[A/N: Okay so this is my first crossover fic and I need as much feed back as physically possible! no flames please they burn my fingers and my soul... There isn't much romance at first but it'll probably get more and more as the story progresses. Alright? Sound good? Ok so now let the fic begin!!!]

Disclaimer: I do not own Godchild, Lovless, or the song Bad Romance ( that will make sense later) no matter how many letters I write to the authors or Lady Gaga...

Can You Heal Me?

Chapter 1: Persuasion

"Absolutely not"

"Soubi, you know I'm right."

"No Kio! You're not right! There are so many reasons as to why you are not right it's crazy!"

"Soubi calm down--"

"NO! Do you know what Seimei will do--"
"Not if you don't tell him! Soubi I'll keep him away from you, I promise!"

"The answer is still no. You know what he can do Kio and I seriously doubt you could stop him"

"…"

"Look just give it up Kio"

"Will you at least think about it?"

"…I will"

"Okay it-it can't hurt by thinking about it right?"

"Yeah I guess…well good-bye then"

I then stood up and walked briskly out of the door while maintaining the little dignity I had left. I walked to my car with the same air of pride I was using to leave and got into my little Honda that Seimei bought me last year. As soon as the door closed behind me the crying started.

"Can he really help me? S-Should I really try this? Maybe I shouldn't have said no, no I made the right choice! But it's the only help I could be getting! AHH what the hell is wrong with me?!" I screamed in my head.

"Why me…"

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"Be back by 10" Seimei stated without even looking up at me from the television. He gives me the orders and I follow…

"I will." I answer obediently.

"Like a fucking dog to his master…" I thought bitterly.

"…Why are you still here? You said you wanted to go so leave." Seimei snarled with a self-satisfied smirk on his face. He knew I was waiting for him to say something. He just likes to make a fool out of me. Like always. As I turned and walked out the door I heard him mumble "Dumbass…" Just loud enough for me to hear. I knew by now not to confront him about such verbal insults for when I rebel pain comes. Lots and lots of pain.

I grabbed my coat, keys and headed to my car. As I pulled out of the small driveway, I saw Seimei's figure outlined in the living room window. Watching me. Making sure I went in the right direction, to the right house and not to the police like I attempted to before. That horrible, horrible attempt. I shuddered at the memory, my scars from the day seemed to tingle in recognition. My eyes still remained on the road despite the chilling memory. It wasn't a long drive but not a trip that I would like to take by foot. By now I could probably drive to this destination with my eyes closed. I was surprised that Seimei had let me go to Kio's house today. He doesn't really like me to go anywhere. The greedy bastard just keeps me to himself the majority of the time. To slowly destroy me without anyone knowing but he couldn't keep the things he did to me a secret forever. There was one person who knew, who possibly knew from day one. One person who was always my friend and always there to be my safe haven. Kio. My best friend for basically all of my life. He was there even before Seimei. Before…

Those joyous days…

I shook my head clear of those thoughts, knowing that those days were long gone.

But it was still nice to remember every now and again. I pulled into the driveway of Kio's and went to knock on the door. The muffled sound of feet running to the door signaled Kio's upcoming greeting. As soon as the footsteps ended the door flung open to reveal a familiar happy looking face.

"Sou-chan!" He cried out cheerfully.

"Hey Kio" I greeted back with a smirk on my face.

"I'm so happy Seimei-san let you come!" Kio exclaimed as I followed him inside.

"Me too, it's good to see you again." I said with a genuine smile this time.

I think I spotted a slight blush creep into his face. I could have been mistaken though.

"So what did you want to talk about Kio?" I asked. "On the phone you sounded a little vague"

The look of anxiety on Kio's face immediately made me feel worried.

"Well…uh…there's something I want to ask you…"

Kio muttered out.

"What?" The caution in my head was steadily rising.

"Well…you see I…uh…I met this guy-well I saw this Ad actually about the guy and it said-well the Ad that is- it said…not said Ad's can't tal-"

"Just. Say. It." I said with a glare.

Kio whimpered slightly at the menacing interruption.

"O-Okay…So the Ad said that this guy called Jizabel Israeli is this renowned doctor that specifically works with abusive relationship cases. He's a regular medical doctor and a therapist! Isn't that interesting? Apparently he gives you a physical check-up to see if you've been physically abused and then he talks to you like a therapist to see if you've been mentally abused as well. He just flew in from--"

"Why the hell should I care about this Jizabel guy?" I asked already knowing the answer. This time Kio waited a little bit longer to answer.

"I-I want you to see him Soubi… You and I both know you could use the help and the first two weeks is a free trial period so--"

"Absolutely not"

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I pulled a cigarette out of my front pocket once I managed to stop crying. I closed my eyes to just rest a little bit as the smoke swirled and dissolved around me.

"Should I do it? Don't be stupid! Seimei will catch me for sure…but Kio said he'd look out for me I mean he did protect me from him after the police incident… He's still too weak against Seimei if it ever came to a fight between those two and if anything ever happened to Kio…" I thought as I leaned back in my seat, the tears gathering behind my eyes again.

"What do I do? What do I do?!" I yelled to myself angrily. My self-directed anger was interrupted by the ringtone that meant Seimei was calling. Ironically the song assigned was Bad Romance by Lady Gaga. [a/n: I know I know bad romance for those two I am that corny ok now on with the fic! Text in italics is Seimei btw]

"Hello?"

"Where are you?"

"I-I'm still at Kio's"

"Stop stuttering you moron. Hurry the hell up I'm getting bored"

"Sure I'll leave right now"

"Good. Oh and Soubi don't forget you belong to me and only me. Make sure that Kio doesn't give you any dumbass ideas"

"Y-Yes Seimei-san" I suddenly felt a twinge of fear upon realizing I just stuttered but thankfully Seimei had already hung up. I let out a held in sigh and turned the car on. Before I could even pull out of the driveway however, I heard a knock on my window.

"Sou-chan!" Kio called out.

With a surprised look on my face, I rolled the window down.

"What is it Kio?"

"I was just thinking…w-will you go if I go to some of the meetings with you would you go?" He asked nervously.

"I'm still thinking about it Kio, just give me some time"

"Alright but…what are you afraid of besides Seimei if you go?"

"Well…I guess I'm just worried about what will happen like if it'll work or not…whether this guy is for real just not using me to get his PhD or something. I'm afraid that even with his help nothing will change or that he's lying to me." I confessed. It was true though I was afraid of those things.

"Why would he do that?"

"There are some pretty screwed up people in this world Kio. The sick bastards that just…enjoy other people's pain for some reason. I know that more than anyone…" I said without thinking. "I mean uh p-people are just weird like that"

Kio tried to keep back his anger and sadness from showing but I could read his face better than anyone.

"…Please go" he whispered softly. The look of pleading shone brightly through his gray eyes even through his big glasses.

"G-good-bye Kio" I managed to say while pulling my eyes away.

"Wait Soubi! Promise me you'll have a decision by the end of the week!" He called out as I slowly backed out.

"I-I will, promise!" I called back out of the window.

I could still make out the look of pleading in his eyes even in my rearview mirror as I drove away. Now on the road back 'home', I thought about what Kio had said.

"Maybe I should do it…"

The familiar looking road and houses soon began to capture my eyes as I got closer and closer to my house. As I pulled into the driveway I quickly glanced at the little automatic clock on the dashboard.

10:15

Quickly pulling out my phone, I double checked that clock to see if the time was really what it was.

It was still 10:15 now 10:16.

"It's 10:16!!! Oh no Seimei said that I had to be back by 10:00! Shit I am such an idiot!!" I thought in a rush as I hopped out of my car and ran up the few steps leading to the door. My breath was coming out in short puffs as anxiety set in. I can't even properly focus on simply putting the keys in the lock! When they fell, I knew I had been caught.

"He'll know I didn't head straight home after we hung up! Oh no…"

The door opened with a creak.

I was still kneeling down to pick up my keys but I already knew who it was.

"What the hell are you doing?" He snarled.

I held back the scared whimper that was sure to come from the sudden question.

"I-I dropped my keys" I answered back silently cursing myself for stuttering again.

"What did I say about stuttering you idiot! Get your damn keys already and get inside" he barked out.

"Yes Seimei-san" With that I picked up the fallen keys and walked inside. He shut the door and I could practically feel the pain he was going to cause me.

"Bedroom. Now" He commanded. He even shoved me when I was I was a little hesitant to start walking. As I walked to the room of where so much hurt occurred I hung onto one thought.

"Kio I will go to the doctor…just protect me from this please…save me anyone please…"

The night of hell began soon after.

End of Chapter 1