Disclaimer: I own nothing but the ideas. (...and Dee. Dee is mine!)
Note: I'm not recopying that on any other chapters. Just know that I do not own anything, 'kay?
"You're unneeded!"
I know.
"You don't belong here!"
I know.
"No one wants you here!"
I know.
"You should just disappear, you demon!"
I know.
I know, alright? I know. I don't belong here. I don't belong anywhere.
I walked onwards, onwards, resisting the urge to look back. I was tired, hungry, wet, cold, and miserable. The sudden downpour wasn't helping me very much, but at the very least, no one would know the difference between the cool rain and the warm tears streaming down my face.
I trudged onwards, one step after another. I wanted so badly to look back, so badly to run back, so badly to return. But no. I wouldn't. I wouldn't muster enough courage up to return to that place. I wouldn't be able to muster enough spirit to heal the wounds inflicted upon my heart every time they said those words.
I wanted so badly to disappear. Maybe...Maybe everyone would be better off if I had never been born, had never existed.
So this is how I'll disappear, I thought. I'll run away.
I'll run far. I'll run to a place they can't hurt me.
I'll run to where I'm needed.
I'll run to the warmth of a true family.
I'll run to a place where people won't curse my very being, where having been born isn't a sin.
But for the moment, I'd settle for this, the cold company of the rain, as I long for the warm feeling of home...
I can't ever seem to finish any story. Let's hope I get somewhere with this one.
*Crosses fingers*