story to this day. I let it all out all my childish dreams and fantasies what I felt how I felt my internal struggle. However when it was done I was happy three and four something was wrong...I felt distant I felt as though it wasn't from the heart any more and that's because it wasn't I was writing to write to try and get famous in this site i wrote about other shows till I had four stories at once till I got to the point wherein didn't write for any of them...
Now, now I haven't written in months or thought about this for months.I had two people request stories and i had ideas I knew what I wanted to do for them...but I lost all motivation.
They know who they are but so as to let them know I'm not lying ill summarize:
1st: this was going to be the next installment in my series based off of puff the magic dragon in the land of the living lies I was going to have the three cubs Hugs Tugs and dreams bear travel to na land run by living lies and then I was going to have Tugs betray Dreams bear because he was jealous then fill the story in.
2nd:not related story: Loyalties Estranged was going to be it's title essentially the character Loyal hear was hurt by Proud Heart when she yells at him for ruining her garden (requester idea not mine but I like it). I even started writing it but I lost all interest.
The two deserve better they deserve to have their stories heard and I wish I could have been that voice but I caved under myself.
How my care bear saga ends...
Dreams bear was my focus I like to use him as my main character he was supposed to grow up to marry another of character. Tenderheart not yet revealed daughter was to fall In love with Brave Heart's not yet assistant son against their wishes (a Romeo and Juliet) why they disapprove typically dominance thing. As per where our story left off the bears are forced to scatter on Earth and guerrilla fight No Heart and the turned Innocent Heart she was going to fall back in love with Brave Heart be united with the bears and break No hearts forces but like I said I lost interest. I may just write a final chapter and loving heartfelt goodbye to this site to my stories. All my stories will stay up and be for all to view. Please please don't think I hate anyone or that I think you all are weird. You all love something and I do too but it's just too much for me any questions pm me.